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TIMELINE: The story mostly takes place after Endless Waltz. To be more precise, one year after Endless Waltz. That means two years after my very own Treize’s Revenge series.

SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST VIII: BACK TO ZERO.

By Arayelle Lynn.

                “So you think it’s finally safe enough for us to meet?” Relena asked the person on the other end. As promised, Celcie, Relena’s only contact with the Telrhani contacted her through a very secured channel. Vincent had been with her when they received the call and now, he’s watching the two young women made their deal.

                Celcie nodded. “Yes, the Warleader has every potential Emperor’s Eyes on Earth and he felt it’s safe now to transport you and Mr. Dupree to his ship. He gave his word that he would cease any orders to attack as long as you’re in his care. He would’ve to answer why to the Emperor but the Warleader has already a plan to take care of it. His only wish now is to announce his defection and help you gain peace with his people.”

                “How’s he going to do that?” asked Vincent.

                “The Warleader first planned to have peace with your race. Then, once we’ve established a strong relationship, he would go back to our homeworld and tried to persuade the other nobles to dethrone the Emperor and made a peaceful relation with your race. Then we can truly be in peace with you.”

                “I’m not quite sure I approve of your Warleader’s plan. If he planned to dethrone his Emperor, thousands will die because of the civil war,” said Relena, seriously. “Earth have suffered that sort of things since the beginning of time.”

                Celcie looked at her, exasperated. “But the Emperor is the main enemy to both of our races. He’s the one who has a strong thirst for blood. He’s the one we must destroy at any cost.”

                “Maybe, but what about the innocent people that die in the process?”

                For a moment the alien woman quieted. Then she looked at Relena and smiled. “Maybe once both of us became friends then we can talk how we could make my people see our pure intentions. Maybe through your own experience, you can teach us a thing or two.”

                Relena returned her smile. “I’m sure we can.”

                “Good,” said Celcie. “Be prepared. I will be coming personally to fetch you and Mr. Dupree. You have been told the place and time, so there shouldn’t be a problem, right?”

                “Right, Vincent and I will be there.”

                Celcie smiled and nodded. “Good. I’ll see you then, Miss Relena.”

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                Sira cut off the communication and looked away. She then started to smile, realizing her plan had started to fall into places. “Fools, you should’ve known that the Empire would never yield to the likes of you,” she said, then reached over to contact her Warleader.

                “Sira?” said the Warleader.

                “Everything is in progress,” said Sira. “It had been very easy to fool the ever-eager pacifists. You will have them soon enough, Warleader. That I promise you.” She paused, looking at the reports on her table. “And, oh, the troops on Earth are ready to commence phase two. The spy Mylin has been informed of her mission a few hours ago.”

                Warleader nodded, smiling. “Good, Sira. I have a feeling that things will be going in our favor.”

                “Yes, Warleader,” she said, but there was doubt in her voice and he detected it.

                “What is it, Commander?” he asked.

                Sira took a moment before finally spoke. “It’s Mylin. I don’t trust her, my lord. I have a strong feeling that she would betray us.”

                Varishk was silent for a moment as he considered it. Then he nodded. “Don’t worry about Mylin. Her loyalty will be determine by her actions in the assault on Earth. That, or she will die proving it.”

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                Relena and Vincent strode along the hallway, quietly. They had just passed a hangar which the Gundams were being stored and found Kylie working on Nova. To maintain their secrecy, Relena decided that they should made their way even quieter and to watch out for anyone coming from either side. Each prayed that they would not be discovered.

                After walking for what seemed like hours, Vincent finally found the shuttle that he’s capable of piloting and they both left the Preventer  headquarters, without much trouble. Once outside, they made their way towards the appointed place, a docking bay in L5 K21183 colony.

                There, a woman was waiting for them. As Relena made her way closer to her, she could see that it was in fact the same woman that had been contacting her all these while. “Greetings, Miss Relena, Duke Dupree,” she said as they stopped.

                “Please, call me Relena and this is Vincent,” said Relena, as they shook hands.

                Celcie looked at them, carefully. “I trust no one followed you here? It would jeopardize the whole situation if someone does.”

                “Don’t worry. No one know we were here,” said Relena, reassuringly.

                Celcie nodded and gestured at the alien shuttle behind her. “Shall we go?”

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                Heero’s eyes snapped open as a feeling of dread started to overwhelm him. His heart was beating faster than usual as he tried to determine why. Was it because of the dream he had? Telling him that something bad was about to happen. Something that even he cannot stop. Something that was connected to Relena.

                Quickly, he jumped out from his bed, startling Adin in the process. He then ran out of the room, almost colliding with Trowa who caught him in time. “What’s wrong?” the tall Gundam pilot asked. Heero glanced behind him and saw Wu Fei was also coming out from his room and was looking at the two of them.

                Realizing he hadn’t answered Trowa’s question, he said one word, “Relena,” before continuing his way towards her room. There, he discovered that her room was empty and was about to search the whole place when Noin came running.

                “Heero,” she said, panting. “Relena’s gone. She left a message for all of us.”

                Heero followed Noin to the bridge, with Trowa and Wu Fei close in pursue. When they finally got to the bridge, Lady Une, Zechs, Sally and Howard were waiting for them patiently. But Heero could see the anxiety that played on each of their faces, especially Zechs’s.

                A second later, Kylie, Quatre, Duo and Dorothy entered. “We couldn’t find Vincent either,” Quatre reported. Lady Une nodded, acknowledging his report as she began to address all of them. “A few minutes ago, an agent reported that he gave permission to take off to a shuttle that left the premises about an hour earlier. It had been Relena, telling him that she and Vincent are going to an important meeting for the Earth Sphere.”

                “That was before I discovered a message sent to us through the internal network,” she continued. “And after hearing the message myself, I decided that it is dire for all of you to hear it as well.” She then signaled to an agent. Then, the image of Relena appeared on the screen.

                “My friends, the next time you’ll see me the war would either end or you will find me dead. Either way, I am prepared. But I cannot leave you without explaining why I’m attempting what I’m doing right now.” She paused to inhale. “For many generations now, we have been involved in so many wars. Though the war had taught each of us something, we never seemed to be able to keep it in mind. Except for a few individuals that were deeply cut by this war and even they must continue to live so they would be able to remind our people the horrors of war.”

                “We must stop all this fighting. If we don’t, we won’t have any future. This is the reason why I decided to deal with the Telrhani on my own.” She looked away. “I’ve never learn how to fight and so I never knew how does it feel when a person kills. All I know is to make a well written speech to captivate my audience so they could see my intentions for peace. That is my strength, now I know.”

                “Which is why I decided to do this. I will use my strength with the Telrhani so I could captivate their hearts as I’ve captivate yours. I know it’s dangerous, but I must do this. If not, all my ideals of total peace would be just ideals.” She smiled. “Don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine. Farewell for now,” she said but her last words seemed to be directed to Heero, who’s wearing an unreadable expression.

                Lady Une turned to stare at the occupants of the room. Zechs, Noin, Sally, Quatre, Duo and Dorothy were clearly showing their fears on their faces while Trowa and Wu Fei were calm. She turned to look at Heero, his reaction to the news was unreadable while Kylie was watching him, carefully.

