Adam,
I just want you to know that I did & still
do love you .The reason that I did things 
the way I did was to stop the abuse that you
were giving me ,as after 18 months I'd had
enough. Maybe it was the wrong way to go about
it but you wouldn't listen ,if I could go back
& change the way I did things I would but I can't.
I am truely sorry & I hope that you whereever you
are, are able to forgive me
Deb