Him

he's so beautiful, I would die for him.
Everything he says, and everything he does, seems perfect to me.
The world walks around him and,
I'm dying to get in.
But the sign on his door says "do not disturb",
and my heart just breaks when I read those words.

I'm trying to think, of a word to describe him, 
but there are way to many that fit the blank.
What does he think? What does he know? What does he see?

everything
nothing
all roll into one.

i want to hold his hands,
kiss his lips
make love to him under the silver moon.
With every movement he makes,
my body turns numb
I'm scared of my thoughts,
and what i've become.

What does he wish for?
What are his dreams?
Is he everything he says..
or not quite what he seems?

Every yawn is a kiss,
and I need him again.
Its cold and its dark,
where should I begin?
I'm at the end of my rope,
...the fray in my string
My eyes have gone weak,
and I need him again.

My life is a waste, something I don't even know
My eyes are filled with tears that have
nowhere
to go.
How can I explain my feelings right now?
Everythings just begun,
and I want him right now.

Every thread of his sweater
all the shine in his hair, and i'd
give my 
whole life
just to get near.

A transfer of souls,
what else can I do?
my whole world's caved in,
and I don't have a clue.