                Howard whistled. “That’s one brave girl.”

                “Or a fool,” said Wu Fei, surprising all of them. “This has got to be the dumbest stunt she ever pulled.”

                They looked at each other for a few seconds. Suddenly, they heard a sound of running footsteps, leaving the bridge. “Heero, where are you going?” Lady Une called out. Then Kylie, Wu Fei and Trowa followed him. “Kylie! Trowa! Wu Fei!” She surprised that her own agent, Wu Fei, ignored her call. When Quatre and Duo started to leave as well, she stopped them.

                “Where are you going?”

                Quatre stopped while Duo continued on. “They all suspected that this is a trap set to get Miss Relena. We’re going to stop Relena before it’s too late,” he answered her. But as he was starting to turn around, the bridge was deafened with the alarms and a second later, the whole base shook.

                Lady Une found herself on the floor with Quatre. The boy looked away, his face wore a severe look that she had never seen before on him. “We’re underattack,” he said as smoke started to fog their vision. Just then, a Preventer agent confirmed his speculation but before Lady Une could say anything, Quatre was already out running.

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                5.00 a.m.

Mylin waited patiently for the ground troop to meet her at their designated rendezvous point. The call had came a few hours ago that she was required to assist a group of Telrhani special ground troop in their secret mission. All Mylin was ordered to do was to provide them with a transportation that could get them back to the fleet without alerting the locals.

                And so, Mylin ‘rented’ an Earth shuttle, after killing the owner of course, flew it over into the forest and now was waiting for these ‘ground troop’. Again curiosity started to nibble at her conscious as she wondered why the Warleader sent a special troop down on Earth.

                She slapped her face as she felt a slight pain. She had grown to love what Earth had to offer while she was there but there’s only one thing that caused her great annoyance. She found herself hating bugs, especially the ones the human called mosquitoes.

                Her patience was growing thin when she heard an explosion. Thinking that somehow the mission was a failure, Mylin’s first impulse was to take off since it was part of her training to abort a failing mission. But something jarred her curiosity, something that made her ran towards where the noise came from.

                Then, she heard a rustling sound that came from the other way. She quickly took out her weapon and trained it evenly as a group of people broke out through the bushes. But to her relief, it was the ground troop. “What happened?” she asked as the group halted, surprised to see her. “And who is that?” she asked, seeing a human being carried over by one of them.

                “You’re not authorize to that information,” said the leader she vaguely recognized. “I thought you were suppose to meet us at the designated point. You’re way off your position, spy.”

                Mylin fought the urge to kill him right there. “I heard and explosion. Thought you could use some help.”

                “Well, we don’t,” he said, nodding to the man who was carrying the human. The man took off towards where Mylin left the shuttle. “You did good, spy. Now I suggest you go because a group of Preventer agents are heading this way.”

                “I thought I was to come with you?” she said, surprised.

                The leader shook his head. “You’ll be fetch later. For now, we have to leave, quickly.”

                Mylin glanced back, where the human was taken. Again, she wondered who he was and why the secrecy. Suddenly there was another rustling sound as one of his men addressed the leader. “That must be the second group. They were suppose to bring over the little girl.”

                Something struck her as weird at that point. She was curious as to why the team would be collecting an old human man and a little girl. But her thoughts were broken when the rest of the team appeared. “Sir,” said one of them. “We lost the girl. And the human agents are getting closer.”

                That displeased the leader. “You lost a little girl?,” he quoted, grabbing the man’s uniform. “Find her at all cost and we’ll decide whether to come back for you or not. Don’t fail me,” he hissed, addressing the second group. Mylin saw fear in their eyes as they started to leave.

                The leader turned to Mylin, deciding that she had heard enough. “You still here, spy? I thought I told you to leave?”

                At first, Mylin thought of telling him that she outranked him. But that would mean revealing her identity as an Emperor’s Eye. So, she bit back a retort and nodded. “I was just leaving,” she said and ran to the east.

                After running for a few minutes, she turned north to double back and find out exactly what they were doing. She knew that it could be dangerous with the Preventers roaming around but Mylin felt it was dire for her to know about the mission so she could report back to the Emperor. As she was running, she suddenly heard a sobbing noise that came from her left. Quickly, she went to that noise only to hit a small figure who screamed.

                Mylin quickly grabbed the little girl as she tried to struggle. She was about to contact the second ground troop when her eyes met a very familiar blue eyes. She blinked. “You!” she said, almost releasing the girl.

                When Mylin released the little girl, she quickly ran away but the spy was quicker. She grabbed the girl’s shoulder and shook her. “Little girl! Stop moving,” she said, her voice just barely over a whisper. She knew that the others were around.

                For a moment, the little girl looked up to her in fear. Her blue eyes were wide and wet but that didn’t put a damper to the girl’s innocent beauty. Then, as second later, her eyes widened some more as recognition crossed her face. “You’re that lady in the park!” she said, her voice full of wonder.

                Mylin nodded and tried to smile when suddenly the girl’s eyes widened again as she tried to wrestle herself free from her grasp. “No, you’re one of them! You kidnapped grandpa,” she squealed. Mylin didn’t know whether it was the revelation of the mission, the accusation or the fact that the girl thought her as one of her attackers. But whatever it was, she lost her grasp on the girl and took a step back. Then, she saw her sunglasses lying on the ground as she realized that somehow her only mean of protecting her alien eyes fell while she was struggling with the little girl.

                Then, she realized that the girl was gone. Quickly, Mylin chased after the girl with the help of the sound of rustling leaves, knowing she could catch up with her at any time. But one thing that concerned Mylin were the Preventers and the ground troop, which wouldn’t take her interference kindly. And she knew that she must find the girl before she revealed her position as well as Mylin’s.

                A scream filled the air and Mylin quickened her pace. When she saw a member of the ground troop wrestling with the girl, Mylin quickly lashed out a kick. The trooper grunted as he released the girl. He then turned to look at his adversary and his eyes widened in surprise. But before he could execute her, she buried a dagger inside his abdomen. His face angry, he stared at her.

                “I knew it! I knew you’re a traitor to the Warleader,” he said, as he grabbed her shoulder. Then he grinned. “But watch out, traitor, the Regent will rule over the Emperor and we will have our victory.” Mylin let him fell to the ground as she stared at the blade in her hands.

                ‘Am I a traitor?’ she asked herself, surprised that she actually killed one of her own kind because of a human. For a moment, uncertainty started to overwhelm her as she doubted her motive. She wondered if these humans had somehow affected her in a strange way that she turned on her own people. Then, remembering what he said before he died, she put her blade away.

                “If there’s a traitor here, then it’s you,” she said, her voice full of hate. “My loyalty lies only to the Emperor.”

                Then she turned to the girl, who was cowering in fear. She went to her and offered her hand. “Don’t worry, little girl. I’m your sister, remember and I will not let anyone hurt you,” she said. Seeing the girl didn’t move, she added, “I promise.”

                That seemed to take an effect on the girl as she took Mylin’s hand. Then girl hugged her, much to Mylin’s surprise but before they could do anything, there were more rustling sound coming in their way. Mylin quickly gathered the girl in her arms, knowing that her scream must have attracted many attention. She itched to get the girl to the safety of the Preventers but knew that she must first get the girl safe, away from the ground troop.

