WORLD STUFF

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     I think I know the things that get me through this life.
     I feel that I can know the truth that life brings but the truth seems to lie.
     If myslef says what it knows, thinks, and loves, it would be a ticking
time bomb just waiting to explode.
     If I knew what I though I felt, I would know the way through life.
     If you know that, then you'll know how I feel when I am so happy and
you are so depressed.
     If you could see me now then you'll know how I feel your all broken
inside, "could this be real."
     If you knew the things that made people think before they do
something that would end the life of someone tht is close to everyone,
you'd be a millionaire.
     If people ask God why. All He says is "I love you and just
trust Me it is in My grand plan now."
     Suicide seems to be the answer in these times.
     But why let satan get me down.
     So I try to free myself from the pain of normal life. Like babies being
killed, mothers being to young to drive. fathers leaving babies on the curb
side.
     And words less than the ones my granny never said roaming the
airwaves.
     Putting stuff into kids minds that make them wanna go out and end the
life of another human being.
     I know that you can't blame that on their parents, life, or media,
because, "that is in the trials of life."
     But now you know that I feel I know enough that it would not effect
other people.
     I think that when there things personally effect each other-this world
would realize it is lost without God and start to love another person.
     But you get use to the fact that when people do these things they don't
realize the impact it would have on that family.
     And that is why we don't know why Columbine Peduka or
9-11 happened.
     If I knew you were not of sound mind, then I would have helped
a long time ago.
     But this world has lost it's backbone...
     Because you see.. it you to be that when someone got shot, everyone
would be like "whoa!", and never question God.
     Now when someone gets shot it is not so weird that it happened, and
people just say it is another gang related shooting, or is drug related.
     Some people believe television plays a role in that. But I say, well if
people get affected be television, music, and movies, that much than come
to church and get blown away.
     So when the world never talks to God but when a tragedy happens.
     God answers but is probably like "when you didn't need Me you never
talked, but now that you need Me you call all the time."
     But when you talk daily, and read daily His only book (the Bible) then
you'll know the truth of the great love of God.
     So don't ask why when a terrorist bomb blows away half of the front of
a federal building, or an airplane, or when kids go into a school and shoot it
up, or even into a church.
     It may not have been in His plan at that time but He will use it.
So Just Trust In The Lord, And Make Your Dream Of Going To Heaven A Reality