My Darling angel Kristen went home to be among the angels in October of 1994. I never got to know her at all. The very day I found out I was even pregnant with her I Started to lose her. They were not sure why but after doing some tests they discovered she was an etopic pregnancy. She was to have been our first child. I still Love and miss Kristen and she will never be forgotten at least not by me.

I was nine and a half weeks when Kristen passed and since I do not know for sure she would have been a girl I still went with a girl's name because the day they finally said that she was gone I had a dream that night about my grandpa sitting under a Big Pecan tree holding a tiny baby in his arms and saying that everything was going to be alright that he had his little princess and was going to take care of everything. I was the only one Papa called his little Princess but I had never seen that Tree before and Papa had died when I was 14 so that lead me to believe that God had sent me the Dream of my Papa with my angel to let me know that they would be together and that he would make sure that she was alright til I got to be with her.

The poem that follows was written this way because my family is sensitive as it is on this subject even with my Nathaniel's Death that if they knew she was named they would not be happy at all. I no longer care if they like it or not which is why I redid her page to make it more for her and not just some unnamed angel.

I love you Kristen Meadows Jones, and noone can or will change that. I love you angel girl.

Love Always,

Momma

Kristen Meadows Jones

Taken from her Momma's womb October 23,1994

The Unnamed Angel

One day in October '94 a unnamed

angel came in and left this world.

To little to be born to saved,

No body to be saved.

Just a soul that never got to be,

Nor parents it got to see.

Someone decided its place was not to be here,

But in Heaven to watch over and protect its family

And to be a playmate for the baby brother that would join it.

Never forgotten

Thought of often

My first angel to go to Heaven

Looks down on me.

Oh, how I wish I could see

My angel unnamed to see

Who it may be.

One day I know

The angel unnamed will

Have the name it longs for,

When we meet face to face

My angel and me.

I miss you baby, I love you always.

To A Baby Who Was Never Born...

A life inside me, a love so strong.

She died inside me, but the love lives on.

It broke my heart for her to go.

I love her, I need her like she'll never know.

I never held her, or heard her cry,

And I wasn't ready to say goodbye.

I never dressed her in tiny clothes,

Or saw her smile as I tickled her toes.

I cry for her in the night.

It hurts so much, and no one can make it right.

-Author Unknown-

I chose the June globe because my sweet angel was due June 15,1995.

The October globe stand for when she left me. October 23,1994

Thank you so much Karin for taking this wonderful picture for me. It means so much.