That Asshole. I couldn’t believe it I thought that he loved me. He was my whole world now. He meant everything to me and to think he would do that too me. I really thought he loved me but why would he. Beryl probably slept with him and that’s why he cheated. I should have known better almost all guys will do anything for sex. I just never thought he would be one of them.
“Serena the school called they said you skipped 3 periods”
“Yea”
“Aw hunny you’re crying what’s wrong”
“Nothing I don’t want to talk about it”
“Okay hunny”
I
stayed up in my room for the rest of the night and cried myself to
sleep.
The next day my mom came to wake me up.
“Serena its time for school”
“im not going”
“Serena yes you are”
I didn’t want to go to school. I couldn’t stand to see him. I knew I wasn’t strong enough. I still loved him with all my heart and to know he was going around kissing another girl.
“Im not! Leave me alone”
“Serena I understand your hurt but you have to go to school.”
I looked up at her with tears flooding my eyes.
“Mom I cant”
“Okay hunny but just today”
“Thanks mom”
The whole say all I could think about him. Everything reminded me of him. There was nothing I could do to get my mind off him. I tried sleep but unfortunately I dreamt of him too. The pain was too much to take in it hurt so much all I could do was cry.
The next day I was forced to go to school, which was a bummer, wondered if he even knew I saw or if he would just pretend like nothing happened. he seemed like a keeper I guess you never know huh.I got up late that morning and didn’t wear any make up or didn’t dress up. I was tiered of dressing up I just wanted to be me again. The non-perfect me I didn’t want to wear make up and look glamorous like my life was perfect because it wasn’t it wasn’t even close. I was heartbroken and so alone. The main reason I didn’t wear my make up though is because I knew the mascara would run. I don’t think I could stop myself from crying all day. When I went to school Darien was waiting for me at my locked. He went to grab me and kiss me. I guess he didn’t know I saw huh. I just shoved him away.
“Get away from me” I demanded
“Why what did I do?”
“Oh so your saying didn’t see you kiss beryl”
“She kissed me if you have seen the whole thing I pushed her off me .I didn’t mention it because I knew it would mess things up between us and she’s not worth it”
“And im suppose to just believe you”
“Yes I love you”
“That’s nice Darien, Leave me alone”
I know your probably saying give this guy a chance he was probably telling the truth but I couldn’t he broke my heart. Why didn’t he tell me if it was nothing? If she kissed him why didn’t he tell me? I trusted him so much and he broke that trust what if he was lying and I forgave him and then he did it again I don’t know if I would be capable of handling another heart break. The next day at school I was actually getting kind of hungry I hadn’t eaten anything for 2 days. On my way in the building I bumped into Darien.
“Serena, Listen to me please” he said.
He looked so sad. Maybe he was telling the truth what if he was.
“Ok”I mumbled
“I love you so much, I would never ever kiss another girl. She came up to me and kissed me I told her after that to get the hell off me .you have to believe me I would never do anything to hurt you ever.”
“I.I do. I love you too Darien”
I just wanted to let all my reader out there know
that the next chapter will be the last of this story but don’t worry
I
will have another story started soon.
anyone got any ideas for a
title for this story?
If so please let me know