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WhiteSnowWolf's Blog
Friday, 7 April 2006
Videos Of Nola
These are vidoes of Nola made back around about 2004. She made these herself when she was alive and had me keep them for her. Now I wan others to see what she looked like on the vidoes and show you that this is the woman I'll love and be in love always and forever.

I'll always love you my one and only Vibrant_Vampress

WhiteSnowWolf














Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 7:08 PM EDT
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Wednesday, 8 February 2006
A Few More Pics



























































































































WhiteSnowWolf

Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 12:54 AM EST
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My Appointment
Mood:  down
Today was ok but not what I had hoped though. I had gotten to my appointment at Cleveland Regional Medical Center (Carolina HealthCare System) a little early.
I had gone to get a hamburger and then a cup of coffee after I smoked a cigarette outside the hospital. I then went upstairs to my appointment and I ate and waited to be called into Dr. Billinsky's office.
It was a little after 2 p.m. when he finally called me into his office. We talked about how the meds were doing on me and he gave me another prescription that would help me get to sleep instead of using lorazapam that I should be using for my anxiety attacks.
We didn't discuss much on me then it was time for me to leave as he had another person to see. He told me to talk with his secretary and get another appointment set in another 2 to 3 weeks to see him again.
I got the appointment set for Tues. Feb. 28, 2006 at 12:00 noon. I then asked the secretary to call T.A.C.C. to come get me.
The bus came and took me home. I got inside the mobile home and I called my case worker, Lynn Watson, and let her know what was going on. She asked if I had a Therapist yet and I said to that I didn't and she told me that she'd find out what was going on because I was supposed to have one already.
After I got off the phone with her I called April, a friend of mine who lives in NY. We talked for a little while, then, we got off the phone.
I have been going through one emotion to another and I am not dealing with it nor with anything I am going through.
Today marks the 5th month that I drove my belated wife (Nola) to the hospital (Cleveland Regional Medical Center).
I am gonna post some pics of my beautiful belated wife on here and I'll try to post on here sometime soon again.

























Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 12:09 AM EST
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Tuesday, 24 January 2006
World


World





A world full of flowers
A world full of cares
Black within its sorrow
Of losing all its prayers
A world full of crying
A world left to bear
Life ending and dyeing
No sinless left to spare


ByBlood Red

Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 12:20 PM EST
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Friday, 20 January 2006
Getting Help
Mood:  a-ok









WhiteSnowWolf



Well, to bring everyone up to date. Since Nola's Death on Thursday Sept. 29, 2005 I have gone through alot. I had to move out of my old home where Nola and I lived at because Nola's mother didn't want me there anymore (Nola's mobile home is on her mother's land).

That was on Mon. Oct. 3, 2005. Since then I have somehow managed to get somewhat back on my feet but I'm still not totally on my feet yet. It's taken me since Oct. 3, 2005 to get the help I need.

Yesterday, I finally saw Dr. John M. Billinsky. He has started me off on getting and also he's got me on some medication to help with my severe depression and with my bouts of insomnia as well.
It's a start but it's better than nothing though. I go back to Cleveland Regional Medical Center on Tues. Feb. 7, 2006 at 2:00 p.m. to see Dr. Billinsky again.

I forgot to mention that I also have been getting help from friends over the internet as well and help from the Church I attend as well (Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter-Day Saints).

Today I tried to get help as well from Salvation Army, but, they screwed me up. They were only to stay open from 10 a.m. to 12 noon, but, I was told to come back around 1 p.m. and I knew I wasn't gonna be able to make it back there in time so I ahve to go on Monday Jan. 20, 2006 and hope I can get my electric bill paid in time.

Anyways, I'll try to keep this updated as much as possible too (this blog).




Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 8:30 PM EST
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The Legend Of WhiteSnowWolf Tuesday, Jan 17, 2006



How I got my name and what it means. I got my name back in Dec. of 1998 when I used to live in San Antonio, Texas. At that time I was on the computer and I used to go into TalkCity Chat alot on Friends-W-Disabilities. My first and only ever nic I had been given by someone was Jsthugble. I had used that from about May of 1998 until Dec. Of 1998.

