I SET YOU FREE
Our Paths seemed crossed together right from the very start
WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME
When tomorrow starts without me and i’m not there to see
GODS PRECIOUS GIFT
Of all Gods precios gifts to me
WITHOUT YOU
I can see no hope
PART OF ME
You never said i’m leaving
IN MY HEART FOREVER
I have exhausted myself
SWEET REMEMBRANCE
Just a thought of sweet remembrance
FATHERS DAY
A kiss to you on father’s day a hug from me to you
SO GOODBYE
There's a silence, slowly breaking
I’M FREE
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
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We are thousands of miles apart
We can talk, But not see..
But this has gone to far, for you and me...
Alone in my darkness I cry for you
It is tearing me apart...
Because I know with all my Heart
This Love I feel can't become the reality of what I want it to be..
Your a name, not a face, yet you are always on my mind..
And through the miles...
I feel you inside..
We can only wish alot of things...to hold..to feel...deep breathe..
But we both know this can't be.....
Sometimes I wish that I could be right there by your side...
To be near its life and meaning...
We are old souls you and me..
So broken and alone I cry, never to let anyone know my feelings inside...
When you call my name in your mumblings..
I will always be there in spirit for you
I want you to always remember this my Friend...My Love..My Babe
I will always treasure our memories...always..
I have found a star in the sky and I know it is you
And when I look up and it is shining bright..
I will always think of you as I say Goodbye
I will never forget you in all my Lifetime
I set you free...
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today
While thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say
I know how much you love me, as much as i love you
And each time that you think of me i know you’ll miss me to
But when tomorrow starts without me try to understand
That an angel came and called me and took me by the hand
And said my place was ready in heaven far above
And that i’d have to leave behind all those i dearly love
But as i turned to walk awaw a tear fell from my eye
I knew in my heart that i didn’t want to die
I had so much to live for, so much yet to do
It almost seemed impossible that i was leaving you
If i could relive yesterday just even for awhile
I’d say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile
But then i finally realized that this could never be
For emptyness and memories would take the place of me
And when i thought of worldly things i might miss come tomorrow
I thought of you and when i did my heart was filled with sorrow
But when i walked through heavens gates i felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me from his great golden throne
So when tomorrow starts without me don’t think we’re far apart
For every time you think of me i’m right here in your heart
There’s one my eyes no longer see
His memory lives within my heart
Even though we’re worlds apart
My thoughts return so many times
To days when life was so sublime
I had it all my world complete
Now shattered lives lay at my feet
Who’d have thought the loss of one so dear
Could change the paths of those left here
For only one who’s loved so much
Can leave behind his gentle touch
His spirit soars the heavens above
And carries all our worldly love
My greatest wish, that i may someday be
Beside Allan... Gods precious gift to me
I can see no light
I can feel no warmth
I can live no life
Without you the stars are just not as bright
I can not let go
I can not forget
I can not go hide
I can not run away
Without you i have no one else to turn to
I think of you all day
I dream of you all night
I only want to be with you
I wish you were by my side
Without you i’ve lost all faith in love
I have nothing more to say
I just want to love you
Every passing day
Without you i am nothing more than a body without a soul
Because without you there is no more meaning to the rest of my life
You never said goodbye
You were gone before i knew it
And only God knew why
If tears could build a staircase
And heartache build a lane
I’d walk the path to heaven
And bring you back again
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same
But as God calls us one by one
The chain will link again
A million times i needed you
A million times i cried
If love alone could have saved you
You never would have died
In life i loved you dearly
In death i love you still
And in my heart you hold a place
That no one will ever fill
It broke my heart to lose you
But you didn’t go alone
For part of me went with you
The day God called you home
And every realm of possibility
Looking for an answer
Trying to find a reason
Needing it to make sense
You were such a fighter all the way
You made your mum throw up
Almost everyday
You wiggled alot when i poked you
You even kicked me a time or two
Your eyes would have been blue
Your skin fair
And you would’ve had beautiful blonde hair
Oh God- why can’t you make his heart beat
That was the saddest day of my life
And the answers i will never know
‘Cause i had to say goodbye to you
And i never even said hello...
