Finally another part.
Author: Precious L. the Spacepirate
Disclaimer: Gundam Wing does not belong to me. No
matter how much I wish it did.
Warning: OOC, OC, AU, yaoi, maybe some angst and some
citrus for flavor
Created by, Love Blood and Death
Part Eight
Duo's POV
I keep wondering where Shinii is. I know I can't
really talk to her until after classes. But part of me
wants to know she's okay. Wonder if that has anything
to do with the fact that I just learn she's my
daughter. At least that's what I got from the memories
I got from her showed me to be just like a real
father. Me a dad, who'd a thunk.
I can't concentrate on class. Thinking of Shinii
reminds of what else I dreamed of. Heero. Heero being
my lover. Heero acting like a father to Shinii. I
wonder if he really is her father. What the hell am I
thinking? Two males cannot make a baby.
I feel something on my leg. I look down and
there's Shinii. Her head is laying on my thigh. Her
arms wrapped around my lower leg. From my angle she
looks sad and deep in thought. I wonder why. I wish I
could comfort her somehow.
Suddenly Shinii stands and looks at me. Her eyes
show confusion and sadness. "I can read." She says it
as if she knows I want to talk.
I look at my paper and write something. [How's
Heero?]
"He's fine. He'll be back soon."
[What's wrong?]
She looks a little surprise by that. "Nothing."
God, she's too much like Heero. [Do you know who
Abith is?]
She frowns at that. Her eyes glow red a bit.
"Why?"
[He was in a dream last night.]
"You shouldn't dream of him."
[Why not? Who is he?]
"A traitor."
[You sure your OK?]
She looks me in the eye. I can tell she's not. She
shakes her. "Can it wait until you are done here?"
[Yes.]
Shinii's POV
Abith, he remembered Abith. That traitor. I shall
never forgive him. I can't stand him. After my master
was sent away. He tried to take over me. He wanted to
be my master. He stated that one such as I shouldn't
be left to my own devices. I was not in the room at
the time. But Auzii told me the Fates made a rare
appearance. They would not allow Abith control over
me.
Instead of Abith the court sent me on duties.
Auzii said that Abith argued the Fates wishes. The
Fates had him punished for his insolence. Every once
in awhile I see that kisama. It takes all my will
power not to take his soul. He still tries to be my
master.
"Shinii?" My master is staring at me. We've been
in his room for a few minutes now. "Shinii, what's
wrong?"
"I.." I look at my master. "I... feel...."
"You feel what?"
"I feel so lost. I don't know what to do." I start
to cry. Why dont I have any answers?
"Come here." He opens arms to me. I hesitate for a
second before running to him. He hugs me tightly. I've
missed this. He always hugged me before. So did his
love. "Its okay. Everything will be fine."
"You don't know that. Immortals want to destroy
you. They messed with the Fates doing. And if I'm not
careful they will succeed."
"The Fates doing?"
"They said that your enemies have been plotting
and changing what they have chosen."
"Okay. But things will be fine. I had another
dream. Or as you say a memory." I had to smile, he was
understanding. "I saw Quatre. Well okay he was called
Val. But it was definitely Quatre."
"Yes Val, that's why he seemed familiar. He was an
ally."
"Abith didn't like him, did he?"
"Why do you say that?" I didn't think my master
knew.
"I saw it in my dream. When Shinigami invited Val
to walk with them and stay with them. Abith glared.
His whole demeanor changed."
"Abith believe that creatures should stay in their
classes. Val was an ascended Demon. He left his class.
Abith wasn't happy with it."
"I see."
"You 'see' what?"
Duo's POV
Both Shinii and I look at the door where Heero's
standing. Shit, shit and double shit. How the fuck did
I miss him opening the door? I drop my arms and stare
at him. I'm immediately reminded of my dream. His
naked body beneath me moaning and gasping. His body
covered in sheen of sweat. Him calling out my name.
