i could have easily taken the knife,
screaming from the depths of my heart,
bruised inside and out,
Booming voice,
SHUT UP!
always tempting, never ready,
SIT DOWN SHUT UP!
but you didn't stop me,
you didn't care,
you knew what was going to happen,
but you didn't stop me.
begging for forgivness,
no punishment to suffice the severity of the crime.
waiting hungrily, lonsomely, but never the less, still
waiting.
Racing pulse,
GO TO YOUR ROOM!
STAY THERE!
always weak, always waiting.