Another Reason

can you see what you've created?
this tiny ball of pain
i cry, i try, but to no avail
it all remains the same
so in this hell that is my life
i continue on and on
and more and more my hate just grows
for every day's new dawn
they say only the one that hurt you
can take that pain away
and it's eroding my soul as time goes on
leaving me emptier day after day
i've tried so hard all my life--
it worked so well until now--
to dissassociate myself from this world
and cope the only way i know how
then you brought me back and made me feel
so much i had forgotten
but now, again, your love has spoiled
and left me damaged and rotten
and so another reason has showed itself
and what it's proved me of
is that it hurts too much to open myself
and try again to love
(4-18-01)

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