There's only one thing worse than being alone and lonely. It's being lonely and with the wrong person.

Being in a crowded room makes me feel the loneliest. I'll turn to the person next to me, thinking that it's her standing there. I waited so long for my one true love. Whenever I complain about not having it my mother sits back, gives a small laugh, and says, "Honey, you're only fourteen. Give it some time, would ya?"

I dunno, maybe it's just me, but I wouldn't really mind having someone now. Maybe my mind is older than my age?

I absolutely envy Romeo and Juliet; well not really the whole dying bit, but having the love that's worth dying for. Sometimes I wonder if I'm not reading enough into it, or maybe I'm just setting my hopes up too high.

Every time I walk into a room, save a bathroom, I hope to see some girl and fall head over heels in love with her. To feel that unmistakable spark in your veins, that jolt of lightning in your heart, and that tingly feeling rushing all through-out your body. Love at first sight must really be a grand thing. The pureness and knowledge of just knowing that that is the person you want to spend the rest of your life with… it just blows my mind and fills my heart with new aspirations.

I know that loving someone must take time. But I also know, I'd be willing to spend the rest of my life finding out every little detail of the one I loved. And the best part is, it would take me a lifetime to figure her out.

The thought of having someone at your side forever is ambrosia to me. A sweet gift from the Gods that so few get. To be able to stare deep into someone's eyes and forget about everyone and everything else. That is heaven on earth.

I would kill to make vulnerability the safest emotion for the one I love, just so that she wouldn't be scared of being hurt. I would rather die myself, than to inflict any kind of pain on the one.

To be able to have a conversation with someone, hang on their every word and just enjoy their company is amazing to me. Though I want to share so much more… the sharing of opinions and emotions is greater… but I want to share my heart and soul as well. Not just my mind and beliefs.

But I guess it's true in what they say, we all want what we can't have. And maybe, I'll never have my Mrs. Zachary Walker Hanson.

Being lonely and with the wrong person is the worst thing to be, but being alone and lonely comes pretty damn close.