I had gotten tired of using that nic and so I sat and pondered on what nic I wanted to create for myself that would fit me and who and what I really am. Now for the interesting part of me that most don't know about me which is my heritage. I am scot-irish, english, french, german, russian, and indian (Cherokee). As being one who believes in a greater power than I. I had prayed for help in a name, a nic, I could use that would fit me on the internet, one that reveals who and what I really am. What I didn't count on nor expect was the name I now hold. The name itself holds awesome power and it's very eternal. The name is not only indian in itself but it goes farther than that.

WhiteSnowWolf means "Eternal Chosen One" or "God's Chosen One" or "God's Anointed One". I have tried looking into finding the any history to my name WhiteSnowWolf over the internet but to no avail. So it comes down to the fact that it's a very ancient name and nothing is known on it with the 2 exceptions it might hold some clues to what I am looking for.

My name is not one you can really use on any game or rpg on the internet. Still, there is more here I have to tell you about my name and the history of my name as well. Remember, my name is real as I am and no one can say it's a made up name when I couldn't have come up with it by myself back in Dec. of 1998.

I'll add more on here as I find out more about my name. As for anyone else trying to use my name, I'd advice them not to as 1. it's an original real name and 2. it's my name, not anyone else's.




Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 5:56 PM EST
Updated: Friday, 20 January 2006 8:35 PM EST
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Sex Recipe Tuesday, Jan 17, 2006

















Body Mixture:
2 D cups of breast (may use bigger/smaller cups depending on preference)
2 gallons of ass
2 sexy eyes - color optional
2 long, sexy legs
1 well-picked, fully-ripened pussy (the juicier the better )
1 pierced tongue - Optional
5-6 gallons of thickness

Other Items:
Scented Candles
Silk Sheets
Scented Body Wash
Favorite Scents
Body Massage Oil (in favorite flavor) - Not Optional
K-Y Jelly or Warming Gel - Optional
7-9” Pleasure Stick

Turn on shower - allow bathroom to steam up completely. Take body mixture above and gently place in shower. Let marinate for 10-15 minutes. While body marinates, prepare the bed with silk sheets. Lightly spray w/favorite scent. Carefully place candles around room in various positions then light. Return to body in shower and gently cleanse w/scented body wash. Remove body from shower and gently pat dry.

Take body and gently place face down on bed. Gently massage body w/massage oil until nicely moisturized, making sure to pay special attention to ass and legs. Gently flip and repeat, making sure to pay special attention to the breast and thighs. Once body completely moisturized, gently apply gentle kisses to face, neck, breast, inner thighs, ass, back of knees and calves. Once you start to do this, the body will start to heat up. Once you perceive the body to be at its highest temperature (listen for audible clues), gently place body on knees and place at edge of bed. With ass high in air, gently place tongue in ass and flicker lightly. The body will either giggle or moan - either way, continue until body squirms away or cums. Once that happens, flip body to back and gently spread legs, all the while, gently caressing. Once legs are spread eagle, gently kiss up thighs toward pussy.

Once at pussy, gently lick until given signs to do otherwise. Slowly take clit between lips and flicker tongue all around it, being sure to suck every other lick or so. While doing this, place one or two fingers inside the now juicy pussy. Curve fingers towards the top of the opening to gently stroke G-spot while still sucking pussy. Continue to doing this as until the pussy spills a good amount of juices. Not to fret - this just means that the pussy is ready to be tenderized. Use the plug to tenderize from different positions, but mainly from the back. Make sure to stroke deeply, starting slowly then speeding up the strokes. (If your body mixture included long strands of hair, be sure to gently tug while stroking.) You will know when the pussy is completely tenderized when it begins to spill more juices and the body begins to jerk uncontrollably.

After all this, lay the body down flat, softly kiss and rub it all over, cover it tightly and let it rest. You will have the urge to repeat recipe again after a few hours, but until then, your sex is complete.

Repeat as necessary.



Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 5:49 PM EST
Updated: Friday, 20 January 2006 8:38 PM EST
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About Things Going On In My Life
Hi and Welcome To My Blog. I'll be trying to keep this updated as much as I can as this is a new year and all. Anyways, I have just added some stuff on here and I'll try to keep this updated as much as possible.

Please check everything out on here including the links as I will be trying to keep them updated as well.





Posted by goth/whitesnowwolf at 3:46 PM EST
Updated: Friday, 20 January 2006 8:34 PM EST
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