                She looked at the girl. “Hold on,” she said. Mylin was checking her bearing when she suddenly heard a voice.

                “Halt!” she turned and saw a group of Preventers training their guns on her.

                Suddenly another group appeared. “Mylin!” shouted a member of the ground troop. Bad move for them. The Preventer agents trained their guns on them. Seizing the perfect moment, Mylin quickly ran away from the line of fire. For a moment, she heard surprise cries coming from them and followed by a series of gun fires. She felt the earth jumped where the bullets hit but still she continued. Her only hope was that she could get the girl to safety and start planning on how to rescue the girl’s grandfather.

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                Duo gritted his teeth as Deathscythe shook. Then, he returned the fire, destroying the alien fighter as another one stationed itself in the same position. “Man!” he growled, avoiding a fire. “Don’t they ever ran out of these things?”

                “I guess not,” said Quatre, a few meters away. “But we should be thankful that they’re only sending out the fighters. If we were engaged with a battle against the Mican Warrior then headquarter wouldn’t stand a chance.”

                The others didn’t say anything. Each were trying to destroy the annoying fighters before they could attack the Preventer headquarter. When they had determined that Relena Darlian was in danger, they quickly got to their Gundams to get to her before it was too late. But before they could get even farther from MOV, the headquarter was underattack and the Gundams were forced to hold their position to defend it.

                But so far they weren’t doing anything that could change the balance. And Duo personally thought that the aliens purposely trapped them there so they wouldn’t be able to rescue Relena and Vincent. As he was fighting, Duo wondered what the others were thinking.

                He knew that Heero and Zechs were fighting furiously to break away so they could rescue Relena. And Trowa, Wu Fei, Quatre, Noin, Sally and Kylie, including himself, were trying hard to give the two the luxury but neither of them seemed successful. And even with MOV firing on the alien fighters, they weren’t doing any damage because the fighters were too fast.

                Duo cursed the god of luck, realizing now why he only worshipped the god of death. ‘Man, at this rate, things couldn’t get any worse,’ he thought. Suddenly, the small screen overhead winked and Lady Une appeared. “Gundam pilots! There’s a troop heading toward the colony at point E 13.”

                Duo cursed himself. ‘You had to challenge the god of luck, don’t you?’ he scolded himself. With the news, now it was dire for them to finish off this battle so they could rescue the colonists. He wondered what his strategy should be.

                Meanwhile, Quatre slammed his fist on the console after hearing Lady Une’s report. Now not only that Relena’s life was in danger, but the aliens had decided to take the oppurtunity to gather some slaves. And if they didn’t finish off the battle soon, thousands of lives would be in jeopardy.

                Frustration started to gnaw on him as he tried to decide what to do. But all he came out with was a big fat zero that made him even more frustrated with himself. ‘Why can’t my mind work right now? Why all I can think off was the many lives that will lost if we do not act quickly?’

                Suddenly, something made his mind clearer. He started to remember the visions of the past that he had  just seen a few hours ago and decided it was time. Gathering all his strength and ignoring the fires that hit him, Quatre typed in the code. He drew a deep breath as the cockpit came to life. Then, everything was made clear to him. But when he said the next words, he scarcely believed that it was his voice.

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                When Sandrock stopped, Kylie was troubled. She tried to contact Quatre but he didn’t answer her calls. The alien fighters were still firing on him which forced Kylie to move in and defend Sandrock. She knew that something was happening to Quatre but she didn’t know what. All she knew was that she had to protect him.

                “Trowa and Heero!” said a calm voice that startled her. “Start firing the fighters on your left while Zechs, Noin, Sally and I fire at the remaining fighters. We have to give Wu Fei, Duo and Kylie a way out of here so they could go rescue the colony.”

                Duo blinked. “Quatre, is that really you?” he asked, surprised by the strange calmness in his voice. Even the others were looking at his way. “You sound weird.”

                “Just do it,” said Quatre, with a distinctive urgency in his voice. “Then Trowa, Noin, Sally and I will find a way to help Zechs and Heero get away to rescue Relena and Vincent.”

                Zechs voice sounded over the comm. “Are you sure you could take care of things back here just the three of you?”

                The leader of the Gundam pilots nodded. “Altron and Nova had enough speed to get to the colony faster than mine and Trowa’s. And they would need Deathscythe’s close combat skills. Zechs and Heero also have enough speed to intercept Relena’s captives and between the two, they’ll have enough chance to rescue her.”

                “In the meantime, Trowa, Noin, Sally and I will have to hold our position here until we destroy the enemy attacking headquarters.” Then his voice hardened. “So, I suggest we go for it before they catch on the plan.”

                At first the others hesitated but slowly, Heero and Kylie first, realized that something changed in Quatre and identified what it was. “The Zero system! You’re using the Zero system,” said Duo. “Of all the stupid stunt..”

                “Roger that, Quatre,” said Heero, before Duo could continue. He then fired on the left and Trowa joined him, saying, “I trust you.”

                When the fighters on the left were destroyed, they were quickly replaced by others but Quatre, Noin, Zechs and Sally quickly engaged them, providing all the opening they need. “Now, guys. Go!” Quatre cried.

                “Copy that!” Kylie said, pushing the throttle forward as Nova made its way out of the madness with a speed none of their Gundams could best. Then, Altron followed Nova in hot pursuit while Deathscythe hesitated. “Don’t get yourself all crazy, okay Quatre? Master the system,” he advised, then he was gone.

                Quatre then began to launch the second phase of his strategy. But when the fighters saw that three of the Gundams had broken free, they were determined not to let it happen again. And without the other three, the other Gundams found themselves having more to juggle.

                Inside the cockpit, Quatre struggled to master the system. He registered Duo’s last words to him but was too busy controlling himself to say a thing. He was feeling the same, terrible and yet wonderful feeling whenever he used the system. The wonderful feeling came when he felt he had the freedom to do the impossible and the terrible feeling came from something that was warning him about the system.

                Then he remembered something that he had forgotten long time ago. Something that happened after he had ran amok after using the Zero system. Something that Instructor H said when they were reunited.

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After Colony 195

                “Quatre, why are you here all alone? Is Heero giving you a hard time?” a voice asked, breaking through Quatre’s troubled thoughts. He turned to see Instructor H, the man his father had given refuge to and smiled. He shook his head.

                “No, I rather think he and I are going along very well.” He sighed. “I just feel I need to be alone,” he said, returning his gaze on the other scientists who were working down there. He always felt that the catwalk was a good place to get solitude and he was right.

                Instructor H regarded his young pilot. When he had first trained the boy, he had never thought that this gentle pilot would get where he is today. His first impression of the boy’s gentle nature was that it might hinder his development in becoming a perfect soldier. But years of training, he realized that his first impression had been wrong. That there was a lot more to this boy and the previous incident just proved it.

                “What is it, Quatre? Something’s troubling you?” It was more a statement than a question. For a moment the boy was silent and then, Instructor H saw tears were gathering in his blue-green eyes.

