Sticker this, censor this, ban this,
We've got something to say,
Police this, condemn this, damn this,
We'll be heard anyway,
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm,
Silenced...
Listen here...
Is it a possibility?
That we're all just equal,
Slam the power down,
Abusing...
Oh, Does it piss you off, to be beat at your own game?
You lead us with false morals, and shelter reality,
No more,
We're not buying your product when you're selling,
The words preaching silence,
Insult me in my home,
When you were never invited,
To live life on your curve,
Frustrating,
Throw sticks into the spokes,
To relieve insecurities,
Stifle all ascension, and sticker our freedom of speech,
Sticker this, censor this, ban this,
We've got something to say,
Police this, condemn this, damn this,
We'll be heard anyway,
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm,
Silenced,
Don't tell me what I want,
Don't tell me what I need,
Don't tell me how I need to feel,
I feel, goddamn nothing,
Dig the eyes out of my face and I can still see right fuckin' through you,
Fuck you and everything you are,
I'm me, we're us and thats all,
Closed mind with a forum to criticize,
Keep your policy and I've got mine,
Exploit me, fabricate your lies,
We empower these cowards just to be left in,
Silence,
Listen here,
Stand on my soapbox,
And speak my own peace,
Whatever you may think,
It's real,
Prevail through what is me,
And step on your beliefs,
Theiving spinless sellouts, robbing our integrity,
Bring it on!
Sticker this, censor this, ban this,
We've got something to say,
Police this, condemn this, damn this,
We'll be heard anyway,
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm....
Do I deserve these beatings?
Hating me, well then,
Cut, cut the noose and let me fall away,
I’m growing weak and tired,
Of you and your little shoving games,
Fucking, Pushing me,
You pulled the trigger,
Trapped in the wake of your…..
Dream, you’re all killers, always fucking,
Pushing me, insulting me, I’m overcome,
I have found the strength of gods in me,
Crushing, all unwilling, This is so,
Un-stoppable,
Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down,
And find the strength of many in you,
My sanctuary calling my name,
So I run through, to the light,
Weeping through a cloud,
Darkened, by a tainted dream,
Of me, being pummeled by the tide,
Crushing, killing me,
But I can’t wake up,
Trapped in the wake of a…..
Dream, you’re all killers, always fucking,
Pushing me, insulting me, I’m overcome,
I have found the strength of gods in me,
Crushing, all unwilling,
This is so,
Un-stoppable,
Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down,
And find the strength of many in you,
Call it, call a truce,
I’m believing, in it more and more,
Comfort, purge the truth, I’ll believe it,
I’m so weak and sore,
Shadowed, hide and seek, but you never looked,
I wait behind the door,
Call out, bite the hand, that is feeding,
Compassion no more,
I hope I never wake up,
Dream sewing,
Filters distort reality of what is mine,
Through light this mind awakens,
I draw the line from then and now,
Awake and dreaming,
Forgotten past,
Future becomes mine,
Throw the chains, all away, take control, of your life, powers known,
This is my,
Throw the chains, all away, take control, of your life, powers known,
This is my,
Dream, you’re all killers, always fucking,
Pushing me, insulting me, I’m overcome,
I have found the strength of gods in me,
Crushing, all unwilling,
This is so,
Un-stoppable,
Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down,
And find the strength of many in you,
Always, Known in all my time,
A little left of center now,
Reflect, as I realize,
That all I, need is to find,
The middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and just be,
Sinners, casting stones at me,
I,
I stand, not crawling, not falling down,
I,
I bleed, the demons, that drag me down,
I,
I stand, not crawling, not falling down,
(For nothing, the center, of calms within the eye)
I,
I’ll bleed, the demons, that pull me down,
(For no one, but myself, for me and no one else,)
Goodbye, sunshine, I’ve put it out again, sad,
I’m over, personalities, conflicting,
I don’t need you, or anyone, but me,
I’ll just be, living my own life,
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting, I feel alive,
Shovel, dirt over lime,
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be,
