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Oh, Blasphemy.

Saturday, 24 January 2004

Sylvia Plath
Which Sylvia Plath Poem Am I?

by echoing

Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 2:00 AM EST
Updated: Thursday, 2 December 2004 2:01 AM EST
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FUCK!
fuck
your fuck.

What swear word are you?
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Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 1:41 AM EST
Updated: Thursday, 2 December 2004 4:27 PM EST
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Quizzes
I am 50% Goth

Oh My Goth! You Goth, Girl. There is a good chance I am bi. Freakiness pumps through my viens, but I can still laugh at myself.

Take the Goth Test at fuali.com I am 63% Evil Genius

Evil courses through my blood. Lies and deceit motivate my evil deeds. Crushing the weaklings and idiots that do nothing but interfere in my doings.

Take the Evil Genius Test at fuali.com

Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 1:03 AM EST
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Thursday, 22 January 2004

Holes in My Face

I'm getting my eyebrow pierced on Saturday. The appointment has been made. I'm getting a hoop with a hematite ball put in... hopefully it doesn't look tacky.

Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 12:59 AM EST
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Tuesday, 20 January 2004

Say it ain't so
deviresult
You're Devi! Bad people happen to you more than is
normal. You must live a cursed life.


What Johnny the Homicidal Maniac character are you?
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HASH(0x8928ab4)
You are Nailbunny. In the beginning you were a
bunny that Nny bought at a pet store, fed once,
then nailed to a wall. Later you become Nny's
inner voice of reason. You are the only one who
sees what is really going on with the doughboys
and how they were manipulating Nny.
Unfortunately Nny didn't take your advice until
it was too late, and he ended up killing
himself.

Famous quote "With your bone structure you
would look revolting as an obese person."


What "Johnny the Homicidal Maniac" Character Do You Most Resemble?
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Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 12:42 AM EST
Updated: Tuesday, 20 January 2004 1:29 AM EST
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Friday, 16 January 2004

Part of Me - Linkin Park
Part of me won?t go away.
Every day reminded how much I hated it.
Weighted against the consequences,
Can?t live without it so it?s senseless.
Wanna cut it out of my soul
and just live with a gaping hole.
Take control of my life
and wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place.
Hang my head low ?cause its part of me.
Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me.
Heard of me the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
and now I?m sick of this.
I can?t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity.
I?d rather not even be the the man that?s staring in the mirror through me.

Cut myself free willingly
stop just what?s killing me.
Cut myself free willingly
stop just what?s killing me.
Cut myself free willingly
stop just what?s killing me.
Cut myself free willingly
stop just what?s killing me.

I feel it everyday.
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside,
Swell up inside.
Swallowing me!

Freedom can be frightening if you?ve never felt it
Once it?s been dealt with you feel like you?ve been touched by something angelic
and then melted down into a pool of peace.
Cease to be the animal you used to be.
Removed the broken parts you know were wrong,
and feel the calm when the problems all gone,
and then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can?t let be.
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
take it to the depths at the bottom of the well
and now you know that you can chose to lose the part in your heart
where your insides bruise.
You can live if you?re willing to.
Put a stop to just what?s killing you.

Cut myself free willingly
stop just what?s killing me.
Cut myself free willingly
stop just what?s killing me.
Cut myself free willingly
stop just what?s killing me.
Cut myself free willingly
stop just what?s killing me.

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside,
Swallowing me

Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently
Alive in me, inside of me, this part of me won't go away part of me won't go away.
This part of me won't go away, (Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams
desperately silently.)
A part of me won't go away. (Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams
desperately silently.)

Everywhere I look around I see how everything ought to be.
Every time I see myself there's always something wrong with me.

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me
I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 3:31 AM EST
Updated: Sunday, 18 January 2004 9:03 PM EST
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Thursday, 15 January 2004

hey hey, lookie here!
When i kill myself i'll...
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Since you're such a "morbid" and "gothic" person, it probably would be most ideal to slit your wrists. Just think of the expression of your loved ones faces when they find you snow white in a deep red bath of your own blood. A suicide note carved into yourself would also be a cool addition, but hey its your body ... oh and don't forget to give your soul to Satan, I'm pretty sure he has dibs anyway.

Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 5:13 PM EST
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Tuesday, 13 January 2004

ah, yes

"I feel very old sometimes...I carry on and would not like
to die before having emptied a few more buckets of shit on
the heads of my fellow men."


--Gustave Flaubert (1821-1880), author of MADAME BOVARY

Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 3:41 AM EST
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16 things to do in a bathroom stall
1. Stick your palm open under the stall wall and ask your neighbor, "May I borrow a highlighter?"

2. Say "Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't put my lips on that!!!

3. Cheer and clap loudly everytime somebody breaks the silience with bodily function noise.

4. Say, "Hmmm, I've never seen that color before."

5. Drop a marble and say, "Oh s***!! My glass eye!!"

6. Say "D***, this water is cold."

7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantelope into the toliet bowl from a high place and sigh relaxingly.

8. Say, "Now how did that get there?"

9. Fill up a large flask with Mountian Dew. Squirt iterratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling,"Whoa! Easy boy!!"

10. Say," Interesting....more sinkers than floaters"

11. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad oftoliet paper and drop under the stall wall of your neighbor.Then say, "Whoops, could you kick that back over here, please?

12. Say, "Boy, that sure looks like a maggot"

13. Say, "D***, I knew that drain hole was a little too small. Now what am I gonna do?"

14. Play a well known song on your butt cheeks over and over again.

15. Lower a small mirror underneath the stall wall and adjust it so you can see your neighbor and say,"Peek-a-boo!"

16. Drop a D-cup bra on the floor under the stall wall and sing "Born Free"

Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 3:36 AM EST
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Money...

It can buy a House, but not a Home


It can buy a Bed, but not Sleep


It can buy a Clock, but not Time


It can buy you Status, But not Respect


It can buy you Medicine, but not Health


It can buy you Blood, but not Life


It can buy you Sex, but not Love


So you see money isn't everything -- and it often causes much pain and suffering. I tell you this because I am your Friend; and, as your Friend, I
want to take away your pain and suffering.


Send me all your money today and I will suffer for you (Cash only, please.).

Posted by hi/gabrie2 at 3:02 AM EST
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