                “They’re blaming me, instructor. I know they are. And you too,” he said, his voice sounded small. “It’s my fault that Wing Zero fell into the enemy’s hands. It was my fault that it existed. It was my fault that the colonists suffered and it’s my fault that Trowa is missing.”

                Instructor H nearly cried himself, hearing the pain and suffering in the boy’s voice but he mustered up all his inner strength to say the next words. “Good,” he said, but the boy’s were too much in pain to acknowledge it. So, he put a hand on his shoulder and wiped a tear that ran down his cheek. “It is good that you were able to cry for the people that you killed.”

                The boy looked at him, surprised. “The others and me, we didn’t blame you for anything. Your actions just reminded us that you boys are still human, which is a good thing. If you had been the ideal perfect soldier, you will only live your life as a slave to war which is what we don’t need.”

                “But what they said…”

                “They are but human, Quatre. Even they didn’t know what they were saying.” He sighed as he looked away. “The reason why I chose you as my pilot was because you have the ability to be the heart of the team.”

                “Heart of the team? What team? The Gundams?”

                Instructor H nodded. “Yes. I know that there would be a time when all of our pilots will come together and fight OZ as a team. With the others feeling that they should have perfect soldiers, I decided that we need someone to act as the heart of the team as well. That’s why I chose you. Your kindness, your gentleness made me feel that you have the ability to bring all pilots together as a team.”

                “And you proved that by appealing to your friends back on Earth to come back here in space.”

                Quatre looked up. “You heard my transmission?”

                “Yes. That’s why Doctor J was forced to give Lady Une our cooperation so you could live on and gather the Gundam pilots together again.” He looked at the boy, seriously. “You have to do this, Quatre. Only you can lead them to victory. I know that and I think your friend Heero knows that too.”

                “But how can I?”

                Instructor H patted his shoulder. “You’ll find a way. Just stick with Heero and let him teach you a thing or two as you are teaching him right now,” he said, nodded at Heero who was looking up at them. As Heero and Quatre were locked on a trustful gaze, Instructor H started to walk away.

                “And Quatre, there’s only one way to master the system,” he said as Quatre looked back at him, surprised. “Don’t let the system control you. Don’t let the system master you. You must learn to be its master.” He paused. “You must let it flow with you.”

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                “… let it flow, Quatre,” said a voice that jarred him back to the present. He realized that was Heero, saying the same thing that Instructor H said to him three years ago and knew that it was the right thing to do.

                So, he closed his eyes, letting the feeling flow through him like cold water. At first it tried to swallow him but quickly, Quatre searched for the center of his being and started to find the balance for everything. Then, it was over, as he felt something refreshing came into his being.

                He wiped the sweat that was trickling down his forehead and exhaled. “Thanks, Heero,” he said. ‘Thanks, Instructor,’ he silently said as he began to assess the battle once more. Duo, Wu Fei and Kylie were already engaging the troop at the colony while Heero and the others were still defending the headquarters. Evaluating their predicament, Quatre started to make new strategy to get Zechs and Heero out.

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                When the aliens had started attacking, Relena was taken completely by surprise. Sitting beside her, she knew that Vincent was also wearing the same expression on his face. She turned to Celcie. “What’s the meaning of this? I thought we had a deal?”

                To her surprise, Celcie took out a gun and trained it on her. “Settle down and enjoy the ride, Miss Relena.” When Relena and Vincent refused to sit, she looked at them disgustedly. “Do you think that us Telrhani would put ourselves equal to the lower beings such as you?”

                Suddenly Vincent leapt at her, trying to get the gun. But Celcie, swatted him aside easily and shot him. Relena screamed and knelt by his side, checking his wound. Vincent winced as she touched the blood that was seeping through from a wound on his shoulder. “It’s okay,” he said. “It just grazed me.”

                “That shot was to remind you that if you decide to do something stupid, I will inflict more pain than you could imagine,” said the alien. She motioned for them to sit as Relena helped Vincent out. Looking at the battle behind them, Relena wished that Heero was there. Only he could get her out of any mess.

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                Despite of being able to break themselves away from the battle at MOV, Duo’s team weren’t doing any greater. Not only that they were forced to face the Mican trooper, the Mican warriors were also giving them a hard time. Although Wu Fei was using the Zero system, even he had his own limitations that forced Duo and Kylie to watch their own backs.

                In Nova, Kylie struggled to keep her temper in check. She knew that losing her focus would only shorten her life span and so she tried to handle K’Rin and Trecna with a cool head. But even her patience was wearing thin and she knew if she don’t do anything now, she would be killed. And so, she flipped the comm button.

                “What is it, Little Fire?” asked Lady Une, concerned.

                Kylie didn’t looked at her, her full attention was on her enemy around her. “Give me the password,” she said, her voice cold. Demanding. The older woman looked away, still refused to give her access to the Zero system.

                “Give me the password! Before I do something we both regret,” she shouted, the very thing she never did all her life. She had always been calm and cold but Lady Une’s refusal was starting to bug her like nothing else.

                For a moment Lady Une looked at her and then resignation crashed on her like a tidal wave. “It’s 14-15-22-1_ZERO,” she answered as Kylie entered the password and braced herself for something to happen.

                It happened almost immediately. First the cockpit seemed to lit up as the image on the screen seemed to dance. Then, Kylie began to experience freedom, unlike anything she had ever felt before. A freedom that was never granted to her since the day she was born.

                Then she felt alive. She could see everything before her. Everything, including the battle that was taking place at the Preventer headquarters. She could see her twin brother and the rest of the team struggling to defeat the enemy. And she could see all the enemy around her, clearly. In fact, she knew who were her enemy and was so certain of it.

                Gundam Nova soared through the space, killing everything in sight. Its movements were too fast and too agile for any other alien fighters and Mican Trooper to get a good shot at her. Even K’Rin and Trecna found themselves unable to contain the wild maneuvers of the new Gundam. It was as if the Gundam was a newborn Pheonix, the bird of fire.

                Then, suddenly, something was trying to break down the wall Kylie had put in her mind a long time ago. Startled, she almost let it crumble but quickly held it in check. Then, her vision started to blur as images played in her mind.

                She had heard Heero telling her that the Zero system had the ability to show the future, telling the pilot his or her true enemy. Maybe this was her future. Maybe this vision could guide her through. In the vision, she saw herself and the others, fighting the enemy. In fact, she saw some of the Mican Warrior were killed by one or two of them. At that she felt triumph overwhelming her.

                Then, she saw the faces of the Gundam pilots and their allies. To her horror, they were all killed one by one by the Warleader with his own hands. Fear and hopelessness started to grip her as she tried to pray to end this nightmare.

                “Quatre!” she called out when she saw the blond pilot. He turned to her, as he smiled at her. Suddenly a shadow came and swallowed him whole. He cried in pain as she struggled to get to him, to save him at any cost. But soon, his cries died down as Kylie found herself on a meadow.

                “They’re all gone, Kylie,” said a voice. She turned to see Dorothy, standing over Quatre’s grave. Then, the girl came to her and buried her head in her shoulder. “Quatre’s gone from our lives.”