Sinners, pointing fingers at me,
I,
I stand, not crawling, not falling down,
(For nothing, by myself)
I,
I bleed, the demons, that drag me down,
(For no one, but myself)
I,
I stand, not crawling, not falling down,
(For nothing, the center, of calms within the eye)
I,
I’ll bleed, the demons, that pull me down,
(For no one, but myself, for me and no one else,)
Come play kill,
(Refuse my body, refuse my shadow,)
Stone cold will,
(Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow,)
Bitter pills,
(Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I’m fueled godless,)
Come play, come play,
Kill,
Just be, just be, just be, just be, just be,
I,
I stand, not crawling, not falling down,
(For nothing, by myself,)
I,
I bleed, the demons, that drag me down,
(For no one, but myself,)
I,
I stand, not crawling, not falling down,
(For nothing, the center, of calms within the eye,)
I,
I’ll bleed, the demons, that drag me down,
(For no one, but myself, for me and no one else,)
When everything is lost, (Peel it all away)
Haunting us with questions, (Asking)
Will we…
Ever find the smile inside, (No)
Is hidden behind the sweating eyes, (Bleeding)
Dead inside a scream,
That's pouring from me,
I'm planted in this skin, (Constricting and pulling me)
This dirty filthy skin, (Rancid and stinging me)
I burn behind the walls, (That have become my world)
The bearer of a gift,
Fuck your gift,
Truth does not exist,
But the lies do,
Truth does not exist,
But the lies do,
They're buried in the skin,
Evolved,
Perversion of a truth,
I'm stuck here, (Inside of lies, buried in me, why?)
Born into a world,
Never asked to be here, (Try to forget that truth doesn’t exist, Truth)
Doesn't exist,
It doesn't exist,
Truth,
Truth,
Always inside a tragedy, (Things never seem to go away)
A room as I remember, (Portraits I carry)
Try letting go of this space, (Bad habits can’t kick me)
The fool that fell from heaven,
Heaven,
Perversion of a truth,
I'm stuck here, (Inside of lies, buried in me, why?)
Born into a world,
Never asked to be here, (Try to forget that truth doesn’t exist, Truth)
Doesn't exist,
It doesn't exist,
Truth,
Doesn't exist,
It doesn't exist,
Truth,
Doesn't exist,
It doesn't exist,
Truth,
Doesn't exist,
It doesn't exist,
Truth,
Doesn't exist,
It doesn't exist,
Truth,
Maybe we're all children of a star,
Misguided in direction, our misdirection,
Pardon me while I pray for,
Light,
I’m not the only one,
That walks between the rain, there are many,
I’m not the only one,
When everything is lost, that doesn't surrender,
Perversion of a truth,
I'm stuck there, (Inside of lies, buried in me, why?)
Blind walking through a world,
I never asked to be here,
Versions of the truth,
I’m not the only one,
Your versions of the truth,
I’m not the only one,
Your versions of the truth,
I’m not the only one,
Your versions of the truth,
I’m not the only one…
Lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies,
We've come here, (Come here)
From so far away,
I can save you,
If you leave it all behind,
This suffering's, (Suffering’s)
Been far too long,
Would you take a trip with me,
On the back of a star,
I feel like earth's gravity,
Is just here to pull us down,
Mother of creation wait,
Embrace the souls of a lost world,
Carry them away,
Darkness, negative, receptive,
Pour firmament between our waters,
Separate the space,
Mother of destruction wait,
With a belt of skulls, strap me down,
And send the ship away,
Progress with the process,
Mine the souls from their casts,
Pour form and reshape,
This dark womb, (Dark womb)
Wraps and covets me,
Refining understanding,
If you open up the heart,
Nurturing, (Nurturing) this phenomenon, (Phenomenon)
We carry you on our wings,
Our wings through the dark,
Lightning flashes of insight,
Into the mirth of a dark sky,
Pain of division is nothing,
Joy of dissolution is everything,
Mother of creation wait,
Embrace the souls of a lost world,
Carry them away,
Darkness, negative, receptive,
Pour firmament between our waters,
Separate the space,
Mother of destruction wait,
With a belt of skulls, strap me down,
And send the ship away,
Progress with the process,
Mine the souls from their casts,
Pour form and reshape,
Portal sits deep within the eye,
The eye of yin's severity,
Rewards understanding,
Portal sits deep within the eye,
The eye of yin's severity,
Rewards understanding,
Blackness consumes, body comforts, core of nothing....
