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Dawn

Alone she sits.
in a dark room with colors spinning ( and music blasting).
her figure grows.
into an unnatural shape.
her stomach pertrudes and she fears her fate..
Pretty green eyes fill with tears.
zig-zag down her cheeks to erase the hurt.
the wrong of a snake like kiss.
and a drunken rape..

Silently humming the tune.
of how she’s a wh0re.
her wrists open and bleed because she just wants to be no more.
found in a desk.
a fetus of innocence.
lost on a couch.
vomited up in a toilet..
she carries the loss of her world in her stomach.
day after day watching it grow.
writing it notes here and there....
"Dear Dawn, i love you. Mommy".

she fought for what was right.
but never raised her fist.
she cried day and night.
and lost it like this.
14 years of straight A’s and smart composure.
lost to a B**ch named Rachel and a snake named Jerry.
with no closure..

"Dear Dawn, we’re gonna go to a better place now. Love you, Mommy".
bleeding onto a face rag and wiping her tears.
humming KoRn’s "It’s gonna go away".
and dreaming of britney spears years..

3 months ago you took what she had.
raped it into a f**k toy.
and left her so sad..
pretty pink lips.
twisted into a narly cry.
her own blood she sips.
and she slips into sleep to die***.

1 year ago you took what i had.
raped me into a f**k toy.
and made me so sad..
i cut the viens.
i sliced the hate.
i bleed out my child.
and lost it to fate..
You made me into a wh0re.
a creature of drugs.
and now our baby is no more..

my green eyes are now blue.
my once brown hair now red.
my once growing stomach now flat.
and my once clean soft skined wrists now scarred..
Dawn was all i had.
and i should have died with her.
i accept that i didnt.
now accept that you were a dad.
AND YOU KILLED HER!.

I was a fetus of innocence.
sweet, pretty and pure.
my eyes glowed of pop songs.
but i fell into an allure..

i slept on the devil’s bed.
and i bled and bled.
until my poor mother found me.
and my baby nearly dead..
i’ve been in Cedar Springs.
i’ve screamed and shouted until my voice was gone.
i lost my innocence.
on your couch.
in your house.
saying no the whole time..

F**k you.
stay out of my dreams.
im sick of you and your hormones.
and all that sex brings..

pretty green eyes.
blurred red by his marijuana smoke.
now blue and full of tortured cries.
in her own blood the innocent fetus .
longs to soak.

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