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I Thought She Knew

Disclaimer: Wow. I'm actually releasing a Rocketshippy fic... Well, Pokemon belongs to Nintendo and 4Kids Entertainment, and the song I Thought She Knew belongs to N'SYNC and their record company...

She was my once in a lifetime,
Happy ending come true...

I only had once chance, and I blew it. Even worse, I'd had her for more than ten years, and I never told her.

I guess I should have told her,
I thought she knew...

Wasn't it obvious that I loved her? She should've known, all the times I had let something slip...

She said I took her for granted,
That's the last thing I would do...

I would never love her less for anything she's done for me. She simply snapped one day, and left. And it was all my fault...

I'll never understand it,
I thought she knew...

I don't know what I did to make her so mad, but I'd do anything to take it back and make it better again.

I thought she knew my world revolved around her,
My love light burned for her alone...

My entire life was focused on Jessie. We've almost never been apart, and all that time I thought she knew...

But she couldn't see the flame, only myself to blame,
I should've known, I should've known...

Jessie never saw my true feelings for her. I think we both sensed it, but never wanted to admit it.

A heart full of words left unspoken,
Now that we're through...

Now where is she? Married. She got married four years back, when we were twenty. To a guy named Luke.

I tell my soul to have this silence broken,
I thought she knew, I thought she knew...

Sure, I went to the ceremony. I could've tried to stop her when the priest asked the question. But no. For once I had to keep my mouth shut.

I thought she knew my world revolved around her,
My love light burned for her alone.

Jessie and I are still really close, best friends. But it's different now. We don't have that certain empathy for each other anymore.

But she didn't see the flame, only myself to blame,
I should have known, I should've known...

And I can tell she doesn't love him, it's more of a marriage for money. And she told me not to marry Jessibell...

She was my once in a lifetime,
Happy ending come true...

And I'll never have anyone like her, never again. She was my only chance at true love, and I lost her.

I guess I should have told her,
I thought she knew...

And I bet you if I had just told her once, things would all be different.