I held you in my arms for a mere second
But i’ll carry you in my heart forever
Just a memory sad and true,
Just the love and sweet devotion
Of one who thinks of you.
May the winds of love blow softly
And whisper so you'll hear,
I will always love and miss you
And wish that you were here.
The world may change from year to year
And friends from day to day,
But never will the one I love
From memory pass away.
God saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb,
So He closed your weary eyelids
And whispered "Peace be thine."
You're not forgotten, Allan, dear
Nor ever shall you be,
As long as life and memory last
I shall remember thee.
The blow was great, the shock severe,
I never thought your death was near,
Only those who have lost can tell
The sorrow of parting without farewell.
Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps him near.
O happy hours i once enjoyed
How sweet their memory still,
But death has left a loneliness
The world can never fill.
The rolling stream of life goes on
But still the empty place
Reminds me of the face,
Of one who will never be here.
I think of you in silence,
No eyes can see me weep;
But still within my aching heart
His memory i keep.
Someday i hope to meet you,
Someday, i know not when,
We shall meet in a better land
And never part again.
O how patient in thy suffering
When no hand could give thee ease
God, the helper of the helpless
Saw thy pain and gave thee peace.
I have lost my son.
A life linked with my own,
And day by day I miss him more,
But I walk on.
I have only a memory, dear son.
To keep my whole life through
But the sweetness will linger forever
As I treasure the image of you.
I know that you are sad sometimes, i know that you are blue
Please wipe away that tear and put on a happy face
For i’m with God in heaven now, and Oh dad it’s a wonderful place
God gave me wings so i could fly, they are white with a hint of blue
I’m a big boy daddy with these wings of mine, they carry me down to visit you
I come to tuck you in at night, as you wanted to do with me
I hear your prayers and kiss your cheek and then i watch you dream
Before i leave you and go back home i look at you and sigh
And as i fly back up to heaven i sing you a lullabye
A kiss to you on father's day , a hug from me to you
I love you daddy please don’t cry , you’ll get to hold soon.
Burning through my soul
There's a fire, distantly raging
Longing for this part of me - kept unwhole
If I look back,
Will I see the reflections of my life disappear
Fading slowly,
through the echos of my longing fear
How can I face this world without you
You left me too soon
Take away the pain, take away the nights
take away the fear
I feel inside
i never had the chance to say goodbye
Can't you see me down on my knees
I know you hear me calling Through each sullen tear,
I'm yearning For the chance - to feel you again
Where do we go to forget When every dream dies at dawn
Within ths lesson, I've learned regret
And the meaning between weak and strong
If ther is reason
Within these clouds of grey
Guide me to the truth
To a path I cannot stray
How can I find my world without you
With only traces of memory
I remember a life with no pain,
when the nights were good
The only fear i had inside , is now understood
Frozen in a corner, the darkness closing around
Lit by one candle, my tears flowing down
I hear a whisper, riding on the wind
Was it you calling?
God, please - let this end
How long before pain closes the door
It's too much to bear for this life I adore
No one hears my screams anymore
They only fade into the wind, and forever go unheard
I never had the chance to say goodbye
Desperate and lonely, crying for mercy
I know you must hear these words,
I'm calling Through each painful tear,
I am yearning For just one more chance -
I never had the chance to say goodbye...
So goodbye
I'm following the path God laid for me,
I took His hand when I heard Him call
I turned my back and I left it all.
I could not stay another day
To laugh, to love, to work or play,
Tasks left undone must stay that way
I've found that peace at the close of the day.
If my parting has left a void
Then fill it with remembering joy,
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow,
My life's been full, I've savored much,
Like a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief,
Lift up your heart and share with me
God wanted me now...He set me free!
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