childhood returns
gleefully skipping away.
fleeting remembered and memorific.
saddens.
fades to a darker color.
tinkling laugh tickles bitter tears to pleasantly surprised taste ducts.
end of an era,
beginning a question.
words frozen on lips.
drop to floor and congeal.
worlds come together as thoughts fall apart.
tearing apart all i have ever known,
never alone.
inexperienced at being inexperienced.
fumbling in a void.
uncharted waters.
solitude with gears and pulleys.
technology slipstream.
sitting on the floor.
little more,
than a bookend.
swept away as dusty sedative.
so many
constant changing.
so much
all at once.
and yet so bored.
discontent in all i ever wanted
and the obstacle removed only wants,
in my mind,
to return.
so unflattering.
fluttering flame emberly hints at deception.
but too much time to distrust.