i can still feel you
numb all through
i can still feel you
hear your call
underneath it all
kill my brain
crucified
after all i've died
after all i've tried
you are still inside
you remain
i am stained"
NIN
BLACKENED BULLET
It's the easy way out,
What am I fighting for?
Is it all really worth it?
Should I continue this war?
War with my life,
it's twists and turns.
No-one gives a damn,
is anybody even concerned?
Concerned with what I'm thinking,
with what I'm feeling inside.
This everlasting battle,
makes me want to run and hide.
Hide in the arms of a stranger,
who will comfort my sorrow.
And tell me "Don't worry child",
there will be a tomorrow.
Tomorrow never comes though,
it's always the same undying pain.
The only way I can ever be rid of it,
is to shoot one blackened bullet directly into my brain.
Uknown Artist
who am I
I used to know what I stood for
now I don't even remember
who I am
I once was a dreamer in the night
now I can't even close my eyes
in the dark
I tried to be a good man
many years ago
and failed
quite miserably
who am I
in case you haven't noticed
somewhere inside these sad eyes
lies a man of decency
and honesty
mixed with the man I am now
a man who can't remember
what he was like
even yesterday
who am I
I'm beginning to think
that I'll never know
what was I yesterday?
certainly not what
I will be tomorrow.
BY: Unknown