| It has been a long time from my last blog....nearly two months......
In these two months, many things had happened, and I'm not going to list all of them out....
In these two weeks, I quarreled with her for several times, just for some tiny stuffs....
I feel exhausted when dealing with the problems between us, though she will not know....
She often blames me that I don't care about her feeling, even when I was located under the ground state line and sticked with the proton.....
I do my best to please her, yet she did not satisfy....
I know that I have a bad temper, and my words are pretty aggressive sometimes.....
But I have really do my best to keep patience to her misbehaviour.....
For more than one time, I would like to back into single....
But she cried and begged me not to separate, my heart was melted...
However, not this time....
I have already made sure one thing, that is, we are not suitable for each other,
and I would set her free to let her find a more suitable guy...
For me, I better concentrate on my studies...
During these few days, to be honested, I was very moody.
As I don't want anyone knows my feeling, I continued to show my smile in front of the others....
But fire cannot be covered by a piece of paper, someone realized that I'm not behave as usual.....
As a result, I was forced to talk with her for three hours....until 3am on wednesday's morning...
Although she made me feel extremely tired and I was not energetic enough to concentrate on my studies, she helped me to find myself back....
I would like to say thank you to you, Siu Wing~ hope you can see it~ |
