He's gone.
Gone.
I've lost him.
Lost him.
Lost him to another man.
Him.
Him.
Why him?
I thought he knew of my feelings for him, I thought he understood how dearly I loved him, enough so that I would offer my own life so that he would have his.
Or would I?
Maybe I wouldn't.
Maybe I'm lying.
No, I'm not lying.
YES.
No.
I love him.
YOU OBSESS OVER HIM.
No, I love him, he loves me.
HE LOVES HIM, NOT YOU. YOU DON'T LOVE HIM.
I don't?
YOU DON'T.
True. This insanely familiar voice is telling the truth. The crystal truth. The truth which has been yelling at me for monthes, for years, telling me I'm a spoiled brat, that I never really understood what love was. And maybe the voice is right. Maybe I never truly loved Heero Yuy.
Maybe he was just a person I held onto, so I wouldn't plummet from my precarious position on the cliff of sanity.
Maybe I never even liked him.
No.
I liked him.
Most certainly, I liked him.
But, I just didn't love him the way I always professed I did.
Well, I cannot be late.
Heero and his lover was well enough to invite me to their engagement party. A princess is never late for a party. Especially for a party involving her friends.
Friends.
I like that.
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Owari,well, I finished. This is just a prelude type fic to a lengthier type story. I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it.
Feedback is very, very, very welcome. Flames and comments welcome!
Demeter, the Goddess of Grain and Seasons
"Forbidden Love" copyright© Demeter, 2001. Page copyright© Jamie Carlson, 2001.
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