1994 was a
low year for Tupac. Late on in the year, he was accused and
convicted of sexual assault by a young woman he had met only days before
in New York. Tupac was sentenced to four and a half years in
prison. He served 11 months before he was bailed out by Suge
Knight. Here is a (edited) copy of an interview in VIBE Magazine,
with Tupac detailing the event. Warning - this interview contains
sexually explicit language.
Can we talk about the
rape case at all?
Okay. Nigel and Trevor took me to Nell's. When we
got there, I was immediately impressed, because it was different than any
club I'd been in. It wasn't crowded, there was lots of space, there were
beautiful women there. I was meeting Ronnie Lott from the New York Jets
and Derrick Coleman from the Nets. They were coming up to me, like,
"Pac, we're proud of you." I felt so tall that night, because
they were people's heroes and they saying I was their hero. I felt above
and beyond, like I was glowing.
Somebody introduced me to this girl. And the only thing I noticed about
her: She had a big chest. But she was not attractive; she looked dumpy,
like. Money came to me and said, "This girl wants to do more than
meet you." I already knew what that meant: She wanted to f*ck. I just
left them and went to the dance floor by myself. They were playing some
Jamaican music, and I'm just grooving.
Then this girl came out and started dancing-and the shit that was weird,
she didn't even come to me face-first, she came a**-first. So I'm dancing
to this reggae music; you know how sensuous that is. She's touching my
dick, she's touching my balls, she opened my zipper, she put her hands on
me. There's a little dark part in Nell's, and I see people over there
making out already, so she starts pushing me this way. I know what time it
is.
We go over in the corner. She's touching me. I lift up my shirt while I'm
dancing, showing off my tattoos and everything. She starts kissing my
stomach, kissing my chest, licking me and shit. She's going down, and I'm,
like, Oh shit. She pulled my dick out; she started sucking my dick on the
dance floor. That shit turned me on. I wasn't thinking, like, This is
going to be a rape case. I'm thinking, like, This is going to be a good
night. You know what I'm saying?
Soon as she finished that-just enough to get me solid, rock-hard-we got
off the dance floor. I told Nigel, "I've got to get out of here. I'm
about to take her to the hotel. I'll see you all later." Nigel was,
like, "No, no, no. I'm going to take you back." We drive to the
hotel. We go upstairs and have sex, real quick. As soon as I came, that
was it. I was tired, I was drunk, I knew I had to get up early in the
morning, so I was, like, "What are you going to do? You can spend the
night or you can leave." She left me her number, and everything was
cool. Nigel was spending the night in my room all these nights. When he
found out she sucked my dick on the floor and we had sex, he and Trevor
were livid! Trevor is a big freak; he was going crazy. All he kept asking
me was, "D-d-did you f*ck in the a**?" He was listening to every
single detail. I thought, This is just some guy shit, it's all good.
What happened on the night of the alleged rape?
We had a show to do in New Jersey at Club 88. This
dude said, "I'll be there with a limo to pick you up at
midnight." We went shopping, we got dressed up, we were all ready.
Nigel was saying, "Why don't you give her a call?" So we were
all sitting in the hotel, drinking. I'm waiting for the show, and Nigel's,
like, "I called her. I mean, she called me, and she's on her
way." But I wasn't thinking about her no second time. We were
watching TV when the phone rings, and she's downstairs. Nigel gave
Man-man, my manager, some money to pay for the cab, and I was, like,
"Let that b*tch pay for her own cab." She came upstairs looking
all nice, dressed all provocative and shit, like she was ready for a prom
date.
So we're all sitting there talking, and she's making me uncomfortable,
because instead of sitting with Nigel and them, she's sitting on the arm
of my chair. And Nigel and Trevor are looking at her like a chicken, like
she's, like, food. It's a real uncomfortable situation. So I'm thinking,
Okay, I'm going to take her to the room and get a massage. I'm thinking
about being with her that night at Nell's. So we get in the room, I'm
laying on my stomach, she's massaging my back. I turn around. She starts
massaging my front. This lasted for about a half an hour. In between, we
would stop and kiss each other. I'm thinking she's about to give me
another blow job. But before she could do that, some ni**as came in, and I
froze up more than she froze up. If she would have said anything, I would
have said, "Hold on, let me finish." But I can't say nothing,
because she's not saying nothing. How do I look saying, "Hold
on"? That would be like I'm making her my girl.
So they came and they started touching her a**. They going, "Oooh,
she's got a nice a**." Nigel isn't touching her, but I can hear his
voice leading it, like, "Put her panties down, put her pantyhose
down." I just got up and walked out the room.
When I went to the other suite, Man-man told me that Talibah, my publicist
at the time, had been there for a while and was waiting in the bedroom of
that suite. I went to see Talibah and we talked about what she had been
doing during the day, then I went and laid down on the couch and went to
sleep. When I woke up, Nigel was standing over me going, "Pac,
Pac," and all the lights was on in both rooms. The whole mood had
changed, you know what I'm saying? I felt like I was drugged. I didn't
know how much time had passed. So when I woke up, it was, like,
"You're going to the police, you're going to the police." Nigel
walks out the room, comes back with the girl. Her clothes is on; ain't
nothing tore. She just upset, crying hysterically. "Why you let them
do this to me?" She's not making sense. "I came to see you. You
let them do this to me." I'm, like, "I don't got time for this
shit right here. You got to chill out with that shit. Stop yelling at me
and looking at me all crazy." She said, "This not the last time
you're going to hear from me," and slammed the door. And Nigel goes,
"Don't worry about it, Pac, don't worry. I'll handle it. She just
tripping." I asked him what happened, and he was, like, "Too
many ni**as." You know, I ain't even tripping no more, you know? ni**as
start going downstairs, but nobody was coming back upstairs. I'm sitting
upstairs smoking weed, like, Where the f*ck is everybody at? Then I get a
call from Talibah from the lobby saying, "The police is down
here."
And that's what landed you in jail. But you're saying that you never did
anything?
Never did nothing. Only thing I saw was all three of them in there and
that ni**a talking about how fat her a** was. I got up, because the ni**a
sounded sick. I don't know if she's with these ni**as, or if she's mad at
me for not protecting her. But I know I feel ashamed-because I wanted to
be accepted and because I didn't want no harm done to me-I didn't say
nothing.
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