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Thursday, 25 January 2007
Different Stuff





Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 9:30 AM EST
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Wednesday, 24 January 2007
More About Me
Mood:  not sure
Well, to start off, I was born on Sat. July 4, 1964 in San Antonio, Texas at 4:58 A.M. in the morning. I had alot of problems at birth. My mother had caught the german measels in the first trimester with me. It got passed to me which is called Rubella Syndrome. To put it short and sweet, I died from complications from the rubella. In 1967 my family and I moved to Honolulu Hawaii. There, my brother was born. My dad was in the military (Air Force). in about 1970-71 we moved back to San Antonio, Texas. There, my sister, the youngest of us 3 was born.

In Dec. of 1972 we moved to Albuquerque, New Mexico. Since I first went to elementary school back about 1970 I was in special education classes. In 1977 We moved one last time and this time it was back to San Antonio, Texas once more. I had gone to Kirby Middle School and Judson High School there. At this point in time while I was going to Judson High School I was having probs with other kids and with my dad as well. I thought I was going crazy, so, I put myself into the State Hospital there in S.A., Tx. There I learned that I'm mentally disabled and I wasn't told this by my parents until we had counseling together.

I was in there from Dec. of 1981 until about March or April of 1983. It was in late 1982 that Texas Vocational Rehab. got involved with me. They made the mistake of putting me into a halfway house for those who have just come out of prison and for those who had just come out of the state hospital as well. My parents and I wasn't told this by my counseler at this point in time. I went in the halfway house around May of 1983. In June of 1983 I was beat and raped by an ex-con and threatened that if I turned him in that my life would be over. A few days later I left there and hit the streets as my dad didn't want me back home at all. Finally in July of 1983 my dad gave in and let me move back home.

I had problems trying to hold a job at this point in time. In August of 1984 I met my first ex-wife in the grocery store that I worked at called H.E.B. and I was her bagger at the time back then. I moved in with her around about Oct. of 1984 and I didn't know she was pregnant by another man at this point either. In Jan. of 1985 of the Storm of the decade I believe (16 inches of snow was a record for San Antonio, texas at the time). My first Ex-wife had given birth to her first and only baby.

In Feb. of 1985 My 1st ex-wife proposed to me and I accepted. We married in April of 1985 before a judge. We were married to each other from 1985 until Aug. of 1988. reason for the divorce was she couldn't handle the fact that I'm mentally disabled.

A few months later in Feb. of 1989 I met my 2nd ex-wife on the bus coming home from work. We talked and she challenged me to read the book of mormon at this point in time (Yes, she is a mormon from the Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter-Day Saints). Well, from there I joined the Church and in April of 1990 we married. From 1990 until Aug. of 1992 we stayed together married. I had finally gotten tired of her not wanting to work nor keep the place clean either so I had given her the choice, either get a job or move out. She got a job and moved out in August of 1992.

From 1992 until 1994 we were married but separated. In 1994 of March we finally divorced. In 1994 I got on Social Security and S.S.I. at this point as I have had too many probs trying to hold down a job due to not being able to focus on the task at hand at the jobs I worked at.

Little did I know at this point that this would be my last year I would have my mom as well. On Mon. Jan 23, 1995 my mother passed away. From 1995 until march of 1998 I had gotten to the point of being tired of living alone and not having my mom to talk to. I finally broke down and rented a computer from Rent-A-Center at this point.

In April of 1998 I finally went online for the first time. I never had been on the internet until April. Before that I had been on the internet in Dec. of 1997 on another person's computer and was dubbed in real life with the name Jsthugble. I used that name for my e-mail only. When I got my own computer and finally went into my very first chatroom called Friends-W-Disabilities in TalkCity Chat.

In Dec. of 1998 I got tired of my name, my nic Jsthugble and I was trying to find a new name, new nic that would fit me for who and what I am. After searching and praying really hard about it, it finally hit me out of nowhere. My name, my nic would from then on be WhiteSnowWolf . To my amazement and surprise it really fit me like it was tailor made for me and me only. Little did I know how tailor made it fit me until April 1, 1999.

On April 1, 1999 I met my beloved in Friends-W-Disabilites on TalkCity Chat. She then went by the nic of september_skies. We at first didn't say much to each other and little did I know that she had fallen head over heels in love with my name, my nic of WhiteSnowWolf. In May of 1999 we finally talked on the phone and we talked the whole weekend through. I proposed to her over the phone and she accepted. After we got off the phone finally, we went online and asked a friend of mine to marry us online. We married online in May of 1999.