                At first, Kylie tried to comprehend what she had just heard. Then realization hit her like a hammar. Dorothy Catalonia was in love with Quatre! And because of Kylie, he had let her lead him to his own destruction!

                Then and there, she closed her eyes. ‘Please, let it all stop. I don’t want to see it anymore,’ she pleaded, for the first time in her life. Then, everything stood still.

Suddenly, she heard a cry. ‘What? What was that?’ she thought, looking around her. She found herself in the dark, darker than the night. For a moment, she wondered what happened to the battle. Why wasn’t she seeing the enemy?

                She heard the cry again and when she turned towards it, she saw a little girl. The girl was on the floor, hugging herself. The room she was in was dark except for the faint illumination from the moon coming through the window and bathe over the girl. “Mommy!” said the girl, sobbing. She had buried her face between her legs so Kylie couldn’t see her.

                Then, the girl looked up and for a moment something in her winter blue eyes mirrored the fire in Kylie’s eyes. That was when Kylie realized something. “You’re me!” she said, astonished. But the girl didn’t hear her. Her only attention was focused on the figure that moved in the shadows.

                When the figure stepped into the light, Kylie found her fist clenched as rage was burning through her body. She realized then that the Zero system had unlocked something that was forgotten long time ago. Something of a great importance. Remembering everything, Kylie felt nothing but rage.

                I will kill you!” she growled and started to pound him into a pulp. But the figure, a man, kept on disappearing and reappearing but still she continued to attack him. “Kill him! I got to kill him!” the words had a note of finality to it.

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                Duo fought like a madman. With just the three Gundams, they barely could hold off the alien fighters, Mican Trooper and the five Mican warrior. As soon as he got there, Wu Fei had immediately taken on Con’trai and Keil’n. Kylie was already fighting against K’Rin and Trecna which left Duo with S’Irai and the rest of the trooper and fighters.

                At first, he and Kylie weren’t doing so good. But when Kylie activated the Zero system, she was able to handle the two Mican Warrior as well as helping Duo destroying the fighters. At that Duo was glad. That would only leave him with S’Irai and the troopers. He was beginning to say prayers to the god of luck when his world started to fall apart.

                “An enemy fleet attacking L2 colony point E,” said the comm.

                “Where’s their exact location?” Duo heard Quatre asked after a moment of silence. Then, the screen was filled with coordinates as terror struck Duo. “My god!” he breathe. “Hilde is on that colony!” He quickly changed course, ignoring the fires coming from the enemy troopers and S’Irai. He also ignored what the others were saying. His mind was only on Hilde and her alone.

                As he made his way, his mind played on the last moments they were together. Their arguments, the harsh words he said to her. Then, a feeling of dread started to wash over him as thought came in. A thought that said that he would probably never see her again!

                “Hold on, Hilde. I’m coming.”

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                When Duo broke away, Quatre was frustrated. Now it was even more dire for him and the others to break free. Not only they had to save Relena Darlian, but they also had to save the two colonies. He was sure that with the Zero system, Wu Fei and Kylie would be able to handle the four Mican Warriors and their fighters. But Duo, without the Zero system, could barely stand against K’Vai who was leading the assault on the L2 colony as well as S’Irai who was following him. And alone, he wouldn’t stand a chance!

                “Quatre, give me a way out!” said Trowa, breaking his thought. He looked at Heavyarms.

                “Trowa, are you sure?”

                Trowa looked at where Duo was heading. “I know exactly how he feels. I’ve sent Catherine to that colony,” he revealed, his voice barely hid the note of anxiety. Quatre nodded. “Okay, good luck.” He said to the others. “Plans changed, everybody. Let distract the enemy long enough for Trowa to break through and then we concentrate on getting Heero out.” Although he desperately want to get to Relena but the lives of the colonists were more important. And he knew, Relena and Heero would’ve wanted it. That was proven when Wing Zero started to attack his enemy at sight.

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                At last, Trowa broke through. Then he cranked up to Heavyarms’ maximum speed to get to L2 as quickly as he could. He didn’t feel any regret for sending Catherine to the colony. His main concern was to get there before it was too late. Too late to save Catherine or Duo or Hilde.

                But when he saw the smokes coming from the colony cluster, he immediately knew one thing. He was already too late!

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                “The place is secured,” yelled Quatre over the destruction. “We can handle the rest. Go now, Heero!” he said to the pilot of Wing Zero. The prussian-eyed pilot nodded his thanks and set his new course.

                “Roger that, Quatre,” he said then addressed Epyon. “I’ll get her, Zechs. I swear it.” Then, he was off.

                Suddenly, Lady Une appeared on the screen. “Quatre, I’ve just received a report from Wu Fei. Kylie is running amok! She couldn’t control the Zero system and it had taken over her,” she said, her voice was calm but there was a note of desperation in it.

                Shocked, Quatre was almost hit. He then ducked and tried to hail Kylie. When there was no answer, he contacted Wu Fei. “What happened?” he asked, his voice was a little shaky. His fear had came through and he didn’t know what to do.

                “How should I know?” said Wu Fei, appearing on the screen. “When she first use the system, she was doing fine and we were starting to win. Then, K’Rin ordered her assault team for a retreat and I was thinking of backing up Trowa and Duo.”

                “And?”

                “She wouldn’t let them leave! She chased after the fleeing aliens to destroy them.”

                Quatre was startled. “But that would put the lives of the captured slaves in jeopardy!”

                “I don’t think she cared about that,” said the Chinese pilot. “I’m taking off after her now to make sure she doesn’t ended up killing innocent people.” At that, Quatre glanced where Wing Zero was, wondering if Heero had heard the transmission. As an answer, Wing Zero suddenly changed course, heading towards where Kylie was last spotted.

                “Negative,” said Quatre. “Go help Duo and Trowa.” He turned to Epyon. “Zechs, go rescue Relena. We’ll finish up here,” he said. Without a word, Epyon left its position. Quatre turned his eyes back to where he thought Kylie was. ‘Kylie, please control yourself.’

                As if sensing his dispair, Noin appeared on the screen. “Go, Quatre. Go to her,” she said. He was startled, not able to comprehend what they were saying. Were they telling him to leave? Then he heard Sally’s voice. “We can take care of things here ourselves. You must help Kylie before its too late.”

                Feeling grateful, he nodded. “Thanks, you two.” He charted his course and made his way where Kylie were. At the same time, he also tried to hail Nova. At first, all he got was silence but as he got nearer, he heard her saying, “Kill him. I got to kill him.” Then, he saw her destroying the Mican trooper and fighting K’Rin.

                “What is she doing?” he wondered but was surprised when someone answered.

                “I don’t know,” said Heero, who was overseeing everything. “But I will not let her destroy herself in the process.”

                Quatre was almost surprised to hear the conviction and determination in his voice. There was something strange in the way Heero talked about her. Something that sounded as if he cared deeply for her. Whatever it was, Quatre decided to put it aside and readied himself. “I agree. We must not let her do things she might regret later. She’s battling too close to the slaveships.”

                True enough, Kylie was too close to the group of slaveships. But she neither saw it or care about their well being. All she was concerned about was to kill the enemy before her at any cost. At any cost. “I will kill you all!” she shouted, slamming Nova against K’Rin’s Mican suit. The two hit the outer shield of the slaveship. Stunned by the force, K’Rin didn’t see Nova’s beam lance swinging down at her.

