From: Skamania Washington

Hello Friends, Please write me at home, I am just borrowing someone's computer today.

My address is 2162 Duncan Creek Rd Skamania, WA Jennifer Coffield 98648

Here is my story. I was in San Francisco, seeking??

In January of 78. I had turned 18 in November. I was walking down Steiner St. All of a sudden i could not move. I looked up and there was a white cross on a bldg. A force seemed to keep me from moving. All of a sudden men in robes came out and took me inside. I remember ones name was Rev. Paul Rest (an Aquarius, I had studied astrology). They took me up to meet Father Paul and Mother Ruth. They had asked me why I had come there. I said, "to follow the Sun" like in the Beatles song. I felt

Zapped, my mind was blown. I remember Father Paul telling Mother Ruth. "She has a lot of light", Doesn't she Mother? I didn't know what they were talking about. I flashed back that we had all been in the Essene Order before in a past life. After 2 months I left. I was a novice at 910 Steiner; I couldn't take the restriction and discipline. I was a cook but I had no clue as to how to cook. I took off and went to "rock" festivals, one after another. I went back because I missed the light. I missed the spiritual upliftment. On Easter of 71, I had communion at Filmore Aid Station, from Mother Ruth and was blinded by the light; I could not find my way back to the chair. The light was inside me and out. In a few months Father Paul brought me into the illumination. I left again, (I have moon conjunct Uranus in the 11th house, square Saturn & Neptune), Although I was there at 910 Steiner for the fire. Then onto Detroit, a very dark time for me, I felt Jim Rule was on a total power trip. I ran away to Toronto, Detroit was a city of darkness. The Rules told me I was Judas Iscariot for running away. Thank God they sent to the Mary House, where I was with Master M. Then onto the brother house at Western & Fullerton. In January of 1975, I took the life vows, I had been resisting for so long. I had a lot of fun in Chicago. Then onto San Diego, I left a year later. I went to Nursing School in SF CA. I worked 15 years as a LPN and had two sons. I married to John Linneman an ex-order priest.

We are now divorced. I went through my own "dark night of the Soul" with addiction to prescription drugs and 3 yrs in a methadone clinic. I had been in bad relationships with 3 alcoholics. The drugs blocked out a lot of my psychic sensitivity, which I found hard to live with in this world. I went through hell getting off the drugs. Acupuncture and Chinese Medicine saved my life. Now I appreciate what I learned in the order and attend the spiritualist Church sometimes. I feel Father Paul's

Spirit during meditation sometimes. And I still have "order" dreams. We are all still spiritually connected. I especially am grateful that I finally learned to cook. I still have a hard time cooking only for two. Love & light

Jennifer

E-MAIL: Jlinn33368@aol.com

Sebastopol, later to Detroit then Chicago then SanDeigo in 75. I'm looking for friends, Sister Diane Bilotti and Brother

Donald Beckett and anyone else who remembers me.I was a cook at 910 Steiner St. before the fire. It be fantastic if I could