*wednesday, january 24
Think about the expression "wouldn't be caught dead" for a second. I know this is totally retarded, but isn't that a little eerie? Imagine finding a corpse doing something the original owner of that body would never do. Heh, freaky, eh? I guess that's just the way ghosts are. Speaking of ghosts, I think the ghosts in my hallway went away for a while... but now they're back. Seriously, everywhere I go now is really really creepy. I can hardly do the laundry in the other room without expecting something surprising to happen. I think I'm cracking up. Am I just paranoid, or am I stoned? The covers of the two books I'm reading now aren't helping. One is The Subtle Knife by Philip Pullman, and the other is Brave New World by Aldous Huxley. I assume everyone knows what the cover of the newer edition of BNW looks like... That green face that looks kinda like a skull and closely resembles ULTIMATE HORROR in dim light... Once again, maybe it's just me going crazy. Seriously, has this entry not been all about things that scare me?
Speaking of things that scare me (ah.) [that wasn't a scream, it was a noise of recognition (?)], I went to this ISE meeting yesterday, and now I'm actually excited to go to France. The chick who talked about her exchange was so good... At everything. She had beautiful hips. And she was really perky. Perhaps someone I'm not- I seriously stuck out at that meeting, I thought maybe I'm too much of a slacker to be doing this. Not to mention for the crowd there, my pants weren't tight enough. And I remember to this day when they laughed at me in Poland... They said my pants were like the farmer's daughter (whatever that means.... rough translation?). Then again, the boy who said that was wearing skin tight flared cords. Hmmm. I'm pretty sure I had something important to say right here. It either had to do with the way my window always shakes when a plane goes by, Aldous Huxley, ani difranco, or maybe me. The point is, what IS the deal with leather jackets, anyway?
~check ya later