                “No, Kylie!” said someone as Wing Zero slammed into Nova. The new Gundam were thrown off balance as Sandrock came in and steadied her. K’Rin took the moment to strike Wing Zero, fearing that he would attempt to rescue the slaves on the ship.

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                Trowa and Duo stared at the colony, disbelief. The colony was smoking as they almost see fires burning at every corner. The aliens’ slaveship had already boarded the colony and was leaving with the colonists to be turned as slave to the Empire. For a moment, Trowa and Duo thought about the two people they love who were in the colony, wondering if they were alive or dead. And if they’re in the slaveships.

                But neither thoughts gave them much comfort. Either way, the two of them would most likely lose their love ones if they don’t do something about it now. Noticing that K’Vai’s assault team were making their way towards them, Duo’s anger flared. Purposefully, he tapped in the code to the Zero system as the cockpit fired up.

                “Watch out, you all ‘cause you had just met the real Great Destroyer!”

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                Catherine looked up from what she was doing. She was certain that she felt something but it took her a moment to figure out what it was. When she heard a groan, Catherine quickly turned her attention back to the person in her arms. “Hold on, Hilde. Just hold on,” she said, gently.

                Once Catherine had gotten to Duo’s house, she had managed to persuade Hilde not to move out and leave him. She advised her to wait until the war was over so they both could talk things over, clearly. When the aliens attacked, leaving L2 then seemed like a great idea but the process of evacuation was slowed due to the panicking colonists.

                When the news reached them that the aliens had boarded, Hilde had the craziest idea to hold them off while the officials continued the evacuation. She had told Catherine to go with the others but the circus girl was determined to stay by her side because of her promise to Trowa.

                And so, while the evacuation was underway, Hilde and a few Preventer agents that were stationed there fought off the aliens bravely as they were gathering slaves. There were also former OZ-Alliance soldiers taking part in defending the colony but all fell against the more powerful aliens. Hilde herself was shot when she was trying to save an old lady.

                Since she had no skill in combat, Catherine helped with the evacuation process. But when the aliens finally taken over the remaining colonists, she found herself among the prisoners too. She quickly looked for Hilde and found her being tended for a serious heart wound.

                “He’s coming, isn’t he?” said the younger girl, smiling weakly. “My Duo is coming for me.” She grimaced.

                “Shh…” said Catherine, holding her close to provide her with much warmth. “Yes, Duo’s coming. And Trowa too. I can feel them,” she said, trying to lift the girl’s spirit to fight on. But Hilde seemed to be losing consciousness from the blood loss.

                “Tell him,” she gasped. “Tell him that I’m so sorry. Tell him that I love him.”

                Catherine felt tears of desperation starting to pour down. But quickly she held it for the girl’s sake. She had to be strong. “No. You tell him yourself. It wouldn’t be the same if he didn’t hear it from you.”

                Hilde grinned, weakly as blood started to trickle down her lips. “I guess, you’re right,” she gasped, struggling to speak. “That fool would probably have something annoying to say to me so he could make me crazy.” Then, her eyes rolled up as she lost consciousness.

                Catherine looked up. ‘Trowa. Where are you?’

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                Sandrock struggled to maintain its hold on Nova but Kylie seemed intent to get herself free. “Kylie, please. You’re among friends,” Quatre pleaded but she ignored it. All she said was, “I will kill him. He’s my enemy. I will kill you all!” Then, Sandrock’s hold started to weaken and she thrown him off. Charging her beaming lance, she began to take a swing at Sandrock.

                “No, Kylie!” said Heero, breaking off his battle with K’Rin to concentrate on his twin sister. “If you kill him, you will be sorry for the rest of your life.” Hoping that the bond of twins were strong as he once read, he concentrated on the images of her with the other Gundam pilots.

                For a moment, Nova hesitated. Its hold on the lance started to weaken. “Heero?” said a tiny voice. Then, Kylie started to snap into reality as she realized what she was going to do. She threw the lance away in disgust. “What have I done?”

                “You lost control over the Zero system,” Heero answered.

                For a moment, there was silence. When she spoke next, her voice was steady and normal, cold. “I’m sorry,” she said, picking up the lance and put it away. She looked at the retreating aliens. “I’m very sorry. It would never happen again.”

                “That’s okay,” said Quatre, noticing that his knuckles was white. “It wasn’t entirely your fault. The Zero system did the same to all of us.” He smiled for her sake. Kylie nodded and then turned her attention towards where Relena was.

                Switching off to a private band to Wing Zero, she said, “I’m sorry that we failed to save Relena.” Heero looked at where Epyon was heading only to see the red Gundam heading towards them, in defeat. Regret and frustration were starting to overwhelm him but he decided to concentrate on the matter at hand. He will save Relena later. Now, there’s an even more important thing.

                “Don’t worry,” said Kylie, answering his unvoiced question. “I’m alright.”

                Quatre glanced at the report of the other battle. “We need to help Duo and the others.”

                “I’m on it,” said Zechs, who was intent to make the aliens pay for kidnapping his sister. They then saw Epyon entering the battle.

                Nova started to move. “Me too,” said Kylie, preparing for a battle.

                “No,” said Heero. “Return to base and rest. You’ve went through quite enough for the day.” He turned to Sandrock. “And you too, Quatre. You have just mastered the system after a long time without it, so it could be a little draining for you. You need to get some rest too. The Zero system is very dangerous when you’re too tired. That’s when it could gain control of you. Don’t worry, we’ll handle the rest.”

                Quatre was tempted to protest but remembering the state Kylie was in, he decided that he should tend to her first. Wishing Heero luck, he led Kylie back to the Preventer headquarter.

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                Duo and Trowa fought like a pair of mad man. Each were trying to hard to get to the last slaveship leaving the colony, believing that their love ones were in it. Wu Fei had joined them a few minutes ago and was handling K’Vai, S’Irai and the Mican troopers while Duo and Trowa fought their way through the sea of alien fighters and some of the Mican troopers. But they still couldn’t get near the last slaveship.

                Desperation was starting to break their spirits. Even with the Zero system, they still couldn’t destroy the enemy. If not the Zero system, what else? As the two were starting to doubt their skills and abilities, they heard a voice. “Incoming!”

                Then, Heero and Zechs appeared, helping Wu Fei out with K’Vai and S’Irai. A few miliseconds later, two white Tauruses joined Duo and Trowa in destroying the annoying alien fighters. “Get to the slaveship quickly. Sally and I will handle these rejects,” said Noin.

                Seeing an opening, Trowa and Duo quickly took the chance. The slaveship started to fire its own cannon but they quickly destroyed it. A second later, the two of them were docking in the docking bay and were firing shots at the slave guards.

                Then there was an explosion as the slaveship shook. For a second, Duo and Trowa exchanged glances when their comm chimed and they heard Heero’s voice. “I’ve disabled the ship’s engine. It is at dead stop so I believe we’ve taken over the ship.” He paused. “I suggest you see to the prisoners.”

