Will I

by Serenity


Will I ever reach my dreams,
So close but faraway?
Will I ever share my feelings,
And what I have to say?
Will I show the world I'm something else,
That I'm not shaped from the mold?
Will I ever be able to take silver,
And turn it into gold?
Will I ever make a difference,
In someone else's life?
Will I ever be able to help them,
Ease their pain and strife?
Will I ever fall in love,
And know that it is right?
Will I have someone beside me,
Every single night?
Will I ever be successful,
In whatever I may choose?
Will I act like a winner,
Even when I lose?
Will I rise to the occasion,
However difficult the task?
Will I ever be proud of who I am,
And throw away my mask?
Will I ever be able to open up,
And let people inside?
Will I ever really feel,
That I have nothing left to hide?
Will I live my life for others,
Or will I live my life for me?
Will I ever be the person,
I've always longed to be?
Will I ever accept others,
For who they really are?
Will I ever be able to heal,
My very painful scar?
Will I stop taking for granted,
All that God has given me?
Will I stop running from my problems,
And face reality?
Will I finally understand,
What I have yet to conceive?
I WILL-because I believe.