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My sister, Teena, rescued a kitten that I named Cricket because she hopped all the time. On May 11, 1990, KeKe (Cricket) gave birth to 5 kittens. The set of torti twins stole my heart immediately. The boy, however, died within a few days. Hubby, Skip said I could not have the other twin, which I had named Schmekel, but he and Teena had secretly discussed bringing her home on my birthday.

Skip brought Schmekel home in a box, she was making no secret of the fact that she wanted out of this box, she was wailing to get out! She had a ribbon tied around her neck and I grabbed her up and took it off. I was so excited to have my new baby! Skip turned to me and said, "I get the woman a diamond and she doesn't even notice." There was a gorgeous diamond band on the ribbon! He was right! I didn't even see it, I only had eyes for Schmekel!

From the start she made it clear that she was my cat. She could be such a witch! If anyone else touched her without permission, they paid for it in skin. Not me though, she followed me everywhere for 5 years. In fact, I did not see her slip out the door to follow me to a friend's house where I was tending their dog during the day. She saw the dog, hissed and he gave chase. It looked like he only scared a life or 2 out of her and we didn't pay much attention to the incident.

About a year later Schmekel started getting sick. She vomited almost everything she ate and began losing weight. Her doctors did every test in the world, I think, but could come up with no reason why this was happening. Her eyes told us that she was very ill indeed. The doc's suggested that we try taking her to the veterinary school at Virginia Tech for more extensive testing. There they discovered an Esophigial Stricture, meaning her esophigus was collapsed. That incident with the dog we had laughed off was more serious than we could ever expect. Apparently he had tromped on her throat which led to the formation of scar tissue causing the collapse. On Monday, September 10, 1995 the doctors performed balloon surgery on Schmekel to reopen her esophigus, but her esophigus ruptured. I had to make the decision from 4 hours away from my baby to let her cross the bridge.

There is no way really to describe my relationship with Schmekel, what I've said here is just the surface. She was my best friend and not a day goes by that I don't have her in my thoughts and ask her forgiveness for me not being with her at the end. This is very hard for me to live with, that I didn't get to say goodbye. We travelled to the hospital the following day to bring her home.

I don't think Schmekel's spirit has found her way home though, at least not yet. I have dreamed of all the other babies I've lost through the years, but I have never dreamed of Schmekel. I'm still wait for her to find me. She was such a headstrong little girl, I can't imagine her giving up.

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