Yraid Raed
"Holding on to anger is like
grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone
else; you are the one who gets burned." - Budda
Bet it's true 'n i'm severely burned, so much i hate myself that
i'd throw myself to the wall... ... ... ... ...
Nov 1st (Fri) Another F'd-up
Morning to Mourn For
Was abt to throw myself to the wall... get me outa this livin
HELL!!!!!!! KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!!! All i want's just
some nice sleep so GET A LIFE BUGGERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nov 2nd (Sat) ¦hÁ¤j®a... ¦nºu°Ê©O!!
´X¥G©Ò¦³St. Cath¤H³£¨ì»ô, ¥ò¦¬¨ì¯S¤j¿¼¿¼&¤p¦N¦N(¨M©wo¥ªn±a¤p¦N¦N¦PSuper Nick¥h¦hÛ¦h³µU!)!
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Nov 3rd (Sun) ¦hÁ¤j®a!!
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Michelle, ¯u«YQ! ¦nlu, ¤µ¦~¦¬³To°Ç, ¥ò¦³d¤H¥¼¼v,
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Nov 4th (Mon)
Dr. BerryÆgµUµed°¨õa¦nè°, «¢«¢«¢!
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skills, ©ÎªÌµU·|«Y¤@Óartist!
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Nov 5th (Tue) ÀW¼³...
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Nov 6th (Wed) ¦³¶º¶}!
Dr. Berryø±o¶¢´Nø¦nÅÍmake-up
class°Õ, ªð¾Ç¨Ó¦^n¦¨¤TÓÄÁ, ¤T¤Q¤ÀÄÁ´N¸¨°ó, ¦³ÉNçܹLµUo¬J·P¨ü??
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HallÀ°¨ÈªÛµN¶º¹, ¨ä¹êµU³£ok«lo¬[Ø{!! ²×©ógot
back the deposit! Yeah!!
Nov 7th (Thu) BLESSED! ·P¿E!!
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Nov 8th (Fri) ¦ºo¥ª...
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Nov 9th (Sat) Tis the day...
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Nov 10th (Sun) ~ Dec 22nd (Sun)
Toronto, Ontario
Too much to tell. Got to know and meet too many friends, teachers
and students. instructors Bev, Vicky, Andrea, my host family
Linda, Bob, Amber & Ryan, Emily the practicum partner, Ms
Victoria Forbes the host teacher. Too sick. Too much snow. Too
many Christmas pressies. Too sad to say goodbye... Too much to
remember... and at last... my first A @ IEd... hee hee hee...
Dec 22nd (Sun) ~ Jan 4th (Sat)
Victoria, BC
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Jan 5th (Sun) ¨ÌµM°¨õa
Arrived at about 8am. ¤@¦p¥H©¹, ¤ß±¡½ÆÂø...
Jan 6th (Mon) School...
Woke up every once an hour starting fr 3am... fr 8:30am lesson to
9:20pm after Girl Guide training, didn't even know what my name
is! The dang blow dryer broke down when i needed it the most,
drove me nuts. Passed out on the bed with soaking wet hair... bad
mood
Jan 7th (Tue) No Phone No Mood
8:30am class again, a walking zombie in bad bad mood... never
felt so regret to come home, wish i were somewhere else...
Jan 8th (Wed) Bounce Back
45mins late for FE seminar, wise act! Didn't care honestly!
Feeling slightly better... but guilty for blamin the wrong person
for all the troubles...
Jan 9th (Thu) "It all depends
how you look at it!"
Realised stupid ME threw the grant loan notification stuff away.
Got GS assignment fr ¦¶©j, À°µU°µ¥\½ÒµL¤H¤u¥ò°eo¥ª±øAngel
necklace¹LµU, »{¯u¹L·Nø¥h... Yay! Got the cell hook back up for
answerin yur calls! Bought Christina Aguilera (good pick!! "I'm so
beautiful no matter what they say words can't bring me down so
don't you bring me down today..."), Robbie Williams & Avril Lavigne but
didn't get Alanis' yet, outta stock.
Jan 10th (Fri) ¦¬¤ß¾i©Ê?
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Jan 11 (Sat) ¤£ÀÙ... ÃiµUª¦ø¤W¾ð!
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