poems about obsession...
I miss those things
that I know the best.
Caught in limbo between
what is right and what feels good.
I covet what I cannot have.
And
I cannot go back on it now.
All these words that you’ll never see. Works dedicated to you, wonder what happens now.
And I wish to be in your arms again, these words, maybe these words can put me there.
Or perhaps not, maybe it is futile, maybe nothing can put me back in your favor.
But these words, these words are my life. They are my heart on paper.
Melodrama is my life.
one touch and I was yours but you always knew that didn’t you? i’ve always been that way with you, always been all yours.
poems about sex...
would have slapped my hand away?
would you have shut your mouth to mine?
would you have pushed me away
in my minds eye
i push you against the door after you close it behind you
my hands clasp yours as they reach to touch me, i bring them up above our heads and rest all of my myself against you, my body moving up and into you
in my minds eye
i am in charge
i make you beg
i make you say please.
your spirit seemed there
true enough
invoked to be my plaything
for one more night
did you mind?
i didn't think so.
fun bits...
made for the male soul,
westerns escape me. the grass is often greener on the other side.
my own house is burning while my neighbors are flooded by rain. I sit here, in the dark,
wearing a blindingly white
sequined bell bottom jumpsuit
with matching hat and cape
attachments listening to the
voices in my head as they argue
with each other about
who is in control today. etc
did you notice? the chair, i was in the chair, next to you,
PLEASE-
don’t touch me
don’t move me
don’t come into my life and make more empty promises
don’t tease me
don’t pretend to be there for me
don’t humor me
don’t pity me
don’t take me as I am
don’t believe me when I say that everything is fine
don’t trust me
don’t love me
don’t leave me
please.
..
did you notice? were you in my head then? did you notice?
in the chair, next to you, you were in my head,
whether you knew it or not, did you notice? you were there,
in my head, on my body, in the chair, sitting next to you,
did you notice?
