this life, this enemy inside
this alien, intruding quietly
that my frightened heart
loves with a high hatred
for being so real and
for being so out of reach.
you make me sick
when i wake up slow and tired
and the blue light in the window
screams a reminder that
i am still alive, but so are you.
on fall one tiny slip
so brief just five minutes
and my glass unicorn has
last her horn completely broken
my last fortress fallen
her streets shifting deserted
and you- in its place
you- planted festering leeching
growing strong in the hollow houses
where light and struggling hope lived
you are sapping my strength
you are killing me slowly
you are cutting my last thread
you are foreign inside me
and i will kill you to keep my sanity.
