As I walked to the restaurant, where I was going to meet Darien. When I finally arrived he was already there waiting, he was always early or exactly on time, something I always found so adorable. I opened the door and walked to where I saw Darien sitting, I don’t know if it was just every time I saw him he just seemed to get hotter. I thought about Darien all the time having fantasies about me and him being a family together, I still loved him though no matter how I tried to let go it was just something I couldn’t do, he was the reason I hadn’t given up on life. I missed him so much, more than anything. I sat down at the table beside him.

“Hey Serena” he said

“Hi”

“You look a lot different, how have you been?”

“I’ve been just great, “ I lied.

“Would you like to order?” he asked

“Nah, im not really hungry, how about we go see a movie? We haven’t seen each other in a while,”

“Not hungry? You sure your pregnant?” he joked, “sure lets go”

We both got up from our seats and began to walk to the movies; the cinema was actually not to far from the restaurant, just a few blocks. We where crossing the last street away from the cinema when Darien’s phone rang.

“Hey rei (Pause) Ill be home around 6 okay? (Pause) Bye, I love you too” then he hung up.

I haven’t felt this way in a while, with Darien not being around but the pain of him still being with her came back to me and it seemed a lot worse. We walked across the street and I felt numb again, like I was in my own little world. I didn’t even realize the car that was coming my way, until Darien grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me hard towards him. I let out a loud scream, because he had grabbed onto the part of my wrist where I had been cutting myself and I had a fresh cut from the night before.

“Serena, what where you thinking? And why didn’t u move? And why did you scream?” he demanded.

“1 question at a time, first off I blanked out on thought and didn’t realize the car was coming” I replied

“And why did you Scream?”

“No reason”

“Serena tell me”

“No Darien leave me alone” I began to tear up

“Let me see you arm” he said trying to pull up my sleeve which he managed to do even though I struggled to try and get him not to see my cuts and he did.

“What is this? Have you been cutting yourself?”

“Darien its nothing can we go see the movie now?” I said trying to wipe away the tears.

“No we can not!” he said. He grabbed my shoulders and pulled me towards him and looked deep into my eyes. “Serena, please tell me why you have been doing this to yourself,”

“Darien, Stay out of my life okay? You don’t care so don’t pretend too. Ill have these children and you and ray can have your perfect family with me out of your life, I know that what you want,”

I couldn’t stand it ,I know I sounded a little harsh but he didn’t want me in his life, he didn’t it was only because I was pregnant with his kids. I ran down the street as fast as I could I could hear him calling my name but I ignored it, tears flowing from my eyes I ran , and ran all the way home.

I was so afraid I didn’t want Darien to know about this, I just didn’t. He was going to think I was some kind of nut job now and I didn’t want that. I lied on my bed just sitting there, thinking but my mind was blank. I knew Seiya wouldn’t be home tonight until like 8 so I had some time to my self. My phone had ringed several times but I just ignored it. It was only about an hour later and to my great surprise Seiya opened the door. I went down stairs to see him and to see why he was home so early.

“Seiya, what are you doing back so early” I asked

“I wanted to see you is that so wrong”

“No I guess not” I said with a very strange look on my face.

Seiya came closer and closer to me and started to kiss me but harshly. He asked me to go upstairs with him and I did as asked and when we got to our room he began to kiss me again down my neck to my collarbone. I didn’t really argue with him about it until he undid a button on my shirt.

“Seiya what are you doing? Stop it!” I demanded

“Oh come on Serena, Did you not think I would want to sleep with you at some point? And plus its not likes its your first time” he said

He kind of had a point I just didn’t want to with him, Especially with me being pregnant with Darien’s children.Im not sure if it was just me but it just didn’t feel right, it made me feel like a part of Seiya would be in the kids if I slept with him and I dint want that. I knew it wasn’t true but I just felt that way.

“NO SEIYA! GET OFF ME” I screamed

“Oh Serena my darling I would like to see you make me” he smirked as he continued to undress me.

“Please, please just don’t,” I wailed.

He pushed so much pressure on me I couldn’t even squirm away, when I tried to fidget away he would hit me. During the whole time I cried and cried and pleaded that he stop but he didn’t. Seiya was raping me but there was nothing I could do about it.