10/26
The moon is dripping with blood from the sky...
Souls are beating on my bedroom door...
The fires are burning in my mind...
I still think of you from time to time...
The purple sky is crying for my soul...
because it knows I am the one...
I'd die for your words...
you speak without care..
I drown in the blackness of your stare...
Sand is running inside glass walls...
I surround myself with darkness to chase love away...
but its still here...
its here to stay...
dreams are red...
pain is gray...
I am alone..
everyone I love is always away....
blood stained feathers floating in the breeze....
time is forgotten when laughter is sad....
Happiness is a dream I once had....
I walk over to the railing and look over the edge...
I can feel the cool air blow threw my hair...
I see a glimering light on the water of the
ocean crashing on the shore...
The sky is black...
And the clouds are soft and invite me with a giggle..
In the moon I see 2...
Souls held in place in eternal kiss...
This reminds me of you...
I take a deep breath...
Feel the full moon light...
I turn around and..............
Walk away.......
Dreams of you flood my mind....
Pain seaps from my veins...
Can't stand being with or without you...
I guess I'll just stay...
Can't stand to go threw another change....
Your right next to me...
But I need an Airplane...
Can you hear me?
I can feel the distance
growing...
We are decomposing...
I feel always, pain...
But I can't stand to change....
So I'll stay....
Holding my breath...
Afraid to breathe...
If I do the pain will hurt again....
It's just easier not to breathe...
Scared you wont see...
or belive me...
Sometimes change is good....
MAYBE you SHOULD....
Learn....
The things you need to do to save this love....
Will you?
Afraid of the answer I think of this...
It's easier not to breathe...
Time has shown you wont care about the end...
Wont be strong enough to...
Holding on...but I'm learning to let go....
I will if you don't change (learn)...
Holding it in...
I don't know what to do...
9/8
Surendering to the attraction...
A look is all we need to bring you to me...
Closer....
I surender...
Wonderng what its like....
for you to touch me....
Softly...
Hearts beat quicker as we get closer...
and closer...
What does it mean?
What makes me happier?
I must fight love?
Why?
I surender to you...
to your touch...
I can feel your soft breath on my cheek....
And then we.....
Kissed.......
