you look at me and see the light in my eyes
you clap your hands and drop your jaw at impossible miracles
your wonder doesnt exist
i am not what you think you see
i dont even know the person youre looking at
i am my own fraud
i am the greatest deception you have ever been taken in by
an illusion gone flesh
i scream as loud as my bleeding throat allows what little truth i can remember
but my confession bounces off your blinders
no one cares to have their daydream interrupted
no one wants to wake up and see the real nightmare
least of all me
at least not the part of me thats in control now
i hate,
with every fiber,
what i have become
what i am
false