BitterSweet Thougts 10.08.03
Sweet is the thought of saying hello
Bitter is the thought of saying goodbye
Sweet is the thought of seeing your face
Bitter is the thought of losing your smile
Sweet is the thought of hugging you
Bitter is the thought of not having your touch
Sweet is the thought of talking to you
Bitter is the thought of missing you so much
Sweet is the thought of being with you
Bitter is the thought of knowing you must leave
Sweet is the thought of me loving you
Bitter is the thought of you loving her, not me
Always and Forever 10.08.03
Always and forever I'll think of what could've been
I'll dream of a love so strong
Forever and always I will hate myself
For making him wait too long
Forever and always I'll constantly cry these tears
As I sit in my room alone
Always and forever I will stay single
With nothing or no one to call my own
Always and forever I'll sing a sad love song
And be surrounded in stormy weather
Forever and always I will be lonely
Because he loves her always and forever
The Dream Of You 9.20.03
You will never know that I pray for you each night
You will never know these words that I write
You will never know the love I have tucked inside
Nor the secret emotions that I hide
You will never see how I fight for you each day
You will never see that I really don't feel okay
You will never see the dreary look on my face
Nor these endless tears that I waste
We will never share the light of tomorrow
We will never share our pain or sorrow
We will never share sweet conversations on the phone
Nor a tender kiss when we're alone
We will never feel each other's soft skin
We will never feel an incandescent fire burning within
We will never feel a passion that's so amazing
Nor and embrace so breathtaking
I will never get to hold your hand
I will never get to walk with you through the sand
I will never get my one more chance
Nor my one last enchanting dance
I will never have a place to come home to
I will never have loving arms to fall into
I will never have my fantasies come true
Nor my favorite dream, the dream of you
All I want is to see your face again
Even if it's just for a brief second
All I want is to hear your voice again
Even if it's not me you're speaking to
All I want is to know you're thinking of me
Even if it's not the same way I think about you
All I want is to tell you I love you
Even if it's not me you're wishing for
All I want is to feel your skin touching mine
Even if it's just a tap on the shoulder
And all I want is to dance with you once more
Even if it's just in my dreams
