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Poems and Song Lyrics

Here are my pathetic attempts at poetry and song writting, i'll leave you to decide whats what.


This Place

This place
where murder is white
and love is black
this place
where we are lost
in the home
but at peace in the tempest

This place
where i never lost myself
and never looked either
this place
where laughter is pain
and sorrow is ambrosia

This place
no other
where walls keep us insecure
this place
where the blind is king
and a knife in the back is friendship

This place
i never looked
but found what i was missing
this place

where a harsh voice is kindness
and soothing makes me worry

This place
where lust is green
and anger is blue
this place i never sought
where i never looked
i found you


SCREAM:

I dont give a fuck
I dont care
I dont give a damn
If you know what i mean

Sometimes it makes me wanna scream
Scream
Let it all out in a scream
Scream
Let go of it and scream
Scream
Just c'mon and scream
Scream

Sometimes i wake up
Sometimes i cry
Sometimes i break up
Sometimes i feel like i died inside

Sometimes it makes me wanna scream
Scream
Let it all out in a scream
Scream
Let go of it and scream
Scream
Just c'mon and scream
Scream

I said let go of it all and scream
Scream
Just let go of it all in a scream
Scream
Let go of it all
Let go of it
Let go

(*fade to end*)


Ladies, Gentlemen & Killers

(spoken intro, tv style)
"Here we are, alone, just you and me. And my knife. Gonna hurt you. Gonna love me for it"

Ladies, gentlemen, killers and everyone else.
Welcome to the world
Ladies gentlemen, killers and everyone else.

Ladies
Ladies
Look so fine, dressed to kill
so i do
Gentlemen
Gentlemen
Refined, declined
Dead

Killers.
Aint we all.

Ladies, gentlemen, killers and everyone else.
Ladies, gentlemen, killers and everyone else.
Ladies, gentlemen, killers and everyone else.

Ladies, Gentlemen, Kill everyone else
Ladies, gentlemen, killers and everyone else.
Ladies, Gentlemen, Kill everyone else
Ladies, Gentlemen, Kill everyone else

Ladies Gentlemen, kill yourself


Not Good
(concrete dreams)

I got
I got
I get

(screamed)
CONCRETE DREAMS
CONCRETE DREAMS

Falling,
flying
Horizon,
dying

(shouted)
NOT GOOD
NOT GOOD
NOT GOOD
I GOT
I GOT
I GOT

Crushed dream, concrete head, blood spilt

(screamed)
NOT GOOD
NOT GOOD
NOT GOOD
I GOT
I GOT
I GOT

I got falling,
flying,
trying
flying,
falling.

(screamed)
CONCRETE DREAMS
CONCRETE DREAMS
CONCRETE DREAMS



A Cassandra

i see
i watch
i dream
hollow as the morning comes.

I do not ask for these things i am given
would i had the courage to pluck out my eyes
but then, the dreams would be worse.

with daytime life drowning out the dreams
i live as i can
hollow as the morning comes.

Cassandra, i've been called.
And they would not listen to me.
Hollow as a crow calls.



Sand

Standing on the shore,
watching the boat drift out to sea,
Standing in the boat,
watching me watching me.

Standing on the shore,
the sand between my toes,
Standing in the boat,
thinking of my woes

Standing on the shore,
the sea as far as the eye can see,
Standing in the boat,
the shore is far from me.

Standing on the shore,
hoping to see me again,
Standing in the boat,
parched dry and in pain.

Standing on the shore,
standing all alone,
Standing in the boat,
grab the oars to paddle home.

Standing on the shore,
a lit candle in my hand,
Standing in the boat,
i see my goal, head for land.

Standing on the shore,
i see myself and cry,
Standing in the boat,
i see myself and cry.

Standing one foot on the shore,
Arm in arm, we meet there,
Standing one foot in the boat,
Hand in hand we stand there.

Standing, arms, hands and hearts.
Alone, myself and i.



Geliebte

I miss the feel of your skin ,
under my fingertips,
the taste of you,
and the carress of your lips.

So many appologies could never be enough.




Ask

I ask for a shoulder,
you hold me while i cry.
I ask for trust,
and it is given.
I ask for freindship,
you give whole heartedly.
I beg sanctuary,
and your doors are thrown wide.
Should i fall,
i know you'd catch me.

You ask for nothing.
Would you to ask for the world,
i would go to its ends to gather it for you.
Yet you ask for nothing.

My mind, my heart, my strength,
yours to command.
Yet you ask for nothing.

Freindship is in the silences,
Trust is in the silences,
Respect is in the silence.

And yet you ask for nothing.
And i give it gladly.



Servant of the slave

Beat me, Hurt me,
I command it.

I am weak, You are strong,
I command it.

I am yours, You are mine,
I love you, You hurt me,
At my command, You are strong.



ENOUGH?

IF I WAS TO CARVE I AM SORRY ON TO EVERY GRAIN OF SAND IN THE WORLD,
IT WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH,
IF I WAS TO WRITE I LOVE YOU ON EVERY PETAL OF EVERY ROSE,
IT WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH,
IF I WAS TO CRY A TEAR FOR EACH TIME I HURT YOU,
THE WORLD WOULD FLOOD AND IT WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH,
IF I WERE TO BREATHE EACH TIME I THOUGHT OF YOU,
THEN I WOULD RUN OUT OF AIR TO SOON,
BUT IF I WERE TO BE ME,
WOULD IT BE ENOUGH?

IF YOU WERE TO CARVE ON TO THE SAND I AM SORRY FOR EACH TIME YOU HURT ME,
YOU WOULD NEVER NEED TO TOUCH THE BEACH,
IF YOU WERE TO SAY I LOVE YOU AND PLANTED A ROSE BUSH EACH TIME,
THE WORLD WOULD KNOW THE SWEET SMELL ALL OVER,
IF YOU WERE TO CRY A TEAR FOR EACH TIME YOU HURT ME,
YOU WOULD NEVER CRY,
IF YOU WERE TO LAUGH EACH TIME YOU SPOKE OF YOUR LOVE,
THE WORLD WOULD KNOW JOY.
IF YOU WERE TO BE JUST YOU,
IT WOULD BE ALL I NEED.



GODS WHISPER

WHEN MAN AND WOMAN,
SEEK THE CLOSEST HIGH,
THE GODS BUT WHISPER,
AND THUS,
MAN DIES.

THE WOMAN GRIEVES,
WITH GUILT FORLORN,
SO SHE SEEKS,
THE RESSERECTION OF THAT,
MOST CRAVED.

WITH FINAL CRY,
THE MAN STANDS TALL,
LIKE NEWBORN BABE,
WITH LOVE IN ALL.

THUS,
THEY SHARE THE GREATEST HIGH,
WAITING FOR THE GODS FOUL WHISPER,
THEY’LL SHARE THE NIGHT,
WITH SILENT SIGHS,
AND LOVES SWEETEST WHISPER.