my psychotic rantings about Mr. Murphy...
i wasn't going to put any rants on this site, but seeing as how no one listens to me at home any more, i need somewhere to talk about how i love Peter, about how he's so beautiful, about how i want to fuck him, about how i'm completely obsessed with him and the like. and what better place to put my obsessions, then up where anyone who wants can see them.
How obsessed am I? My stalker potential is about +637 on a scale of 1 to 10. I know the words to all the songs, the door of my closet is plastered with Peter and Bauhaus pictures (which I often gaze at and occasionally lick), I have read all the reviews and looked at all the pictures and looked at all the websites, I've had several dreams (both day and night) about Peter and now cannot think of anything but him. I've searched for naked Peter Murphy pictures online (NO, I didn't find any, I'm so disappointed) and regularly have sexual fantasies about him, I've pretty much stopped reading my email except the cascade digest and site related stuff. I started this site to feed my growing obsession.
I've bought everything that the stores around here have. I listen to nothing but Peter or stuff that's related to him (I've got over 150 cds and I only listen to about 10 or 15 of them). If I don't listen to him for awhile I get really pissy. I've watched both videos about 50 times each (in one day alone I watched gotham three times.) I go to sleep with him, I awake with him, I listen to him all day at work, he goes back on as soon as I get home, I'm listening to 'holy smoke' (for the forth time today) as I type this.
My co-workers think I'm "torturing" them when I listen to him out loud. They think I'm a psycho because I wear black most all the time and walk around with my headphones on lip-synching (I don't sing out loud because my voice doesn't do his words justice). It's a good thing I don't have a credit card or I'd be on ebay all the time buying a bunch of singles just because I don't have a version of a song and shirts and videos and bootlegs and stuff like that and I wouldn't have any money for food and rent and then I'd get kicked out on the street and I wouldn't have an address for them to send all this stuff to. (maybe I'm trying to make up for lost time?) that's all for now... i have to got look for more pictures of Mr. Peter "wonderfullybeautifulawesomesexyilovehimsomuchicantlivewithouthim" Murphy!
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