mumbleing, jumbled, shocks over-stressed,
too hard, for too long,
holding out on a hopeless last stand.
nonexistant leg to stand on,
topples underneath.
defeat looms egotistically.
scalding scold to chip away pride.
deflated aspirations pool and puddle,
momentarily melt,
fizz,
condense in a glimmer of hope,
then slip away into nothingness.
never heard from again,
missing in absence.
devoid of deficiency.
abhoration consumed in a double negative.
strange relief at utter disappointment.
rock bottom masquerades.
head rests on pillowy soft
sponge sucking at frazzled nerves.
the eye of the storm or the calm after?
too early to tell.
mostly reluctant to dream.
head in the clouds,
wisps inhaled dazzle the senses
into flase sense of security
ambition unveild