Now Playing: Do You Love Me? - The Contours
Topic: WC - Blogathon
I love contradictions in character, some one like Prince who sang a lot about sex but also sang about God. Heck I can swear like a truck driver one minute and talk about God and spirtuality the next minute. I like my own contradictions
I like the contradictions that baffle me like a gay male friend whose younger brother used to spend Christmas with B and his lover. the younger brother has since got married, had his first child and has followed his in-laws into religion. He now tells his older brother that being gay is an abomination and he can't accept his brother's gayness. Wow! the younger brother was always a wild one and since he's calmed down he can no longer accept his brother's "choices". The same brother who accepted all of the wild one's choices and mishaps. It makes me wonder.
I've noticed with some of the wild people i've come across in my lifetime a weird similarity. It's like they are searching for something out side of themselves to calm them down and give them peace so much but they still can't look at the bad that they've done with any clarity.
It's the persona that they want to show the world of discipline and togetherness amidst creating total chaos for others. I know a girl that walks straight and practices martial arts and comes across as so together with a soft spoken manner and then she sleeps with several men ( a lot of men) but refuses to acknowledge that it doesn't fit with the persona that she portrays especially to her significant other who doesn't know.
I'm fascinated by the wild ones that flit from religion to religion and try to preach to you what they now believe in until they join the next religion and tell you something different. They like to point fingers at all the wrong that others are doing forgetting that that isn't the point of belief. I want to write about these kind of characters and delve deep into what could be going on in their chaotic minds. I want to understand what drives them.
