I Finally realized that I like Darien. Of course I do!? Why wouldn’t I .He is a great, smart, attractice and NICE guy. Although he is my sisters boyfriend. Now im left with one question. What do I do about it? I could tell him how I feel but if he doesn’t feel the same can you imagine the awkwardness? Well I can and no.But the most important thing to consider is my sister.Yeah she is a bitch but I still do kind of feel guilty taking a guy she likes away from her. But oh well I guess ill see what happens huh?

On Sunday I decided to call Darien up and ask him to hang out with me, id just say that well I was upset from yesterday. That was the perfect idea.

It rang, rang,

“Hello”
“Hey Darien, its serene I was wondering if you wanted to do something, because I really want to get my mind off last night?”

“Well I kind of have plans with ray tonight but anytime before that im good”

“Great how about in 1 hour we go see that new horror movie dead silence”

“Sure.byee”

“”Bye.”

I was so exited. I was going to see him. I was always happy when I was around him. Even though he is dating my sister it isn’t so bad to try to steal his heart is it? I don’t know why but I just don’t think ray deserves him. She is a really mean person. I should know, She is my sister after all and even though we argue all the time I still care about her but I don’t know whether I would be able to hurt her just to be happy myself.Im still not sure if I should tell Darien about how I feel. I think ill let it wait till another day.Oh god, my life is SO confusing.

An hour later Darien showed up. I rushed to get ready during that hour. I wore a pink polka dot dress. It was very gorgeous I actual loved it I was waiting for a day like today to wear it. I ran down stairs to answer the door and I slipped on my flats.

“Hey”

“Hey Darien you ready to go?”

“Yea, You look very nice today”

“Thank you”

He drove us to the movie cinema. And we talked the whole way there. Me being the blabber mouth I am.

“So What’s your favorite TV show?”

“Csi but I like a lot of others too. You?”

“It was the oc before they canceled it. What is Csi?”

Okay. I know what your thinking. How do I not know what Csi is?
I don’t live under a rock if that’s what your thinking its just I always was watching the oc, deal or no deal and all those other shows and school.

“Are you serious? You don’t know what Csi is?”

“Yea, what is it?”

“Let me just say this. Next Friday your coming over and where going to watch Csi”

I just chuckled. That thought made me even happier I was going to hang out with him on Friday. Even though that was like 5 days away I still get to see him on Tuesday for tutoring.

“Favorite color?”

“Black you?”

“Pink, Black isn’t a color it’s a shade.”

“Well it’s a color to me”

“Oh god”

After that we arrived at the theatre. We went to the front desk to order tickets.

“Ill Take 2 tickets to dead silence at 1:45”he said

“Darien, I can buy my own”

“Well, it’s my treat”

“Alright”

We went to the snack bar and I ordered. 1 hot dog, a large popcorn, a large drink, candy and natchos. Of course I paid because I eat I eat a lot. What can I say? I love food. I notice Darien give me a look like ‘What the Hell! is she going to eat all that’ but oh well. All he ordered was a small drink. I felt like a huge pig but the food was worth it. When We went to go and watch the movie. I ate my food super fast because this was a scary movie and I didn’t want to jump and droop it. Like I usual did. I learnt this when I was 11.When I spilt my drink all over myself during a horror movie. I tried to ignore the fact that during the movie I screamed like a million times, Also I grabbed on to Darien’s arm a couple of times. After I did it though I was so embarrassed. When the movie was over I was kind of relived I almost went in to cardio arrest in that movie. We went to walk to his car after that.

“What did you think of that movie?” Darien said

“it was alright not as scary as I though it would be”

“This is coming from the girl who couldn’t stop screaming and grabbing on to my arm and not to mention up on your seat.” He laughed.

Yea didn’t mention that part did I .During the whole movie I was up on my seat petrified.

“Oh Sorry about that and Okay, it was so scary you happy!?”

“I didn’t mind. Yup,Estatic”he said.

The drive home we didn’t really talk that much.

When finally arrived at my house and I was pretty sad about it too.

“Well bye”

“Yeah bye Serena, We should do this again sometime I had a lot of fun”

“Okay you know my number”

After that he drove off. I was so happy. He actually had fun and he wanted to hang out with me again. Now I started wondering can be possible feel something for me too? And now I had another thought running through my head. Could that possibly be considered my first date? What is the definition of a date? Two people of the opposite sex, enjoying each others company. Well too me it was a date and I was blissful.