Blackness consumes, body comforts, core of nothing....
Mother, (Mother)
I can remember, (Remember)
A vault of security…
Would you take me away,
Would you take me away,
Won’t you take me away,
Away,
Mother of creation wait,
Embrace the souls of a lost world,
Carry them away,
Darkness, negative, receptive,
Pour firmament between our waters,
Separate the space,
Mother of destruction wait,
With a belt of skulls, strap me down,
And send the ship away,
Progress with the process,
Mine the souls from their casts,
Pour form and reshape,
We've come here, (Come here)
From so far away,
I can save you,
If you leave it all behind,
This suffering's, (Suffering’s)
Been far too long,
Would you take a trip with me,
On the back of a star,
I feel like earth's gravity,
Is just here to pull us down,
Mother of creation wait,
Embrace the souls of a lost world,
Carry them away,
Darkness, negative, receptive,
Pour firmament between our waters,
Separate the space,
Mother of destruction wait,
With a belt of skulls, strap me down,
And send the ship away,
Progress with the process,
Mine the souls from their casts,
Pour form and reshape,
This dark womb, (Dark womb)
Wraps and covets me,
Refining understanding,
If you open up the heart,
Nurturing, (Nurturing) this phenomenon, (Phenomenon)
We carry you on our wings,
Our wings through the dark,
Lightning flashes of insight,
Into the mirth of a dark sky,
Pain of division is nothing,
Joy of dissolution is everything,
Mother of creation wait,
Embrace the souls of a lost world,
Carry them away,
Darkness, negative, receptive,
Pour firmament between our waters,
Separate the space,
Mother of destruction wait,
With a belt of skulls, strap me down,
And send the ship away,
Progress with the process,
Mine the souls from their casts,
Pour form and reshape,
Portal sits deep within the eye,
The eye of yin's severity,
Rewards understanding,
Portal sits deep within the eye,
The eye of yin's severity,
Rewards understanding,
Blackness consumes, body comforts, core of nothing....
Blackness consumes, body comforts, core of nothing....
Mother, (Mother)
I can remember, (Remember)
A vault of security…
Would you take me away,
Would you take me away,
Won’t you take me away,
Away,
Mother of creation wait,
Embrace the souls of a lost world,
Carry them away,
Darkness, negative, receptive,
Pour firmament between our waters,
Separate the space,
Mother of destruction wait,
With a belt of skulls, strap me down,
And send the ship away,
Progress with the process,
Mine the souls from their casts,
Pour form and reshape,
When passions lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long,
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold,
Only in a world this cold,
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes,
Then watch them drift away,
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long,
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away,
Away from the name, (Calling your names)
Away from the stones, (Throw sticks and stones)
Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us,
Keep your thorns,
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games, (Fucking head games)
Away from the space, (Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold,
Burning whispers, remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold,
Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause,
I’ve left alone, in a world so cold,
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away,
Away from the name, (Calling your names)
Away from the stones, (Throw sticks and stones)
Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us,
Keep your thorns,
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games, (Fucking head games)
Away from the space, (Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold,
I’m flying, I’m flying away,
Away from the name, (Calling your names)
Away from the games, (Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold….
Why does everyone feel like my enemy?
Don't want any part of depression or darkness, I’ve had enough,
Sick and tired, bring the sun or I’m gone,
Or I’m gone,
I’m backing out, I’m no pawn,
No mother fucking slave to this,
Never lied,
Never left,
Never lived,
Never loved,
Never lost,
Never hurt,
Never worry about being me, or anyone else,
Not a care, no concern, don’t give a shit about anything,
Backing out, giving up, no mother fucking slave to this,
Never lied,
Never left,
Never lived,
Never loved,
Never lost,
Never hurt,
Never worry about being me, or anyone else,
Not a care, no concern, don’t give a shit about anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where its safer and calmer,
I'm turning away,
Away from the name, (Calling your names)
Away from the stones, (Throw sticks and stones)
Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us,
I'm running away,
Away from the games, (Fucking head games)
Away from the space, (Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold,
I’m flying, I’m flying away,
Away from the name, (Calling your names)
Away from the games, (Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold…..
