Smoldering

i struggle to feel what you may never know
your strangled grasp has me fallin into cold snow
i clean my way out
with a mask of what's to come
i live my life with a sense of mischeif
your hands are blocking the sun

comfort what is never shown
i'm crumbling into oblivion
oblivous and obvious inevitable crying
tears falling onto my cold broken body

the flowers have bloomed and shrivled to dew
my eyes see you standing there
my eyes are cold, don't pursue

the water covering me in an embrace oh so clinging
creaming tides ungulf my blood red heart, no more sinning

i see a light with bright and shining caressful rays
the light is a common one of virtual heaven stays

i awake in my bed of leaves and creatures with clinging bodies
i arise to the uplifting thought of light capturing my own

no more sense of confusion with no hope
i lift my heart up, find a way to cope

my careful fearful cautious mind
has cleared its way for further time
and shining lights have cleared me to find
a reason to move on with no desire to rewind

© Cristina