The walk to
Your house
As I walked from your house I cried.
When I told you that I wanted you to tell me the truth,
I lied.
I'm a good man, is what you tell me. So
why am I not a good enough man.
Is what I fail to understand.
As I turned the corner the tears just began to flow.
Because although I turned and walked away,
in my heart I will never let you go.
Why can't my name be James, Ahemd, or some guy from Jamaica,
Instead I'm just plain old Marquis,
the person of whom you think of in the lest.
As I crossed the street my heart sank.
All the hope all the happiness,
just turned disgusting and badly ranked.
I don't feel same,
I only see us as friends
The words are driving me insane.
As the train passed me by
I wish like hell it would rain
to hide my cry.
What's wrong with me?
If you love me, why can't
togther can we be?
I love you
But i'm still not one of two.
As long as u get what you want
what does it matter to u,
if you use my love for you to taunt?
As I near home
the tears start to overflow, but never run
I wish the pain would go away, but that
won't happen until Kingdom come.
What have I done to be worthy of such pain?
You telling me that You
can't be with me is driving me insane.
As much as I would give to be with you
I would give just that much more to stop the pain
A fresh killin is on your reward, look at your knife
still drippin'
My heart is Able while you are Cain
As I walk into my apartment
I finally break down and whimper
knowing that your love was heaven sent
but this pain makes me
hell bent
I go to bed
still with words smimmin visions of
you in head
I drift to sleep
my dream...
The walk to your house.
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