“Serena, Wow you look umm. Wow”
“Ill take that as a compliment” I chuckled
“Come in I rented a movie because csi I only comes on at 9”
“Oh okay”
He
guided me to the living room. The inside of his house was
beautiful.
We sat in the living room and he went to put a CD on.
“Uh, Darien can I ask you something?”
“Shoot, Can I ask you something too?”
“Yea, I wanted to know why you cancelled your date with my sister to hang out with me?”
“Well, Your sister is great don’t get me wrong, its just I don’t know I have a lot of fun when im with you. Now my turn, why are you dressed so fancy.”
“Well, I really wanted to make ray jealous, she has always acted like she was the one with the hot body so I showed her”I lied. I couldn’t really tell him I did it to impress him and make him want me. I cant believe I thought of that so quick. Im just getting smarter I guess. ;)
When the previews where done it went to the main title. It Said “The Return”
This was the horror movie the girls bugged me to go see but was too scared.
“Oh Darien not a horror movie you know what they do to me” I whined.
“I know” he grinned
”I bet you just wanted me to cling on to you eh”I joked.
“What if I did? Is that such a bad thing?” he said.
I didn’t know what to say. I was just kidding. But a good kidding I was kind of happy that I had a reason to hold on to him. Was he just playing along? I couldn’t do this any more I needed to know if he felt the same. I was never one to keep my feelings to my self. It hurt more than I think his rejecting me would . So being the person I am I started revealing everything to him.
“Darien I can’t do this anymore” I said shaking. I was practically crying but I kept it in.
“Do what Serena?” he said
“I cant be friends with you anymore” I said
I could see the hurt in his face. But I just couldn’t do it anymore. Althought I knew it could end very badly and me never talk to him again or see him I knew it would hurt but this hurted 1000x more. Imagine having to see the guy you have feelings for and wanting him to be yours and wanting to touch, hold him and most of all look at you the way you look at him. And the worse part. Imagine having to see him kiss some other girl right in front of you. Moreover that girl being your sister. The pain it was too strong.
“Why not Serena? Did I do something?”
“You want to know why! You honestly want to know why! Incase you haven’t notice Darien; I cant be friends with you because I want more. I cant be friends with you because you’re dating my sister. I just cant be friends with you because it hurts. it hurts not to be with you but hurts even more when im with you and your not mine.” I said with tears in my eyes. For about a second there was silence I was going to start talking again
“Darien I-” But I was cut off. And to a great shock it was by Darien kissing me. He had placed his lips on mine and kissed me. My first kiss
When he broke away form lips.I began to cry again.I waited for this moment for so long.I don’t know why I cried. I honestly don’t.i think it was because of guilt.I know ray isn’t that great of a person but she is my sister.All the confusion was to much to take in .All the questions running throught my head like What will happen now?What will ray do if she finds out?What will she tell mom? And so many more.
“Serena ,ive felt the same way for a little while now its just I didn’t know if you felt the same and if you didn’t it would have been awkward”
“Darien I know , ive felt the same way. So what happens now?”
“Well we could tell ray”
“Darien, I don’t think I can this is all too much to take in”
“So you want to keep it a secret for now?”
“if you don’t mind.”
“Not at all”