I learned from there that she was a Cop Dispatcher in North Carolina. I also learned she 2 children and she had type 2 diabetes and multiple sclerosis as well. We talked about meeting each other in person and we planned to meet before 1999 was over. Finally we decided to meet in Dec. of 1999. We both left our states to meet in a neutral state as we both were damn scared as hell at finally meeting each other.

On Dec. 4, 1999 we finally met each other in Memphis, Tenn. at the grey hound bus station. From there we stayed with each other. We went back to San Antonio, Texas were I lived and we spent Christmas and New Years together. We also spent Valentines with each other as well. Nola finally went back to North Carolina in May of 2000. A week later she called me and I left the next day to go to North Carolina to be with her for good.

From May of 2000 until Dec. 4, 2001 we lived as a couple. On Dec. 4, 2001 at 7:00P.M. we got married before a Judge. From Dec. 4, 2001 until March of 2005 we were married. In March of 2005 Nola begged me for a divorce as she really needed her medicade because of her multiple sclerosis and type 2 diabetes. I finally broke down and gave her the divorce even though it tore my heart out.

Before the divorce, Nola and I gotten back on the internet back on Sept. of 2001 and we had been on the internet ever since. She went by September_Skies again until she decided she was tired of her nic and so with my help she found a nic that fit her well and that nic was Vibrant_Vampress. In May of 2003 I started my own server. Nola got her server in July of 2003 as well. We put our servers together in Sept. of 2003 and it was called RebelDev. Net.

Well, it didn't go as we had hoped and planned as well. In Jan. or Feb. of 2004 we changed the name of our Chat Network to EroticLovers.Net. It fell apart by August of 2004. We couldn't find the right ppl to help us maintain and bring in new chatters. We both stopped running the network in August of 2004.

Nola and I just decided to be on the internet after the network failed. We both chatted on MSN and Yahoo chat but we both weren't happy at this point due to the realization we had failed as Network Owners.

May of 2005 Nola and I was divorced but we lived with each other as husband and wife. Little did we know that we were spend the last few months together as husband and wife in each other's eyes.

On Thurs. Sept. 29, 2005 at 9:41 A.M. Nola, my beloved heaven sent Angel and Wife passed away in the cleveland regional hospital in Shelby, North Carolina. Since her death nothing has been the same and it'll not ever be the same either.

Now, my disability, I have minimal brain damage (from birth), organic brain syndrome (from birth), learning disabled (from birth), slight retardation (from birth), A.D.H.D. (diagnosed at the age of 3), arthritis all over ( started at the age of 12), scoliosis of the spine (from birth), deaf in the left ear ( since I was 14), regurgitation of the heart (diagnosed with it in 2000), mild high blood pressure (diagnosed in Sept of 2005), mild high anxity (diagnosed in Sept. 2005), high chloresterol (diagnosed in Sept of 2005), and Deteriorating discs along with Osteo-Arthritis in my lower back (diagnosed in Dec of 2005).

In Loving Memory Of Nola-Green Seifert Aka Vibrant_Vampress https://www.angelfire.com/nc3/nola

WhiteSnowWolf



Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 12:13 PM EST
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Thursday, 22 June 2006
Very sad...this girl was LOVED..visit her myspace page... (repost)





lostcherry user bulletin




by:~ghetto~booty~CRYS
on:2006-06-22 03:49:08
subject:Very sad...this girl was LOVED..visit her myspace page... (repost)




To those of you who wont repost this, thats kind of sad. I know most of you didnt know her but I have seen you repost the most ridiculous bulletins like "If you dont repost this in .2 seconds you will die tonight and your crush will hate you", "What kind of skittle are you?", "Whats your favorite song to have SEX too?", "put BACARDI if your taken", "Leave me comments lyke now!!!!!!!!" and so on. But you cant repost one that has meaning, and that isnt threatening you?



To a lot of you this is just another sad bulletin or news article, but to the people who knew her she was their daughter, best friend, niece, cousin, crush, grandaughter, sister, prom date. Think of how they feel? and how you would feel if this happened to someone close to you.


Anna was stabbed at random while she was working at McDonalds one night. She made it to the hospital and died in the hospital at 9:00 that night. This shouldn't be happening. The man that stabbed her is being charged with murder. He shouldn't be living. A life for a life. Anna was such a sweet beautiful girl. Remember to enjoy the time given to you and appreciate your loved ones, friends and family alike, since you never know when your time comes or if your life will be taken from you. She has touched people around the world. She's got people in the UK crying. She was graduating this June. She missed her birthday. "[lovely] is legal is legal in 6 days" is her MySpace name...


