Remains

i sit here looking at the remains.
the charred remains of a life,
that got taken away.

for no reason at all.

i weep here, covering my eyes.
the life that was lost,
was mine.

i can't bear to look.
the tears stream down my, 
dirty worn out face.

it was all your fault.
you told me to do it,
that horrible thing.

it was my fault too.
i said 'yes' when all i should've said,
was no.

the remains will be here,
always
to haunt me for the rest of my life.

it ruined everything.
all i loved, and all,
i liked.

i sit here looking at my remains.
the charred remains of my life,
that got pulled out from under me.

for a disgusting reason.