Topic: WC - Daily Practice
Tuesday 21Nov06 3:54am
I've been awake since 1am or so. Tried to go back to sleep but when it wasn't happening decided to just get up. Nothing worse than tossing and turning and driving myself crazy. Worked on my evaluation for work and prepared my lunch.
I had a sick day from work in continuation of the weekend long tear fest and my body clock is all crazy now. Gotta love when that happens. I just got back from Fresh obsessed because my new food obsession is the pomegranate. I got adventurous with my groceries and bought a couple the other day. Didn't even know what you're supposed to do with them. Boy the Internet really does come in handy. Cut it in quarters soaked it in water and dug out the seeds. What a pleasant surprise! I can freak myself out with food and if I get any strange thoughts in my head about food, I just won't try it. The thought of eating seeds was a little peculiar to me but tried them any way. Needless to say I bought eight more. Got red pomegranate stains all over the place. ha ha!
Done fed the cats. Got everything done and still don't start work for another four hours. Too funny. Hopefully I can make it through the day without a big need to conk out. I feel positive though. Sometimes it's good to release all the emotional junk through tears. I could always hold on to it until it turns into a disease, but really, why?
I admit that all the crying kept me away from writing this weekend but what can you do? Gotta deal with what needs to be dealt with.
I'm somehow managing to remember incidences from a whole year of them to add to my evaluation so it's not the total painful experience that it normally is. So on that note, I'm going to go back to working on it. Maybe I can have it off my desk before I leave for work. Now that would be something.
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