R.I.P Anna Svidersky

Go to Her Myspace ..
www.myspace.com/sceneslut

The comments she has will make you ball your eyes out ..
They made me think , what if she was your best friend ?

To repost this the right way
You have to hit "Reply to Poster" At the bottom
Copy ALL of the codes. Then paste it in a new bulliton .
Please repost .. For Anna












To those of you who wont repost this, thats kind of sad. I know most of you didnt know her but I have seen you repost the most ridiculous bulletins like "If you dont repost this in .2 seconds you will die tonight and your crush will you", "What kind of skittle are you?", "Whats your favorite song to listen too?", "put BACARDI if your taken", "Leave me comments lyke now!!1!!111" and so on. But you cant repost one that has meaning, and that isnt threatening you?

To alot of you this is just another sad bulletin or news article, but to the people who knew her she was their daughter, best friend, niece, cousin, crush, grandaughter, sister, prom date. Think of how they feel? And how you would feel if this happened to someone close to you.


R.I.P Anna Svidersky

Anna was a smart 17 year old who lived in Vancover, WASHINGTON.
She attended Fort Vancover Highschool and was going to graduating this June,2006.
Thursday, April 20th 2006 in the evening she was stabbed and killed at Mcdonalds while working.
She didnt deserve this, at all. There is so much going on lately its ridiculous.
Her Myspace

'THE ARTICLE' HereOr look below.


Stabbing of Vancouver teen hits community hard

02:35 PM PDT on Friday, April 21, 2006
By TERESA BELL and KRISTINA BRENNEMAN, kgw.com Staff



kgw.com/Vancouver Schools

A photo of Anna Svidersky from her high school yearbook.

VANCOUVER -- The deadly stabbing of a 17-year-old girl who made everyone smile is tearing the Vancouver community apart, said the Vancouver police chief Friday.

Anna Svidersky, a Fort Vancouver High School senior, was stabbed in the chest by a stranger while working at McDonald's Thursday night, said Police Chief Brian Martinek at a news conference.

"It's tearing us apart, quite frankly," he said. "There's no magic wall around Vancouver. We've had two young girls killed in the last six months," referring to the November 2005 murder of 14-year-old Chelsea Harrison.

Svidersky, who would have graduated in June, was taken to Legacy Emanuel Hospital in Portland where she died around 9 p.m. Thursday. An autopsy was scheduled for Friday morning, Martinek said.

The suspect, David Barton Sullivan, was charged with first-degree murder Friday morning.


KGW photo

Police collect evidence at the crime scene.
"We preliminarily determined he had an intent to kill," Martinek said. "The suspect armed with a knife walked into one of the doors of McDonalds.... found the victim at a table and stabbed the victim. There's not a whole lot of question about what happened and who did it."

Many employees in the McDonalds saw what happened, he said.

The owner of the Vancouver McDonald's, Matt Hadwin, issued a statement saying, "We are shocked and saddened by this random act of violence against one of our employees. Our thoughts and prayers go out to her family and friends during this difficult time. We are fully cooperating with the Vancouver Police as they investigate this incident."

During a court appearance Friday in Clark County Superior Court, Sullivan was shaking and twitching. The judge ordered he be held without bail.

Sullivan, a registered sex offender in Washington state, will be arraigned on the murder charge April 28. He also has a criminal history that includes kidnapping and unlawful imprisonment, according to court records.

Also Online

Suspect is registered sex offender
In addition, Sullivan, who lived at home, has a history of mental illness, said Police Chief Martinek.

Sullivan had pleaded guilty to unlawful imprisonment with sexual motivation in 2003 for trying to kidnap a 14-year-old girl in Vancouver. He was sent to Western State Hospital, treated for paranoid schizophrenia and found competent to stand trial. He was sentenced to 90 days in jail.
"This is obviously very tragic for everyone involved," he said. The Vancouver Police Department "wants to pass on its condolences to famiy, school and community."

Nancy Faaren, principal at Fort Vancouver High School said Svidersky's death "is a very sad day for Fort Vancouver High School. Svidersky was "well-liked by students and staff alike. She will be greatly missed by students and staff."

The senior had a good sense of humor and contagious laugh, and juggled several jobs as well as full-class load, she said.

School counselors would be helping students with their grief, Faaren said.


KGW photo

David Sullivan, a suspect in the stabbing of a Vancouver high school student, enters court.
Shortly after the first 9-1-1 call about the stabbing at McDonald's, at 2814 N.E. Andresen St., emergency dispatchers received a report that a man was being pursued on foot and police dogs were quickly sent to the scene. Martinek said several witnesses from McDonald's had followed Sullivan from the restaurant. .

