temporal fragility,
mind slips backward,
eddy of love and death,
life fades into the gray between earth and deep.
ocean of longing to return.
lost never found.
wander forever
searching for the past
acheing.
cant even remember
breathing
in your scent
our embrace
us
no longer
is.
crawling back
dirt in face
eyes gritty with tears and mud.
scratching at the muck
trying to get back inside
sound of safety.
a dull hum surrounds.
feet sink and squelch.
stuck in.
turn to endless piles of paper,
logic abandoned
comes to an end.
reality sinks in.
whats lost never found.
elusive illusion
always out of reach.
trapped in the furture
fading to the present
what is lost,
never found.