I am Jade. That's it really, but I suppose that since you don't know me I should say a little more about who Jade is, so here are the facts and lil secrets.
Jade is not a very colorfull girl, she drifts in the shadows and gags at colors like yellow and the sun.
Her religion is whatever makes her happiest that day. Pretty much it is nothing, and a little bit of everything that would make no sense to most. She believes in the power of the moon, Lillith, and so on. too much to explain deeply here.
Jade is a lesbian, but sometimes favors girly boi's in all ways except sexual. They can be such dolls. Her sexuality is such a plasure, and so much pain when it wants to be...
She is a Gemini; not superficial just an insane girl with wild moodswings. She can be a bitch, but only because she tends to speak her mind at the wrong times. It depends how you look at it.
Her sense of humor is usually misunderstood, or said to be rather sick. To the people like herself, it is great, but she can be to sarcastic and critical at times.
Jade is a very sensitive girl, but scarcely shows people her emotions because she knows nobody ever really understands. She cries a lot in solitude, because tears can be so much comfort when everything hurts. She can be very romantic, caring, and deep, but only when she knows that her actions will not be shunned. She's the type of girl who is afraid of giving everything for nothing...it's been done before. She often comes off as coldhearted, uncaring, and self-absorbed only because in reality she feels too much that she would rather not make into other peoples problems. She has a high tolerance for physical pain, it is the emotional pain and mental abuse that breaks her down. She yearns mostly just to be wanted, accepted, and cherished.
Pet peeves: girls who act bi only to get attention from pathetic males, unfinished sentences, people who begin to say something and then say nevermind, overly clingy people and flaky people.
She loves: photography, music, art, women, purple...
Lives off of: Noodles, toast, and most things w/out meat.
Jade lives in the San Gabriel Valley of So. Cali, in a modern-maybury called Monrovia with her mother, mothers boyfriend, Luna the cat, and 2 dogs...not to forget the useless fish.
She is not working right now, but is hopefull on getting into fetish modeling and things of that sort.
She will soon be going to college, most likely for Psychology or Creative Writing.
On her free time she likes to spend the days writing and drawing and studying things such as alternaitve religion, suidice, people's views on subjects, etc. At night you can find her at a gig, a coffee house, or at some little party as the girl who likes to get drunk and try her hardest not to strip. She'll do pratically anything as long as it is with the right people to make it fun. Just waiting to be 18...
Favorite music: Switchblade Symphony, Jack off Jill, Tool, Clan of Xymox, Smashing Pumpkins, London After Midnight, Christian Death, Gitane Demone, Shadow Project, Tori Amos, Portishead, The Cure, David Bowie, Collide, Velvet Acid Christ, VNV Nation, VAST, Fear Cult, Rammstein, Genitorturers, Marilyn Manson, Type O Negative, Placebo, Morrissey, Corpus Delicti, Skinny Puppy, Crisis, Orgy, Stabbing Westward, Culture Rultur, Alien Sex Fiend, Frontline Assembly, NIN, Rhea's Obsession, Din Fiv, Slayer, garbage, Madonna, Sneaker Pimps, Snake River Conspiracy, Eva O...
Favorite songs: "Fear" and "Mine Eyes" from Switchblade Symphony, "Eleven" by Tool, "Girlscout" "Rabitteen" and "Star No Star" from JOJ, "Stranger" by Xymox, "Shatter" by LAM, "Black Eyed" by Placebo...
Song I want played at my funeral: Gloomy Sunday by Gitane Demone
Favorite poet: Lord George Gordon Byron
Favorite author: Poppy Z. Brite
Favorite artists: Salvador Dali, Robert Mapplethorpe...
Books you all should read: Exquisite Corpse by Poppy Z. Brite, Go Ask Alice...actually all Poppy Z. Brite books...Night Falls Fast...
Some of her talents: Writing, everyone says shes amazing with words. Also drawing abstract things, and faces.
Lifelong Goals/ Dreams: To make something of herself that is challenging. To be some kind of a model. Not to loose herself. To be a singer someday.
Worst Fears: Falling, forgetting who I am. Becoming an acceptable sheep to society. Losing everything.
Some fav. quotes: "When you have too much faith in something, it is bound to hurt you. Too much faith in anything will suck you dry. In this way, all the world is a vampire." Poppy Z. Brite in Exquisite Corpse, "...Beyond my hopes there are no feelings. Everybody's lost just waiting to be found. Everyone's a thought just waiting to fade." SP
Fav. Sex Games: Good doll/bad doll...And eventually DEAD doll...Jade is a giver more than anything.
Fav. sex objects: Silk rope, satin blindfolds, moist red rose petals, gags, stiletto's, candles and wax...
Best Song to Have Sex to: "Razor Sharp" by Collide, the Deviation mix of NIN's "Closer"...
She doesn't believe in role models because nobody is perfect. When you try to be like someone else you loose your own special characteristics. People need to just try harder to find and be themselves.
Fav. Place: The beach on a full moon.
Fav. animals: Cats, crows, dolphins...
Fav. childhood toys: Cat in the Hat, Rainbow Brite
that's all for now
