"Jord, No... Please, don't!" I backed up against the desk. "Please, you don't want this!" I pleaded with him, fear making me break into a cold sweat. I used to trust him, he was my friend. I also knew how strong he was. I looked frantically around me, searching for something to protect myself with, but found nothing.
Jord didn't listen to me, he only kept coming towards me, with hatred in his eyes. "You will listen to me now, Cass. I love you, you know that. I know that you want me too, I can tell. I was waiting for the perfect time, and this is it. Look at that monitor, Cass, tell me what you see." he pointed towards the row of screens, with only one on.
It was focused on the stage, and I could see AJ and the rest of the guys messing around with each other, practicing for tonight. "You wanna know what I see? I see a person that I am falling in love with, and that would protect me from people like you. I see your job, and your respect as a person. I see a person that could ruin your life... Please Jord, you don't want that to happen, do you?" It was my last chance to talk any sense into him, but I knew that it wouldn't work by the look on his face.
"You think you can convince me to not have you? Here you are, alone, with me. Summer knows that you have a crush on me, she knows you want me. Why would anyone believe your lies, that you don't want me too?" He asked me, getting closer.
I darted around the table, putting space between us, and making him even angrier.
"Do you think that you can get away from me?" he asked, snarling at me as he slid over the table. I screamed, loudly. My only chance was to be heard outside, by anyone.
He landed on me, pushing me to the ground. I screamed louder, it was the only thing that was keeping me sane. I fought like a trapped cat, clawing and biting him. He was stronger than I was, and soon had my arms pinned to the ground. All of my defense training flew out the window in my panic, and I had no clue what to do.
"Now, don't make me mad, Cass, you don't want me mad..." he coaxed, trying ti get me to calm down.
There was no way that I would calm down, I was fighting for myself respect, and that was one thing that I would not give up on. I gained a few senses, and simultaneously screamed as loud as I could and struggled to knee Jord hard in the groin. He doubled up in pain.
"Bitch!" he yelled, on the floor. I attempted to scramble to my feet, but he grabbed me by my hair and pulled me back down. He straddled me and slapped me hard across my face, drawing blood from my lip. "I didn't want to hurt you..." he whispered sinisterly as he hit me once again.
My will to fight was giving out quickly, as I knew that he was much stronger than I was, and that I could not get up. I started seeing spots in my eyes, and tasted the blood in my mouth, as he hit me once more. I held back a sob. "Please, Jord, no...." I begged one last time.
"I already said NO!" he yelled. "I know you want me, you little bitch!" yelled, as he ripped my shirt open. I sobbed one last time as he groped my chest roughly. His eyes were filled with hatred, and I could see my pitiful reflection in them. "No one else will ever want you now, you slut!" he whispered sinisterly in my ear as he unzipped my pants.
God, Jord... no...." I sobbed, tears rolling down my face. I made one more attempt to wiggle out of his grasp, but he punched my in the stomach and again in the eye, making me dizzy. I moaned in pain, gasping for air.
He pulled my underwear to my knees roughly, and unzipped his own pants. I cried silently, praying for it all to go away. As he brutalized my body, I looked away to distance myself from the pain. My glance fell upon the monitor, where AJ was siting on the edge of the stage taking a drink. He was talking to Summer, and she pointed in the direction of the security booth. AJ smiled and jumped down from the stage and began to walk in our direction. "Oh, God..." I cried.
Jord looked at me as he zipped up his pants, finished with the soulless shell that was left of me. "Was it good for you too?" He asked satanically, as he stood up, kicking me once more in the side. I rolled over and sobbed, curling my aching body up into a ball. I cried in agony as I heard a knocking on the door. The doorknob rattled and there was a strong pounding on the door. Jord glanced my way. "Shut up and tell no one... if you don't want this to happen again." he said, straightening his shirt.
He opened the door, and I could hear AJ from behind it ask for me. "No, man, haven't seen her..." Jord said as he closed the door behind him. I gasped in pain as I lifted my foot and kicked the wall as hard as I could, with the little strength I had left in me.
"What was that?" I heard AJ ask.
Jord laughed. "I think you're hearing things now, man." he dismissed me, and I heard the door click closed. I screamed at the top of my lungs, praying that someone would hear me. I didn't really want AJ to see me like this, but he was better than no one. He must have heard ne through the soundproof walls, because the door opened a crack again.
I cried out for him when I saw him enter the room and passed out as my will to stay awake relaxed at the sight of him. The last thing I remember is his voice, pained and confused, calling my name.