Officers said he was soon captured and a knife believed to be the murder weapon was found nearby as well.

Police have not determined a motive in the stabbing. The McDonald's is located in an area about halfway between downtown and Orchards.

The girl's mother found out about the attack when she showed up Thursday night to drive her daughter home from work. A Russian-speaking Vancouver Police officer accompanied Svidersky's family to the hospital Thursday night.

The McDonald's restaurant was closed Thursday night after the stabbing and re-opened at 6:30 a.m. Friday. McNicholas said the staff at the fast-food chain was struggling with the loss, as were police, even though they didn't personally know the slain teen.

(KGW reporter Scott Burton also contributed to this article.)




Do it as a new bulletin



(repost of original by 'Bran' on '2006-06-21 23:26:57')
(repost of original by 'sexyasstrisha' on '2006-06-22 03:23:50')
(repost of original by 'Killermama' on '2006-06-22 03:42:48')



Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 7:00 PM EDT
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Friday, 7 April 2006
Videos Of Nola
These are vidoes of Nola made back around about 2004. She made these herself when she was alive and had me keep them for her. Now I wan others to see what she looked like on the vidoes and show you that this is the woman I'll love and be in love always and forever.

I'll always love you my one and only Vibrant_Vampress

WhiteSnowWolf














Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 7:08 PM EDT
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Wednesday, 8 February 2006
A Few More Pics



























































































































WhiteSnowWolf

Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 12:54 AM EST
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My Appointment
Mood:  down
Today was ok but not what I had hoped though. I had gotten to my appointment at Cleveland Regional Medical Center (Carolina HealthCare System) a little early.
I had gone to get a hamburger and then a cup of coffee after I smoked a cigarette outside the hospital. I then went upstairs to my appointment and I ate and waited to be called into Dr. Billinsky's office.
It was a little after 2 p.m. when he finally called me into his office. We talked about how the meds were doing on me and he gave me another prescription that would help me get to sleep instead of using lorazapam that I should be using for my anxiety attacks.
We didn't discuss much on me then it was time for me to leave as he had another person to see. He told me to talk with his secretary and get another appointment set in another 2 to 3 weeks to see him again.
I got the appointment set for Tues. Feb. 28, 2006 at 12:00 noon. I then asked the secretary to call T.A.C.C. to come get me.
The bus came and took me home. I got inside the mobile home and I called my case worker, Lynn Watson, and let her know what was going on. She asked if I had a Therapist yet and I said to that I didn't and she told me that she'd find out what was going on because I was supposed to have one already.
After I got off the phone with her I called April, a friend of mine who lives in NY. We talked for a little while, then, we got off the phone.
I have been going through one emotion to another and I am not dealing with it nor with anything I am going through.
Today marks the 5th month that I drove my belated wife (Nola) to the hospital (Cleveland Regional Medical Center).
I am gonna post some pics of my beautiful belated wife on here and I'll try to post on here sometime soon again.

























Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 12:09 AM EST
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Tuesday, 24 January 2006
World


World





A world full of flowers
A world full of cares
Black within its sorrow
Of losing all its prayers
A world full of crying
A world left to bear
Life ending and dyeing
No sinless left to spare


ByBlood Red

Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 12:20 PM EST
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Friday, 20 January 2006
Getting Help
Mood:  a-ok









WhiteSnowWolf



Well, to bring everyone up to date. Since Nola's Death on Thursday Sept. 29, 2005 I have gone through alot. I had to move out of my old home where Nola and I lived at because Nola's mother didn't want me there anymore (Nola's mobile home is on her mother's land).

That was on Mon. Oct. 3, 2005. Since then I have somehow managed to get somewhat back on my feet but I'm still not totally on my feet yet. It's taken me since Oct. 3, 2005 to get the help I need.

Yesterday, I finally saw Dr. John M. Billinsky. He has started me off on getting and also he's got me on some medication to help with my severe depression and with my bouts of insomnia as well.
It's a start but it's better than nothing though. I go back to Cleveland Regional Medical Center on Tues. Feb. 7, 2006 at 2:00 p.m. to see Dr. Billinsky again.

I forgot to mention that I also have been getting help from friends over the internet as well and help from the Church I attend as well (Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter-Day Saints).

Today I tried to get help as well from Salvation Army, but, they screwed me up. They were only to stay open from 10 a.m. to 12 noon, but, I was told to come back around 1 p.m. and I knew I wasn't gonna be able to make it back there in time so I ahve to go on Monday Jan. 20, 2006 and hope I can get my electric bill paid in time.

