farther than foreseen,
drearily awaiting the forgetful day,
tasteful namesake
leaves a bitter and choking mouth
contemplating chastity,
shrugging off the weighty water of freedom,
commit to the unwilling.
pendulous decision pondered thoroughly,
conclusion no closer,
fleeting thoughts alternate,
one second, one mind,
the next, another.
pin down indecision,
scalpel in rubber mat
stench of eternal claustrophobia.
head whipping round,
look to see a wanted vision,
insufficient in its absence.
wandering with unlikely destination,
purpose left
with common sense.
nonsensical babble of everyday coping,
trying not to hope,
unsuccessfully.
embarrassment at transparency.
go between,
emotional limbo.