                Both silently thanked Heero, knowing that the Wing Zero pilot knew that Hilde and Catherine were among the prisoners. As they made their way to the prisoner hall, Trowa managed to ask the status of the other slaveships. At first there was silence but when Heero spoke, his voice sounded different.

                “No go. The other prisoners are too far out of reach. We lost them,” he said but Trowa, who had knew him better than any pilot, could detect the pain in his voice. Relena Darlian was among those who lost to him too.

                When they got to the prisoner hall, Duo quickly made his way through the crowd, searching for Hilde. Trowa threw aside his concern for Catherine and announced, “Don’t worry, we’ve taken over the ship. You’re all safe.”

                Their relief was Trowa’s only reward. But then, he heard someone calling his name and he quickly made his way towards it. “Catherine!” he shouted, seeing her on the floor. She rose and ran into his arms, relieving her fear of not seeing him again. “Are you alright?” he asked, checking her over. She nodded and then shook her head, slowly. “Hilde isn’t,” she said.

It was then Trowa noticed that Duo was holding Hilde in his arms. The Deathscythe quickly looked at him, his eyes were desperate. “We could still save her. I’m taking her back to headquarter in Deathscythe,” he said, picking Hilde up.

                Trowa nodded. “Go, Duo. I’ll secure everything here.” Without letting him finishing his sentence, Duo was already running.

                Suddenly Catherine cried. All the fear, the terrible things she saw was starting to overwhelm her. Never had she been so afraid in her entire life. Never. Trowa held his shaky sister, letting her cry her fear out but she pushed herself away to look at him.

                “It was terrible, Trowa. I’ve never seen anything like this. They purposely killed the old and weakest like this sick old man I was trying to protect. They have no mercy in their conscious,” she said, suddenly her eyes widened as she remembered something. “The circus! Manager and the others, all of them were there!”

                “There?” Trowa quoted. “There as in with you?”

                Catherine nodded. “Yes. They came when they know I was there, saying that we should stay close. Manager was worried he might lose me too.” She looked at him, desperately. “Save them, Trowa. Save our only family,” she pleaded, then buried her face in his shoulder as he held her.

                Then, Catherine went limp in his arms. Seeing that she had passed out from the stress, he lifted her up and whispered, “I will save them, sis. I swear it.” His voice held the same determination when he had planned to self-destruct the first time on Earth. “I swear it.”

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                Lady Une was there when Sandrock and Nova returned. The battle at L2 had just ended a few minutes ago and the other Gundams were returning. It was a miserable battle. Not only did the aliens managed to snatch Relena Darlian and Vincent Dupree, they also managed to take some of the colonists prisoners. Although it was only a small number compared to the other abductions, it was still an unpleasant number. And the bad news that just came from Earth told her that the aliens had won this round successfully.

                She watched as the cockpit swung open and Treize’s former charge jumped down. But she didn’t land so nimbly as she would, so she ended up fallen to her knees as her legs buckled. As Lady Une was running towards her, she saw Quatre Winner helped her up, supporting the girl’s weight on his shoulder. But he was also too weak that both of them ended on the floor.

                When the head of Preventer reached them, Quatre was asking Kylie if she’s alright. Concerned for the welfare of Treize’s adopted daughter, she turned to one of her agents. “Quick! Call the medics.”

                “No!” Kylie gasped. She looked at Quatre. “Help me to my room,” she requested. Without looking at the older woman, she said, “I just need some time alone.” Lady Une watched them go as an agent came to her and informed her of the return of Gundam Deathscythe.

                As soon as Duo came into view, she saw him carrying a body. Quickly, she repeated her order for a medic as Duo leapt down. She went to him and saw Hilde Schbeiker in his arms. “Don’t worry, the medics are on the way,” she said, keeping her voice calm. She had known the young woman and thought her as a very remarkable young soldier a few years back. And she was glad that the young woman was involved with one of the Gundam pilots.

                Duo didn’t say anything as the medic busied themselves with the patience. But his thoughts were in turmoil. The tiny soul inside him kept on saying, ‘Please hold on, Hilde. Don’t leave me. I can’t live without you.’ But deep down, he felt as if a hollow feeling was filling his every being.

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                Relena and Vincent stepped into the bridge. In the middle of the room, they saw a familiar man sitting on a seat. He had his back on them but when their captive, Celcie spoke next, they realized that the man was the Warleader himself. “Miss Relena, Warleader.”

                “You’ve done a very commendable job, Sira,” he said, turning to face them.

                Relena took a step forward. “Why did you attack my people? We had a deal, didn’t we?” she said, her voice hard. “I demand you return the captured colonists now.” Her expression was so severe that she surprised Vincent.

Warleader Varishk raised his eyebrow. “You, Relena Darlian are in no position to make demands,” he said, his voice was soft but held a hint of power in it. “However, since you being one of the most influential figure among your people, you will have the right to enjoy our hospitality.” He turned to Sira. “Bring them to the room where we’re keeping our special guest. Maybe he’d like their company better than ours.”

                With that, Sira took them along endless hallways. As they walked, Relena and Vincent wondered who was the other guest. But when they got to the room, they were both shocked. “Mr. President! What are you doing here?” asked Relena, seeing the face of a man she usually worked with. Vincent was just speechless.

                “Relena, Vincent,” said the President of ESUN. “I’m afraid they’re going to use us to ensure total control of our race. We’re going to be the cause of the downfall of humankind.”

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                “They got the President? When?” asked Quatre. The rest of the occupants of the room were also wearing the same surprised expression as he did. Some even shook their heads in defeat while some were wearing angry expressions. Those who were angry were Heero, Zechs and Wu Fei as they thought of it as their failure of the day.

As soon as the Gundam pilots returned, Lady Une held an emergency meeting to inform her officers of the latest development and to discuss their next move. Still, among those present, there were still those who weren’t there. Trowa and Duo were absent, looking after their love ones and Kylie couldn’t be found. Despite his fatigue, Quatre had come to the meeting, insisting that he should learn of the latest development and to contribute all he could.

                But this was definitely beyond his help, Lady Une knew. The capture of the ESUN’s President and Vice Foreign Minister would leave mankind vulnerable because of the lack of capable leaders to bring them together. Even by putting all hope on the Gundam pilots would not be enough. They had their limitations and their previous battles showed that that was true.

                “Now, the search continues to locate the whereabouts of the President’s granddaughter, Anne. We believed that the alien who has the girl is in hiding in the nearby towns,” Lady Une continued, after the shock settled in. “I’m going to send a team down to locate them before the girl is beyond our help.” Then she added, softly, “It’s the least we could do.”

                “I disagree,” said a voice suddenly. All of them turned to Wu Fei who had rose from his seat. “Send me, instead. I know who got the girl, from your descriptions and I know how she worked.”

                Lady Une regarded him. “Are you sure, Wu Fei? This Mylin could have others working with her. You would require back up.”

                “Sending back up would only slow me down,” said Wu Fei. “I work best alone. Besides, she and I have a score to settle.”

                She nodded. “Alright. But made sure you set your priorities straight. You are to get the girl to safety not to engage in a duel that could endanger the girl’s life. She’s been through enough already.”

                As his answer, Wu Fei nodded and left. Then, Lady Une turned to regard the others to discuss their next move.