Anyways, I'll try to keep this updated as much as possible too (this blog).




Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 8:30 PM EST
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The Legend Of WhiteSnowWolf Tuesday, Jan 17, 2006



How I got my name and what it means. I got my name back in Dec. of 1998 when I used to live in San Antonio, Texas. At that time I was on the computer and I used to go into TalkCity Chat alot on Friends-W-Disabilities. My first and only ever nic I had been given by someone was Jsthugble. I had used that from about May of 1998 until Dec. Of 1998.

I had gotten tired of using that nic and so I sat and pondered on what nic I wanted to create for myself that would fit me and who and what I really am. Now for the interesting part of me that most don't know about me which is my heritage. I am scot-irish, english, french, german, russian, and indian (Cherokee). As being one who believes in a greater power than I. I had prayed for help in a name, a nic, I could use that would fit me on the internet, one that reveals who and what I really am. What I didn't count on nor expect was the name I now hold. The name itself holds awesome power and it's very eternal. The name is not only indian in itself but it goes farther than that.

WhiteSnowWolf means "Eternal Chosen One" or "God's Chosen One" or "God's Anointed One". I have tried looking into finding the any history to my name WhiteSnowWolf over the internet but to no avail. So it comes down to the fact that it's a very ancient name and nothing is known on it with the 2 exceptions it might hold some clues to what I am looking for.

My name is not one you can really use on any game or rpg on the internet. Still, there is more here I have to tell you about my name and the history of my name as well. Remember, my name is real as I am and no one can say it's a made up name when I couldn't have come up with it by myself back in Dec. of 1998.

I'll add more on here as I find out more about my name. As for anyone else trying to use my name, I'd advice them not to as 1. it's an original real name and 2. it's my name, not anyone else's.




Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 5:56 PM EST
Updated: Friday, 20 January 2006 8:35 PM EST
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Sex Recipe Tuesday, Jan 17, 2006

















Body Mixture:
2 D cups of breast (may use bigger/smaller cups depending on preference)
2 gallons of ass
2 sexy eyes - color optional
2 long, sexy legs
1 well-picked, fully-ripened pussy (the juicier the better )
1 pierced tongue - Optional
5-6 gallons of thickness

Other Items:
Scented Candles
Silk Sheets
Scented Body Wash
Favorite Scents
Body Massage Oil (in favorite flavor) - Not Optional
K-Y Jelly or Warming Gel - Optional
7-9” Pleasure Stick

Turn on shower - allow bathroom to steam up completely. Take body mixture above and gently place in shower. Let marinate for 10-15 minutes. While body marinates, prepare the bed with silk sheets. Lightly spray w/favorite scent. Carefully place candles around room in various positions then light. Return to body in shower and gently cleanse w/scented body wash. Remove body from shower and gently pat dry.

Take body and gently place face down on bed. Gently massage body w/massage oil until nicely moisturized, making sure to pay special attention to ass and legs. Gently flip and repeat, making sure to pay special attention to the breast and thighs. Once body completely moisturized, gently apply gentle kisses to face, neck, breast, inner thighs, ass, back of knees and calves. Once you start to do this, the body will start to heat up. Once you perceive the body to be at its highest temperature (listen for audible clues), gently place body on knees and place at edge of bed. With ass high in air, gently place tongue in ass and flicker lightly. The body will either giggle or moan - either way, continue until body squirms away or cums. Once that happens, flip body to back and gently spread legs, all the while, gently caressing. Once legs are spread eagle, gently kiss up thighs toward pussy.

Once at pussy, gently lick until given signs to do otherwise. Slowly take clit between lips and flicker tongue all around it, being sure to suck every other lick or so. While doing this, place one or two fingers inside the now juicy pussy. Curve fingers towards the top of the opening to gently stroke G-spot while still sucking pussy. Continue to doing this as until the pussy spills a good amount of juices. Not to fret - this just means that the pussy is ready to be tenderized. Use the plug to tenderize from different positions, but mainly from the back. Make sure to stroke deeply, starting slowly then speeding up the strokes. (If your body mixture included long strands of hair, be sure to gently tug while stroking.) You will know when the pussy is completely tenderized when it begins to spill more juices and the body begins to jerk uncontrollably.

After all this, lay the body down flat, softly kiss and rub it all over, cover it tightly and let it rest. You will have the urge to repeat recipe again after a few hours, but until then, your sex is complete.

Repeat as necessary.



Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 5:49 PM EST
Updated: Friday, 20 January 2006 8:38 PM EST
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