i was sick - sick unto death with that long agony; and when they at length unbound me, and i was permitted to sit, i felt that my senses were leaving me. the sentence - the dread sentence of death - was the last of distinct accentuation which reached my ears. after that, the sound of the inquisitorial voices seemed merged in one dreamy indeterminate hum. it conveyed to my soul the idea of resolution - perhaps from its association in fancy with the burr of a mill-wheel. this only for a brief period, for presently i heard no more. yet, for awhile, i saw - but with how terrible an exaggeration! i saw the lips of the black-robed judges. they appeared to me white - whiter than the sheet upon which i trace these words - and thin even to grotesqueness; thin with the intensity of their expression of firmness - of immovable resolution - of stern contempt of human torture. i saw that the decree of what to me was fate were still issuing from those lips. i saw them writhe with a deadly locution. i saw them fashion the syllables of my name; and i shuddered because no sound succeeded. i saw, too, for a few moments of delirious horror, the soft and nearly imperceptible waving of the sable draperies which enwrapped the walls of the apartment. and then my vision fell upon the seven tall candles upon the table. at first they wore the aspect of charity, and seemed white slender angels who would save me; but then, all at once, there came a most deadly nausea over my spirit, and i felt every fibre of my frame thrill as if i had touched the wires of a galvania battery, while the angel forms became meaningless spectres, with heads of flame, and i saw that from them there would be no help. and then there stole into my fancy, like a rich musical note, the thought of what sweet rest there must be in the grave. the thought came gently and stealthily, and it seemed long before it attained full appreciation; but just as my spirit came at length properly to feel and entertain it, the figures of the judges vanished, as if magically, from before me; the tall candles sank into nothingness; their flames went out utterly; the blackness of darkness supervened; all sensations appeared swallowed up ina mad rushing descent as of the soul into hades. then silence, and stillness, and night were the universe.               >> edgar allen poe; from "the pit and the pendulum"

                              
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