Patient,
Just as I am,
As always,
Watch the time go by,
Nothing left to pass by,
The minutes follow me,
Drunken little people,
Work away in me,
Why won't they leave me, leave me alone,
When I don't even want me, want me,
I have to, kill the words,
Before they, form my sentence,
The sentence that is me,
Judged by those that carry,
The patient sits in cradled arms,
That comfort me by strangling,
Why won't they leave me, leave me alone,
When I don't even want me, want me,
The patient mental sits and stares,
An idle mind that's empty , screaming,
Staring back,
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone,
A passive speared ritual,
Driven by our war ship, the hate driven envy,
They have to kill the meal,
Before they can consume,
Consume my inner peace,
Without the understanding,
Trapped inside the works,
The hands are moving me,
The patient mental sits and stares,
An idle mind that's empty , screaming,
Staring back,
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone,
A passive speared ritual,
Driven by our war ship, the hate driven envy,
Release me,
Let me go,
Why do they observe me?
There’s nothing here to cure,
I can see the silhouettes,
that sit behind the mirror,
I’m just like a clock upon the wall,
always moving, but never going anywhere,
The patient mental sits and stares,
An idle mind that's empty, screaming,
Staring back,
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone,
The patient mental sits and stares,
An idle mind that's empty, screaming,
Staring back,
A passive speared ritual,
Driven by our war ship, the hate driven envy,
This puzzle's dead inside,
Missing pieces, growing eyes,
Mystery,
Little girls severity,
Little boys begging mercy,
Sticks break on me,
Cost of life at twenty-three,
Price of pain a golden ring,
All crimson,
Melting body, rubber world,
Battle axe with locks of curls,
Introverted,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place?
The place you would go to make things okay,
A thousand points for insect stings,
Glue my spirit, break my wings,
Misery,
Libido steams infectious whore,
Cauterize and forge the sword,
Remember killing,
Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel to enter that place,
The place you would go to make things okay,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place?
The place you would go to take pain away,
Games of passion taste so sweet,
Cut his throat and slaughter meat,
My secrets,
Seven heads for seven seas,
Darkened voices plead disease,
Dismembering me,
Children, wrestle to seal the bag, storing it deep in that place,
The place you would go and try to escape,
Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel to enter that place,
The place you would go to make things okay,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place?
The place you would go to take pain away,
Skrying through, reflections in a pool,
I see death coming, mowing down,
Do you remember the bedroom?
Was it your cell or was it your tomb?
Skrying through, reflections in a pool,
I see death coming, mowing down,
Do you remember the bedroom?
Was it your cell or was it your tomb?
You're living through my hell,
You're living through my hell,
Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel to enter that place,
The place you would go to make things okay,
My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you remember that place?
The place you would go to take pain away,
Fire, fire,
I dissolve and solidify,
Destroy to recreate,
Disassemble to assemble something pure,
Our rubric sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la,
Kill to be born again, cycled a thousand times,
Fire, planetary alchemy,
Fire, the time is here now,
Fire, four corners to rise,
Fire rise!
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time,
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky,
Fire,
I construct a new institution,
Not out of bricks, iron, cement, concrete or steel,
Our rubric sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la,
Distill to purify,
We've done it a thousand times,
Fire, planetary alchemy,
Fire, the time is here now,
Fire, four corners to rise,
Fire rise!
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time,
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky,
Fire,
Burn, bleed all the lives of life, ascend to the sky,
Burn, all the martyrs,
Burn, bleed all the lives of life, ascend to the sky,
Fire, planetary alchemy,
Fire, the time is here now,
Fire, four corners to rise,
Fire rise!
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time,
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky,
Fire,
Mirror, mirror, upon the wall, I'm asking you,
Who is the most confused of them all?
Mirror, mirror, subservient twins screams back at me “you”,
You sick, flawless mime,
I wanna break you,
Yeah, you're a clever one,
Do you reflect me, or do I reflect you?