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                Quatre walked along the hallway, searching. The meeting ended shortly after Wu Fei left as the rest of them couldn’t think of any other way to change the circumstances to their favor. Heero had immediately left, saying that he had no skill for politics while Quatre had stayed on to help. But he soon learned that he, despite his influence on the colonists, had little to offer.

                So, when Lady Une called the meeting adjourned, he found himself looking for Kylie. He was worried about her and when he looked for her at her room, she wasn’t there. Now, he was walking towards the infirmary to see if she was there and to check on Trowa and Duo.

                He found Trowa first. The Heavyarms pilot was sitting next to the bed, waiting for Catherine to wake up. He had a rather serious look o his face that Quatre decided not to disturb him. Then, he found Duo next, sitting and staring at Hilde’s face. Quatre had learned that the girl suffered from a serious heart injury that the medic doubted her recovery.

                But when Quatre saw the look on Duo’s face, it got him prayed that the medics prove wrong. There was a look on Duo’s face that never existed before. The look of pain and comtempt. His eyes had a wildness that was never there before. It was then he realized that Duo would never be the same person from that day on. That what happened to Hilde left an eternal mark deep in his soul.

                Next, he headed towards the hangar, hoping Kylie were there since he had searched the entire base. But to his disappointement, she wasn’t there as well. Not knowing what to do then, Quatre went to Sandrock and ran a damage report.

                To his joy, Sandrock suffered little damage due to the Zero system. It was then he realized that his decision to use it was in fact the right one. Then, wiping the sweat that was trickling down his forehead, Quatre began to work on the repairs, his thoughts filled with the previous incidents.

                He jumped when there was a noise. He turned and saw Dorothy looking down at him. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you,” she said.

                “That’s okay,” he said. “What are you doing here?”

                “I saw you in here a few hours ago. When you missed dinner, I thought I should bring it over for you,” she answered, motioning the steaming tray on the table. “It’s not good to work with your stomach empty, you know.” She smiled.

                Quatre chuckled. “Tell that to Kylie. She wouldn’t take a moment to eat unless I make sure she does,” he said. At the mention of the other girl’s name, Dorothy’s face paled. But he was too busy eating to notice it. After swallowing a gulpful of water, he looked up at her. “It’s been a long time since we had talked. Care to fill me up what you were up to?” He patted on the empty place next to him.

                At first Dorothy hesitated, well aware that he’s someone else’s lover. But realizing that maybe Quatre needed the company, she sat down next to him. Putting aside her longing feelings, they began to talk as old friends would.

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                It was raining but still Kylie kept on. Right then, she had never felt so lost, so confused and so vulnerable. Her experience with the Zero system had opened a few forbidden doors of memory and probability that left her confused, ashamed and most of all, angry.

                Heero had told her that the Zero system would show her a possible future among many. That she could accept. But somehow, the Zero system did something even more to her. It had opened and revealed to her things that she had long ago forgotten. Things that were too dreadful for her to remember when she was small, that she locked them away. Things that made her yearned for the day that she would finally had her revenge.

                Then, came the vision of their deaths. She was well aware that they’re fighting a losing battle against the Telrhani. And she was ready to accept that her future was to die in the battle. Especially now that she remembered the lost memory and felt dirty by it.

                But what she could not accept was the future of her twin brother and Quatre. And the others. That made her set a goal not to let anything happen to them, even at the cost of her life. “I swear to god that I will never let death touch you guys. Never,” she sworn to herself. “Even if I should die in the process.”

                As she said those words, she immediately knew that she will die. And she was glad if her death would mean the others’ survival.

                As she continued to walk, minding the rain that was drenching her body, she looked up. There she stopped. “Heero,” she said, wondering if he had heard her. But her brother didn’t give her the slightest hint that he did. Instead, he looked at her as surprised.

                Kylie looked into his eyes carefully and knew he was very upset at losing Relena to the Telrhani. And somehow he was blaming himself for his failure.

                “Let’s go home,” said Heero after a moment. He too was drenched as she was, although he was carrying an umbrella in his hand. Kylie almost pointed that out but decided not to as the twin walked back to the docking bay in silence. Neither was willing to express what he or she was thinking. All they needed the most then, was each other’s company.

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                When Kylie was walking towards her room, she found that Lady Une was there waiting. The older woman perked up when she saw her. “Where have you been all night?” she asked but not really expecting an answer. “You’re wet!” The former assasin looked at her and shrugged.

                “It was raining,” she said, going into her room.

                “Kylie,” said Lady Une, stopping her. “There’s someone inside that wants to see you.” The girl raised her left eyebrow questioningly and entered. There, she froze. The person who were waiting was just a little girl. But from the look in her eyes, she seemed older than her real age. Someone who had experience so many things in her short time in life. Someone Kylie herself was starting to get to know of.

                “Mariemaia,” she said the name. The little girl smiled and hugged her legs.

                “I’m so glad to see you again, Kylie,” said the girl looking up.

                Kylie looked away. “What are you doing here? This is not the safest place for you,” she said, walking into the room as the door slid close. Now, it was only her and the little girl whom she almost left to be killed by Heero.

                “It’s not safe anywhere,” said Mariemaia, sitting on her bed. She looked at her sister. “I just need to see you once more.”

                “Why?”

                She looked down at her hands. “I just want to say that I’m sorry. I feel terrible for trusting Dekim over you. I should’ve known,” she said, regret was clearly evident in her voice. When she looked up, her eyes were filled with tears. “You must’ve hate me now.”

                Kylie’s eyes softened. She knelt before the girl. “Mariemaia, I don’t hate you. I could never hate you. It was all Dekim’s fault. He’s the one who has been filling you with hate. If anything, it should be my fault for not knowing about you sooner and save you from that man.”

                “Then, if you don’t hate me, why didn’t you come back to us?” she asked. “We really miss you at Christmas.”

                At that, Kylie almost reached out to hug her but realizing that she was still wet, she didn’t. “It’s not that I don’t want to,” she said, surprised by how gentle she could be. “It’s just that there’s so many things I have to atone for.”

                She titled the girl’s chin. “But this I promise. If I make through this alive, I will come and visit you.”

                “Really?”

                “Yes.” She looked at Mariemaia, Treize’s own flesh and blood and only heir. “I will.”

Mariemaia nodded as she wiped the tears away. She looked at her sheepishly, “Are you ever going to change? You’re all wet.”

Kylie smiled at that but still she didn’t move to get a change. Instead, she waited until Mariemaia excused herself and left the room. As she watched her leave, Kylie felt a warm feeling overwhelming her cold body. She didn’t know what kind of game fate was playing her but she was glad that she had found a surrogate family that she had grown to love, and her only real family that was now part of her soul. And also someone whom she love with everything she got. Still thinking of Mariemaia, she added her into the list of the people she must protect. People she was determined to die for.

                As she started to undress herself, she caught a glance at the mirror. Again, rage, confusion and shame started to resurface as she remembered what was done to her years ago. She stared at the ugly features on her body, the scars that mark her weakness and realized that those she love didn’t deserve to know her pain. That she’s intent to keep her suffering to herself until the day she die.

TO BE CONTINUED…