I've never really put one of these up before, but I had a conscience attack, plus people wanted to know about me and this site. So I decided to. So there! *smiling*
*LOL* Okay, so for those of you who wanted to know about this site and me, here you go. *shaking my head* Though I have no idea why you would want to...
I am 20, and yes, I am a female, and I was home-schooled for my high school years. And of course I am disturbed! Why do you think I was home-schooled in the first place?!
*sigh* Now onto the main reason for this, the disclaimer slash explainer.
This site was made for fiction with the harsh twist of reality. That's why it is called "Black 'N' White Fan-Fic." The "Black 'N' White" symbolizing reality, and fan-fic because it is fiction... and I am a fan. (duuuuh?)
I wanted to prove to people that the entire world and it's occupants are not happy go-lucky and full of joy 24/7. Because life is not like that. There are child-abusers, and kids getting shot by their siblings on accident. There are suicide attempts, and drug users. There are teen-aged parents, and abortionists, and teens with eating disorders! This is life people!
And I know that some may think that it's wrong for me to use Hanson in my stories as I do, but I don't do it out of my opinion or how I think they are or will become. I simply use them because they are easier to relate to in my opinion. Think about it, could you really relate to Steven Tyler from Aerosmith, who's over fifty years old? Or could you relate to Hanson, who's more close to your age era? *cough cough* Same decade?
Now that that is out of the way, let's go onto the topic of influences. Hanson influences me, which doesn't mean though, that I or my stories should really influence you. If you get the meaning of a story, and become aware that those things, like that, do happen, then I did my part. That is all that I should influence.
If someone chose to use ipecac because I had Taylor Hanson using it, well... I don't want to hear about that happening. It's wrong, and it can and will destroy your body. Especially by screwing up your vocal box, and basically making you a mute. The same thing goes for Zac doing a line of coke, or Isaac trying to commit suicide....
Just please do not try what is written in my stories! Many of them are extremely dangerous to your health!
All that I'm trying to do is give some fans a sneak peak of what that "outside world" is like through my writing. I've seen it, I've been through some of it, and I don't like it. I wasn't prepared for the hatred that this world holds. For the judging that it does!
And I'm sorry if some of you can't handle what I write. Or that you refuse to believe that what I write does have a hint of truth to it. That you prefer your glass bubble world where no harm causes pain.
Indeed, you may find it ironic, but sometimes I will envy you for it. Sometimes I wish I could go back being my naïve thirteen-year-old self. But I would not trade you places. Because I will not allow myself fall again like that ever again.
*L* Also! Please, I do not know Hanson. Not personally anyway. I've seen them on TV, on video's, and on the web. I have only recently been to a concert of theirs. I do not live in Tulsa, OK. I am not their neighbor. I did not homeschool with them. I am not a distant cousin or of any close relation to them. So please, do not e-mail me asking if I know them, for I really truly do not. I also do not wish to meet them. Simply because in my mind they are the highest on my pedastool. And there I wish they remain.
Thank you for letting me waste your time.