Are you inside of another world?
I wanna break through,
Yeah, you're a clever one,
Is this a tool? Can I step through? To find another plane,
Or just a shadow of a man,
Superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak,
When you don't love yourself,
If life’s as painful on your side,
I'll break your existence, and cut through mine,
Yeah, you're a clever one,
Are you a tool? Can I step through? To find another plane,
Or just a shadow of a man,
Are you my brother? You look like me,
Trapped inside another world,
My lost twin,
Just a superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak,
When you don't love yourself,
Mirror, upon the wall, am I the reflection of you?
Mirror, upon the wall, are you staring back,
Through?
Understanding, has no place within my world,
On your side,
Are you a tool? Can I step through? To find another plane,
Or just a shadow of a man,
Are you my brother? You look like me,
Trapped inside another world,
My lost twin,
Are you a tool? Can I step through? To find another plane,
I’m just a shadow of a man,
Just a superficial tool, to support the vanity of weak,
When you don't love yourself,
Although there are no lyrics for this song, there are words in yiddish in the book. Roughly translated they read:
The sublime destroys the boundries of finiteness,
yet this phenomonon is seen by the self not as an act of destruction,but rather as a kind of elevation and liberation,for it is in the fealing of infinitude,
which it now discovers within itself,
that it may enjoy a new experience of its own boundlessness.
Thankyou, whatever your name was/is.
All over with,
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders,
Run for the fence,
We’re coming, we’re killing, we’re changing the faces,
Believe in yourself,
Let go of ego, strengthen within yourself,
All over with,
We’re coming, we’re killing, we’re changing the faces,
I’m killing, every fucking thing,
Until somebody gets this fucking point,
The point I’m trying to make
I lead, the mice on parade,
Down to the river of Kool Aid,
And open up the flood gates,
I need a barrel of cyanide, a pile of strychnine,
Until the whole damn world is dead, start over again,
All over with,
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders,
Run for the fence,
We’re coming, we’re killing, we’re changing the faces,
Stop talking,
Negotiating,
Your feeble attempts toward world peace,
Hah, Give me a fucking break,
Need world-wide genocide,
Planetary suicide,
And when the whole damn world is dead,
There’s your fuckin’ peace,
All over with,
Fuck all the flags, the greed the world leaders,
Run for the fence,
We’re coming, we’re killing, we’re changing the faces,
Believe in yourself,
Let go of ego, strengthen within yourself,
All over with,
We’re coming, we’re killing, we’re changing the faces,
Oxygen wasters, come on,
We’ve come to save you, save you from yourselves,
Kill or be killed,
We’ve come to save you, save you from yourselves,
Kill or be killed,
All over with,
Fuck all the flags, the greed the world leaders,
Run for the fence,
We’re coming, we’re killing, we’re changing the faces,
Believe in yourself,
Let go of ego, strengthen within yourself,
All over with,
We’re coming, we’re killing, we’re changing the faces,
No more doors,
No more locks,
No more windows,
No more box,
No more, no less,
No more, filthiness,
No more six foot digs,
No more hypocrites,
No more emptiness,
No more consequence,
No more puppet strings,
No more disease,
No more growing up,
No more happiness,
No more lying down,
No more complacence,
I have, I hold the key, to nothing, it's a small killing,
Murder, murder's in the hands, of motion, as it seems to be,
No more nothing,
No more anything,
No more you,
No more me,
No more posturing victories,
No more nations to defeat,
No more speaking truth,
No more deceit,
No more holding down,
No more pushing me,
No more new world order,
No more anarchy,
I have, I hold the key, to nothing, it's a small killing,
Murder, murder's in the hands, of motion, as it seems to be,
I’m washing my hands, of the whole thing,
I’m washing my hands, of the whole thing,
I’m washing my hands, of the whole thing,
Of the whole thing,
I want no more nothing,
I want no more nothing,
I want no more nothing,
I want no more nothing,
I have, I hold the key, to nothing, it's a small killing,
Murder, murder's in the hands, of motion, as it seems to be,
I’m washing my hands, of everything,
Of everything we are,