Stuck in Holland
Mood:  not sure
Topic: House & Garden Philosophy
So now our German friends cancelled their plans. No need for me to organise a last-minute farewell party I guess. I cannot leave the country until the house is taken care of - financially that is. It’s hard though to adapt to the thought of having to spend some more time in this country. In my mind I was already letting go of the lousy weather here and looking forward to my brand-new start in KL. Talking about letting go, it’s amazing how difficult it can be to let go of your feelings for that special one. Even when you know that it doesn’t have a future and very well never might have something of a future either, it still keeps your mind occupied on-and-on. Thinking about what if’s and what-when-we-would-have’s doesn‘t change a single thing about the situation though. Haha, if I would have known in advance even the slightest thing about what would all happen, I sure as hell would have handled things differently.