Thank god Shinii had been sitting next to me. I
quickly change positions so no one can see that I'm
getting hard.
"What do you see?" Heero repeats.
"You. I see you." Hey its not a lie. I see him.
He's right in front of the door.
He raises an eyebrow. "Hn." Then he goes over to
his desk. Ah yes heaven forbid Heero Yuy should relax
after a mission. He starts writing a report. I glance
at Shinii. She looks to me then to Heero.
"Why don't you kiss?" Shinii asks so innocently.
All I can do is stare wide eye at her. "What?"
I shake my head. "So how was the mission Heero?"
"Hn." Yup that's Heero for you. This 'hn' means
'Shut up baka. I'm writing a report.' I know him so
well.
"Just asking. By the way...."
"Duo, leave me alone." He growls. First time I've
had it directed to me. Or maybe its Shinii sitting in
the room. For some reason his voice hurts me. I feel
like curling up and dying.
"Um... yeah sure. I'll go talk to Quatre." With
that said I leave the room.
Shinii's POV
I watch my master leave. What's with these two? I
like it better when they were in love. I look at Heero
and notice his shoulders sag. His fists are clench
shut.
"What are you doing to me Duo?" Heero whispers.
Interesting. He runs his hand through his hair and
sighs. "Baka. You've been acting weird and now your
talking to yourself."
"So are you." I can help it I have to say
something. Heero goes back to work on his um... master
called it a laptop I think. "Why don't you love my
master anymore, Heero? Fawlner says that a love like
your last forever. That nothing can come between you.
If that's true then why don't you love him?" I stare
him, I wish I could show myself to him. Maybe then
answer would start coming to me.
Heero growls and slams his fist into the desk. I
look over his shoulder and smile at what he wrote.
[...has beautiful violet eyes. That I could drown in.]
Heh who knew he was a romantic. He goes back to typing
and go back to talking.
I have no idea how long my master was gone. I just
kept talking to Heero. I had things to get off my
chest and I used to always talk to him before.
"So I can't figure out what to do. I'm lost and
confused and things would be a lot easier if you guys
were back to normal..."
"Hey Heero you ever think about havin' kids?"
Duo's POV
I stepped into our room and was surprised to see
Shinii talkin' to Heero. For some reason it made me
smile. It was cute. Shinii sittin' on his bed cross
legged and chatin' away, even though he couldn't hear
her. So I asked him a question that's been naggin' me
since the dream.
"Nani?" Heero was truly surprised by that one.
"I asked if you ever thought about havin' kids. So
have ya?"
Heero looked at me. "We're soldiers. We shouldn't
think about those things."
"Yeah but lets forget we're soldiers. Do you want
kids?"
"Duo, we're fifteen. We shouldn't think about
having kids or a family. We are kids."
I glance at Shinii who looks sadden by Heero's
statement. "Not the point Heero. Have you ever thought
about having kids?"
"Have you?" Oh he threw it back at me. He's
learning.
"Now that you asked. Maybe. What would you like to
have? A girl or boy?"
Heero's eyes narrowed. "Duo, you've been acting
weird lately, why?"
"I have not. And if I had well... maybe...I've had
some weird shit happen to me."
"Like?"
I glared at Heero. "You wouldn't believe me if I
told you."
"Hn." Heero goes back to his typing.
"What would you like, master? Boy or Girl?" Shinii
asked. She seemed upset and lost and if Heero hadn't
been here I would have gathered her up and comforted
her. So I point to her and wink. She understands and
beams happily at me. And then she disappears.
I lay down on my bed and stare at the ceiling.
"Maybe a girl." I look over at Heero. He had answered
my question. To bad Shinii wasn't here to hear it.
"Hm?"
"I said maybe a girl. Something different than me.
More rewards for the challenges. You?"
I smile at him. "I think a girl would be nice."
Especially since it would be Shinii. And I already
know I'm lost to her. Now how to get Heero to be mine.
TBC
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